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Clearer Air

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River's Pov.

I didn’t mean to spend the whole day in bed.

At first, I just wanted five more minutes. Then five turned into fifteen. Then an hour. And then it was three in the afternoon, and I still hadn’t moved. The world kept turning, but I couldn’t convince my body to care. My blanket was wrapped tight around me, like if I stayed still long enough, maybe I’d disappear into the mattress. Maybe the ache in my chest would dissolve. Maybe the thoughts in my head would quiet down.

But they didn’t.

Sunlight leaked through the blinds in pale yellow lines, cutting across the room like they didn’t need my permission. Everything felt too bright. Too loud. And too far away.

I stared at the ceiling, letting my thoughts scatter. Everything inside me felt tangled. The night before, the things I said—or didn’t say. The way he looked at me. The way I left.

I didn’t get up. I didn’t check my messages. I didn’t touch the cold glass of water on my nightstand that had been sitting there since last nigh
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