[Vivienne]
Without waiting for my response, he grabs my wrist and pulls me with him.
I stumble a little, but somehow manage to keep my balance.
But Caden doesn’t slow down, not even for a second.
He drags me with him until we reach the end of the corridor and enter his office.
When the door shuts close behind us, he throws me into the room and I stumble on my heels, crashing against his desk. For a second, something passes his face, his features soften, but by the time I blink, that expression is gone and he’s back to scowling.
He walks around the desk and takes a seat, his gaze never leaving mine.
“Why are you here?” He asks, his voice calm but I can hear the rage underneath.
“I came to give you this.” I take the envelope from my purse and throw it on the table.
Caden doesn’t even glance at it.
“I told you I’m done with you and here’s the proof.”
He stares at me, his eyes darkening. “You want a divorce? Is that it?”
I nod my head, proud of myself for not cowering under his gaze. I might look tough on the outside, but inside I’m trembling like a leaf.
His eyes fall on the envelope, his jaw ticking. Then he grabs it and tosses into the trash bin under the desk.
I gape at him, completely baffled by his actions.
“Go home. We’ll discuss this later.”
I can’t believe him. I’m here to give him what he had always wanted and this is how he reacts?
I cross my arms and glare at him. “No.”
He narrows his eyes. “Excuse me?”
“I said, no. Are you suddenly deaf?”
He doesn’t like that, not my words, not my tone, and that’s obvious by the way he’s looking at me right now. He gets up from his chair, his mere existence taking up so much space the room suddenly feels small.
“I have another meeting in ten. I truly have no time for these stupid games of yours. So, just do as I say, and leave. I’ll come home tonight and we can talk over dinner.”
Is he even listening to me? I shake my head, stepping away. “Sure, but you’ll have to do that dinner thing alone. I have already moved out. You won’t find me there.”
His brows furrow and swear to God I have never seen someone so angry.
A part of me wants to reach out and appease him, to tell him that everything is okay, but another part of me wants to be selfish and see how far I can push him.
“Home, Vivienne. Now.”
“No.”
“Vivienne—”
“I said, no.”
I turn around to leave when he grabs my arm and whirls me back.
“Let me go.” I try to yank my arm away, but his hold only tightens. Then, he presses the intercom and the voice of the same receptionist comes through the device.
“Sir?”
Caden looks at me, his eyes full of promises.
“Send two guards in to escort Mrs. Lawrence home, and ask them to stay put until I arrive.”
There’s a long pause from the other side before the receptionist finally blurts out. “Yeyes, sir. Ri-right away.”
The call disconnects.
“What’s the meaning of this?” I ask him, but he only takes a step forward, and keeps on moving until my back is pressed against the edge of the desk and I almost gasp.
Caden puts both his arms on either side of me and leans down, suddenly too close for my liking. “Exactly. What’s the meaning of this?”
He’s probably talking about the divorce papers.
I scoff, meeting his gaze, not wanting him to see how much his existence or this proximity affects me. “if I didn’t know any better, I would think you’re upset.”
But he clearly isn’t. He’s probably just trying to make sure I’m not setting him up somehow.
His dark eyes darken some more and I find it hard to breathe. “Oh, so this is just another way you have come up with to get my attention. Is that it?”
“God, you’re so arrogant. You really think that highly of yourself, don’t you?”
He smirks, bringing his hand up and tucking a stray hair behind my ear. I try to jerk my head away, but he puts his palm on my neck and holds me in place.
However, before he could say something more, there’s a knock on the door and just like he asked for, two guards entered the room.
“Take her home and make sure she stays there,” Caden instructs them, without breaking our eye contact.
Then, he leans even closer, so close that his lips almost brush against mine.
I shiver, not liking the way he’s looking at me.
“And if she tries to escape, tie her up and wait for further instructions.”
I freeze at his words, my eyes wide as saucers.
Did he just say what I think he did?
I look at the guards, hoping they would refuse, but they only nod their heads.
Caden steps away and I immediately straighten up, rubbing my arms.
“Leave.”
I look at Caden and then at the guards.
They take a step forward and I take two back. “No. I’m not going back to that place.” I turn to face Caden. “You can’t force me.”
He gives me a bored look and my stomach sinks.
“Don’t fight this, Vivienne. It will only make things harder for you.”
I hate that I don’t have a choice. I hate that I’m being forced to go back to that place that I once called my home, but it’s not.
Tears burn my eyes and I hate it. I can’t believe I went crazy for this man. I can’t believe I thought he was the love of my life.
I feel so stupid right now. So, damn stupid.
I grab my bag and walk towards the door, refusing to look back at Caden.
But before I could reach there, he called my name and I stopped, still unable to look at him.
“We’ll talk about this tonight.”
“No. We won’t. You just proved my point. I don’t want to be with a man who treats me like this. I deserve better, Caden. I deserve someone who will love me, cherish me, and protect me. And you…you’re just a selfish asshole.”
I turn to leave, satisfied with the look on his face.
Maybe now he would know I’m not the same Vivienne he knows. Maybe now he would realize that I can live without him, and that I don’t need him.
The guards follow me and I head towards the elevator, not wanting to be here a second longer.
We walk past the reception and while the receptionist still looks guilty and embarrassed, her head hung low, Sasha doesn’t shy away from giving me her best death glares.
I ignore them though and head straight for the elevator.
While we wait, Sasha comes to stand next to me and whispers into my ear. “Don’t worry. I’ll make sure he signs those papers and gets rid of a cheap whore like you.”
“Watch your mouth!” I’m so angry after how Caden behaved that I don't have the patience for her crap.
I whirl around and slap her across the face.
Everyone in the lobby gasps.
Sasha’s hands fly to her cheek and I can see her skin turning red. “How…how dare you? You bitch—”
She tries to do the same. Her hand comes flying towards my face. But before it makes contact, someone catches her wrist in mid-air.
[Vivienne]Every time I think I have seen the worst, something happens and leaves me beyond frustrated and baffled for my own good.This time, it’s the audacity of Caden’s birth family.How can they be so shameless? Do they have no humanity? No emotions? No sentiments for their only child? The only thing they seem to care about is his perfection—the fact that he can represent their family or not, or if he’s worthy of their name.Right now, I want nothing more than to hold this man in my arms and let him forget about the kind of life he has lived. I want him to forget all the pain and betrayal and toxicity he has experienced since his childhood and live in this moment, where everything is selfless and loving and perfect.But I can’t even do that.Because this is not the moment I want him to have. In fact, this is not the kind of moment any parent should ever experience in their whole life.Axel and Ben are nowhere to be found, and that just… ugh… I don’t know what to do.However, befor
[Caden]I have never seen Vivienne this outraged before—this scared—but isn’t that exactly how I feel?I feel like this can’t be happening in real life, that Axel and Ben are just playing some weird hide-and-seek, and that this is probably just a nightmare.But as time passes and nothing can be heard about them, my chest grows tighter and stuffier. My head feels like a place too blank and crowded for its own good, and my frustration is beyond charts.Once Vivienne has threatened and shaken the manager to his very core, she shoves him away and runs a hand through her hair. I try to reach for her, but she starts pacing the lobby instead.She snaps her head at the manager, who still hasn’t moved, looking more shocked than ever.“Why are you still here?” she growls.That gets him moving—and his staff people, too. They all rush outside, taking out thei
[Vivienne] By the time we made it to the hotel, my heart was in my throat, and my head was buzzing with all kinds of impossible thoughts. Even though Caden does his best to calm me down—with his gentle words in my ears, with his soft and assuring touches—nothing seems to be working enough to make me completely relax. When we reach the reception lobby, the manager and two of his staff are already waiting for us. My voice is almost a scream when I open my mouth. “Where are they?” The manager stutters, “In your suite?” “Still?” “We were just waiting for you.” “For the love of God!” I throw my hands in the air and charge toward the elevator. Thankfully, one opens right when we reach, and we all get in, with Caden existing quietly by my side. During the ride, the manager once again briefs us on the situation. “This is an unfortunate situation, but I assure you nothing like this has ever happened before. Samiko is one of our best nannies. She’s absolutely wonderful with kids. I don
[Caden]“So, what would you like to order?” I ask, gazing into her deep brown eyes as she looks at me with a slightly shy smile on her face.Ever since we walked into this restaurant, not far from the hotel, she has been oddly quiet. Not quiet in the sense that she looks unhappy or uncomfortable, but definitely not quite herself either.Something still seems to be bothering her, and I intend to find out what it is.But first, “Have you tried Japanese cuisine before?” I ask.“A bit, here and there. Never thought about it much.”“Then you should know the difference between sake, shochu, and umeshu,” I say, watching as she looks at me in confusion. “Have you tried them?”“No? I mean, I don't know. I haven't been much of an explorer when it comes to... foreign cuisines.”I smile. “Well, since you're already in Japan, why don't we do that tonight? I'm sure you'll love them. Besides, they taste very different from wine or whiskey.”I glance over the menu.“We have plenty to choose from,” I
I swallow hard, his words sinking into my chest like heavy stones dragging me down.Is this really how it’s going to end? Is this really the fate waiting for Axel? To see his father not as a hero, not even as a villain, but as a stranger?The thought alone feels like a knife twisting in my gut.I glance at Caden again, at the hard set of his jaw, the empty look in his eyes. He believes every word he just said. Maybe he’s even accepted it already, as if there’s no point in fighting it.But me? I can’t accept that.I won’t.Axel deserves better. He deserves a family that doesn’t shatter at the first sign of trouble. He deserves parents who at least try—who don’t just give up and call it fate."Maybe... maybe it doesn't have to be like that," I whisper, surprising even myself.Caden finally looks at me, really looks at me, with an expression I can't quite read. Sadness? Hope? Or maybe just pity because he thinks I'm naive enough to think I can save my son from something as broken as us.
[Vivienne]After Caden revealed another grand truth of his life, he stormed out of my room as if he couldn’t bear to stand in the same room as me.I, on the other hand, drop my ass on the edge of the bed and cover my face with my hands.Shit.Why does everything have to be so messed up? So complicated? So damn… annoying?Just when I think everything between us is starting to calm down and maybe there’s a chance we can have a peaceful, platonic relationship for the sake of Axel, something like this happens, and I’m forced to wonder if all these efforts are even worth it. If letting Caden back into our lives is going to make our lives easier or even more complicated.The truth is, I don’t have answers to any of these questions.Not yet.But I need to find them, or it will be too late to fix anything at all.I stare at the ring on my finger, the generous diamond ring Xander made me wear after his proposal.God knows, I still don’t know what I feel for that man, or if I even feel anything