Chapter 6

Natty's POV cont.

"What did you just say."I wanted to be sure i heard him right or was he drunk or obviously high on weed.

"Natasha ,this flat is yours. Don't let me repeat myself..."he said.

"Oh my god.... I love you"I didn't know when the words flew out,and realising what I said I quickly corrected myself

"I meant thanks... sorry I said that"

But he only smirked and said.

"You don't have to be sorry... you just expressed how you feel"and I blushed in embarrassment. 

"I don't feel anything"I had to tell him.

"Tell that to your self... You are tomato red"he laughed loud.

"I can't take the house..."I said face down.

"Why"Michael asked, his smile dropped, he was obviously hurt.

"I really appreciate what you did, but I don't know,we have just been friends for few days now and I don't know if I can pay back.... besides I don't want to be indebted to you. I don't even know what you want from me. It's rare to help someone without expecting something in return this days."I said, my eyes were tearing up.

"So after what I did you are not going to accept. Do you know what I went through to get you this house... I spent half of my life savings just to make sure you are comfortable....but this is what I get...hmm natty??"he said in a high pitched voice.

"I am..."I tried saying but her interrupted.

"You want to know what I want.... I want you natty... I fucking love you... I love you natty...do you know what you do to me... I can't stay a second without thinking about you...my heart aches when you are not around... Do you know when I last i felt this... do you???..Do you know what you unhappiness does to me...it kills me... I just want you to be happy. If you think I want your body...the answer is no... I want all of you Natty..all of you."with that he went out of the house.

I saw tears in his eyes. oh god how I can be so stupid,he just confessed his feelings for me. Oh no

I tried running after him but he was gone.Am such an ungrateful bitch... I hate myself.

  I love you too Michael, I do.

Michael's POV

   What she said hurt me, getting home... I just fell on the couch my god it hurts. 

   So thinks I want her in bed,why can't she realize that all I did.I did out of love.

I didn't even care if she loves me back,all I wanted was for her to be happy.

  Why did she refuse it,why natty.

I just want you to be happy,why, why. I cussed.

*********Fast forward*********

Natty's POV

It's being 3days since I saw Michael. I did miss him a lot. I didn't have his number, I can't believe I lost a friend because I was ungrateful. But here i am staying in the same house that caused the rift. God knows I didn't mean to be ungrateful. I just wanted to clear somethings....

I wanted to know what he wants from me.... I wanted to know if he had an ulterior motive. I love him and I wanted to know if he felt same way for me.

  My life is so crazy.Just within a week... I was thrown out of the house, Because I refused to sell my body, within that period I made a friend and lost him within that same week... 

   Micheal please come back.I love you too.

   I sat at the couch reminiscing.I hadn't eaten for 3day, I just lost my appetite. I haven't even come out..

    I busied myself with novels from the library,he knew my kind of books.

 I made to go to the library when I heard the door bell ring.,who was there.

   I went to open the door and I gasped at who I saw ,it was Micheal!!!

   I jumped into him,he looked surprised but I didn't care..

  "You don't know how much I have missed you.."I said crying.

  He was shocked.I came down from him and dragged him in. I looked at him and said...

  "Where have you been...do you know how worried i have been...am sorry for sounding ungrateful but I just wanted to know if you feel same way I feel." I searched his eyes.

"I love you Michael, I have always loved you... right from the day.. I saw you...my heart skipped a beat... I love you Michael... I...."he didn't let me finish before he caught me off with a kiss.

  My god,the kiss felt heavenly,none of us wanted to Stop. I was an amateur but he gently guided me. I felt an electric sensation down my spine. My hands slowly went to his neck, I needed more, I slowly pushed myself into him..  

God knows I lost it ,I let the pleasure control me. His lips grazed mine...our tongues both fighting for dominance. Oh god,his hands were slowly going round my body.

 Mike's POV

Oh god,this girl will drive me nuts. I had missed her alot,these last 3 days were the worst days of my life. I couldn't eat nor sleep. I had to see her.

   When she opened the door she just jumped on me. I swear I got confused especially when I saw her cry.

   Then she confessed her feelings for me. I kissed her like my life depends on it.

     Kissing her gave me the best feeling I have ever felt. My hands went around I body,it seemed the kiss just said everything....we loved each other.

      I know she is an amateur, I didn't want to go farther cos I know myself,if I went more than this I would loose it.

      I had to withdraw from the kiss.She looked at me..

"I love you"I said to her.

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