Chapter 2
The ride back to her place is a fuzzy, blurry ride with the undeniably gorgeous man sitting next to her in the tight space of the cab backseat. Recalling that she doesn't know his name, she looked up into the face of her broody, strange companion.
“I’m Meredith. What's your name?” At this rate,she doesn't want to beat around the bush,instead act her true self since it is unlikely for them to meet again after tonight.
”Gray” Is all he muttered and continued to stare out of the window.
“Gray” she tasted the name on her lips and soon the cab stopped at the front of her apartment. They got off the cab and Gray paid off without a word.
They walked into the building lacing their hands together with a mutual understanding. By all means, Meredith had turned into a blushing mess with her heart pounding against her chest like a drum. How is it possible that she manages to walk with her two feet is a miracle. If it wasn't for Gray tugging her, she would be crawling to get on her apartment. Once they got into the elevator, Gray asked her for her floor number and she pressed it on Floor number 5 without telling him.
Calm down,She says mentally.
The elevator stopped with a ding and they stepped out, directly heading towards her place. She entered the password and led Gray to her place, suddenly feeling shy since confidence has never been in her blood. That thing lies at the rock bottom of her 'Things that I need to improve' list.
“Uh…Would you like a cup of tea?” What the hell? Why had she said tea? Who offers tea to your one-night stand?
Gray doesn't look bothered by her lack of experience. Instead, he only stares at her unblinking as if trying to figure her out.
“Why don't we just kiss? ” Again she is shocked by his bluntness. Nodding, she led him into her small bedroom,cringing when her eyes landed on the mess of her bed.
However,Gray doesn't seem to be affected by all this. He took the initiative when he saw the bed and cupped her cheeks, his eyes emotionless and lost. Meredith, however, got lost in his eyes, so soulless and something like pain hidden under the cold,dull pool of blue eyes. Now that they stood under her bedroom light, she could make out the defined sharp jawline, his pointed nose and his silky dark brown hair with a pale skin and lips that put Snow white to shame. His red lips are so nice to stare at. Feeling bold and slightly horny, she raised her hands and brushed her thumb on his lips as if inspecting closely and wondering how a lips could be so red.
“Did you apply lipsticks?” He freezed. “Matte?” She added.
They were standing so close to each other and the rumble of his chest vibrated against her when he laughed. She wondered why her curiosity made him laugh.
“You are cute and soft” His hands fondled the skin of her belly and she immediately flinched as if slapped on the face. How could she forget that she weighs twice more than a normal girl her age.
This is all wrong, she shouldn't have bought a guy in the first place. He would lose interest if he saw all the extra fats and unattractive parts of her body.
Sensing her change of emotion, Gray looked slightly concerned but didn't make a move to let her go.
“I’m sorry,I can't do it” She mumbled putting her head down. She felt mortified and beyond shy at showing her body to Gray especially with the way he looked. Rich and unworldly gorgeous.
“Tell me why?” Hr urged squeezing her hips a little. She look away from the floor,still keeping her head low but not for long. Warm,long fingers tilted her chin up, her lips tremble at the sudden rush of emotion that is rushing towards her. She wanted to kill Zachary for making her feel so worthless.
“I’m fat...You wouldn't want to sleep with me if I take my shirt off” She is shocked at herself for being so honest. But what Would she gain by lying to someone who wouldn't even appear twice in her life?
Gray eyes darkened hearing her words and for the first time that evening, he took notice of the large hoodie that covered her body.
“Is that why you were wearing a hoodie?” He asked. She nodded her head slowly, thinking where he was going with this.
“I don't care if you are fat or a hippo” With that he crashed his lips on her, dominating her body in a way no man had ever done. Not that she had many men except for the handsome ex modeller boyfriend of hers.
All her insecurities and thoughts seemed to fly away the moment he lifted her up off the floor effortlessly as if she didn't weigh a hundred pounds. Her mind goes blank when his hands work on her hoodie and shrugged it away along with her bra leaving her bare and shy.
Oh my God! She thought.
He didn't look away or show any disgust, instead assaulting her breast and nipples with his tongue and mouth, making her throw her head back from the intense pleasure. Her moans echoed across the room and if her neighbours were to hear, she didn't care if it meant Gray's tongue was on her driving her crazy.
In a blink of an eye, Gray undid every clothing of hers and did the same with his. She doesn't get the time to gawk and salivate openly because he's thrusting his whole length into hers making her scream at the suddenness. His large,huge manhood pounds into hers reducing her to a moaning mess. She didn't remember Zachary being this huge and satisfying. All she wanted to do was scream and enjoy the ride of the pleasure and she did just that.
Come Morning, Meredith woke up naked and alone. Her bedsheets are cold and crumpled and if not for her state of nakedness,she would have thought that last night was a dream. Her heart tightens when she notices that Gray had left without even a goodbye. But she had a good time and that's all that matters. Her mind had decided to erase Zachary and be replaced by a certain Greek God with blue eyes. She rolled her eyes at her thoughts.
With a new thrilling excitement, She called her best friend up and planned a girl's day out. Surely, Meeting her best friend would trigger to do something productive, that's what best friends are for.
Ruth and Meredith met up at the local cafe down the street,Ruth noticed that her best friend wasn't sulking anymore instead Meredith appeared strangely calm and glowing with a radiant smile.
Something is totally up, She thought.
It is not completely normal for her best friend to be jumping with excitement while she left her in a sorry state yesterday afternoon.
They settled on their spot and ordered a coffee and an ice cream.
“No Ice cream. Black coffee for me” Meredith smiled at the waiter but Ruth is almost on the verge of taking her to the hospital. This wasn't her best friend. In Twenty years of their friendship, Meredith refuses to eat or drink anything that doesn't taste good and hence her extra pounds but this is strange.
“I’m going to improve myself Ruth. I’m sick of getting hurt or getting dumped because of my extra fats. I’m quitting my sorry lifestyle” She says, disregarding the shocked face of her best friend.
It is true that Meredith wanted to change her unhealthy lifestyle but nothing seemed to give her the motivation until her recent breakup with Zach. She's got nothing to lose by trying to be the better version of herself. She wanted to be beautiful and confident in her own skin so that When she met someone like Gray,She didn't want to shy away and cry like last night.
She explained all this to Ruth minus the part about her sexual escapades, Ruth in return slapped her shoulder with her man force, grinning from ear to ear. It's a universal fact that best friends hit each other even at times of encouragement so she retorted with a strained smile instead of slapping her best friend in return.
“I’m so proud of you Meredith. I want to see Zachary regretting after he sees you in your best version” Her best friend encourages. They shared a meaningful smile.
Meredith knew that deep down, she wanted to meet Gray again but she didn't tell that to Ruth. It's her secret, and she likes to keep it that way.
Chapter 3A year later,“Godammit Ruth! How could you wake up late today!?” Meredith cursed annoyingly under her breath,running across the street on her cheap four Inch heels,sweat trickling down her face in the heat of a summer morning.It was decided last night that Ruth had to drop her at the office partly because she doesn't want her ex-boyfriend to see her sweaty and red after a year on her first day of work. Yet, She's going to present herself the exact way she was trying to avoid.On the way to the company, She called Ruth who hadn't woken up but she was persistent. She wanted to murder her best friend because she's late for w
Chapter 4After the long hours of work and a lot of thinking, Meredith Bloom looked up at the sky and released a curse when the first drop of water latched onto her skin. There is no way she would be walking into the rain and risked getting soaked from the pouring. So much has happened in a day and she wasn't sure if she could have another shock. Lord knows her poor heart couldn't handle it.She opted to wait for the rain to stop instead of running around like a madwoman. She stood by the front of the building finding no harm in it.A few minutes passed but the sky didn't seem to stop crying, It's almost close to four that got her worried because she would be home late if she continued to wait for the rain to stop pouring. Gearing up her bag on her shoulder, She
Chapter 5Gray's office was as exactly as she had expected: still and completely soundproof,clean and coordinated with expensive sofas and tables sat in the middle of the spacious white office.Perched up on the chair,typing away on his laptop were Gray Westmore who didn't even acknowledge the duo who just walked in.Meredith's stomach churned from the ball of nerves creeping up her soul, but she knew better than to alert him of their presence. She had never met someone as intimidating as the person who sat in front of her. Noah, however, had other plans, he rushed towards Gray with a squeal.Her heart screams internally When Gray looks up; annoyed and angry. She kept her mouth shut, and stood straighter.
Chapter 6A week goes by in blur, Meredith has gotten quite close to some of her co-workers who are equally as friendly and sweet as her. As for Melissa, they never spoke of the incident that went down that afternoon. Either of them pretended to be friendly and acted civil towards each other. And tonight, since it's Friday, the group decided to head down to the bar and get drunk since it's the weekend and they don't have to work for the next two days.Meredith was eager to finish her work since it's been so long that she had gotten drunk and not focused on her work. By the time the clock turned 4, She rushed out of the office as if her Butts were on fire. When she reached home, she took a warm shower, and heated up the pizza in the microwave for dinner. She ate the leftover food along with a coke, her stomach full and sat
Chapter 7Mondays are always the worst way to wake up knowing that work is only a few hours away. Meredith trudged towards the bathroom and took a cold shower,screaming in the process. Only when the shock wears off did she feel all freshen up and she's ready for the painful working hours of the day.Dressed in a skin black tight pencil skirt and a maroon top, she tied her hair up with a silver hair pin. Applying a bare makeup on her face, She walked down the streets of her neighbourhood and hailed a cab, giving Directions to the cab driver.Most of her co-workers hated walking and coming to the office in a cab but she liked the simplicity of walking down the street and breathing in fresh air. Besides, She's too paranoid about getting comfortable without a walk, the fear of gaining weight being the sole reason. At Least she likes the idea of losing fats by walking.When Meredith reached the office ten min
Chapter 8It is the day of Noah’s birthday. Meredith has been feeling anxious for the whole week, the thought of showing up at the party scaring her little soul.Her long silver gown lay spread on her small bed, shoes are laid over the foot of her bed leg, yet, she just stares at it. She considers running away but that would be a little dramatic.Gray hadn't talked to her after that encounter at the coffee shop. But it would be a lie if she says that she didn't look for him often. Gray Westmore is dangerous to her because she keeps on thinking about him at an unusual time like in her bed when she sleeps at night. Yeah, He's dangerous and she planned to stay away from those kinds of people.The cab halted at the front of the massive gates. Meredith held her breath when her eyes took in the amazement of Gray's house or rather a mansion. She stepped out of the cab and paid the old man,th
Chapter 9MeredithI was the first one to slide out of the car and ran up to my apartment without needing to turn back to see if Gray was following.He did.What was I thinking? Bringing Gray Westmore to my apartment? For a cheap fuck? That sounds so horrible when I put it that way. I am single for almost a year now but sex with my boss?....Who is insanely hot and dangerous!?I could hear my heartbeat in my eardrums, ba..dum..ba..dum. We are in the elevator riding up to my floor, he's behind me,his scent assaulting my senses that I could hardly stand straight. It isn't too late to back out but my guts told me that Gray Westmore wouldn't be ecstatic about my change of decision and I wasn't saying that because I wanted him or his body.Nope.The elevator dinged, as well as my heart. Gray was the one to walk out,taking my hands in his and dragging me towards my apartment. I should b
chapter 10By Wednesday, I had convinced myself that Friday night never happened. I placed that thought at the back of my head, I refused to think about Gray although that was exactly what I had been doing for the last 24 hours, or was it 48 hours, Jumping Every time a ping sound comes from my phone.I was lazily scrolling through my Instagram feeds When Jenna, Gray's mother decided to Surprise me with her visit, I jumped up from my seat, spilling my coffee over the table. She came to sit at my table laughing with an apologetic expression.“Oh Dear, I didn't mean to scare you” A waiter approached us with a cloth, I apologized feeling so bad.“What brings you here Jenna?” I asked with a br