If Cross is not vomiting in disgust with himself—he’s drinking until he vomits. How can he not when everything has become too much to handle?
The past few days they spent here were more amazing than he could have asked for. For those last days, he felt how comfortable Ronan was around him. Of course, they were not as sweet as the other couples, but at least they were more… at ease with each other. He saw how Ronan could be genuinely enjoying himself and being happy around him. It was too much but then again, he wanted that. For those few days, he felt assured and content. Ronan was his.
“Are you alright? Should I bring out more blankets?”Ronan smiles weakly at Drew but shakes his head. The Alpha smiles, too, and informs him that he will be in the Kitchen preparing their lunch if he needs anything. He whispered his thanks to him before closing his eyes again, trying to sleep.It’s been three days since he fell into this somewhat fever. He felt tired and restless and useless. It’s like being in Heat but not really. He felt hot inside but the moment he removed all these thick blankets on him, he would feel very cold. It burns him inside yet freezes him. He&rsq
“B-But…”Ronan can see all the questions and protests of Kei in his eyes but it was done. He already passed his resignation letter to the president of the hospital and he was granted to leave. All that is left to do now is get all of his things in his office and go through the farewell party that then nurses insisted upon.Of course, it was a shock mostly for everyone who has been working with him all these years but like what the president has told him a while ago, he didn’t need to explain his reasons. He doesn’t really have a deep reason to tell anyone if ever.
“You know, I still can’t believe that out of all the Omegas that my grandmother could meet—it really has to be you. She couldn’t stop talking about you and even said she liked you so much she should have just adopted you.”Ronan laughs at what Drew said. “How about me? Imagine how surprised I am when he said I should meet you instead of drowning myself with sadness. She said and I’ll quote ‘he’s handsome and quite stubborn but you’ll really like him’.”It’s true that the last moment he visited Madame Jane, it became a surp
Being in a world ruled by a hierarchy of nature is something I despise. I hate it. I hate the way it works, how nature works. I hate how it defines who I am and who I should become. I hate being born an Omega
My vision is already blurry and I feel my world is spinning.No. No. No. This can’t be happening right now.
“Your pheromone scent and level are stronger than ever, Doc Ronan. I would have to give you a stronger suppressant pill. We will keep in the same dosage and use but we are switching them to another higher brand. According to some of my patients, this pill usually makes them feel drowsy throughout the day so I advise you to take a day or three leave when your Heat comes just to see the effect of pills on you…”Ronan attentively list
Cross stares at the woman beside him.Her long hair is splattered all over the pillows, and with her naked body exposed like this—she looks like a nymph or she could even be a sleeping beauty. She's beautiful, all right, but it wasn't even enough to make him remember her name. He looks at her neck which shows a gold collar... She's an Omega. That's why what happened last night was amazing, he can't deny that.
Ronan is panting and shaking from all the fear inside of him.He didn’t ask for this. He didn’t want this. He never wanted someone to be involved with his miserable self like this. He never wanted to ruin his friendship with anyone like this.