My vision is already blurry and I feel my world is spinning.
No. No. No. This can’t be happening right now.
Fuck. Why now? Why fucking now when I left my suppressants in the pocket of my lab coat?
I can’t breathe properly now even though I try to calm myself. Nothing’s going to work and it’s all my stupid fault. I’m already sitting on the floor, curling myself up. It’s starting to burn me and I can feel my inner self surfacing any moment now. Fuck.
Being an Omega fucking sucks.
I’m cursing myself for being an Omega who needs to undergo this fucking Heat. This shouldn’t have been my life if I was born anything else but Omega.
I need to get up. I need to go back to my office. I need to… I need to… I need an Alpha.
My blood, my veins, my whole being screams for sex. I need someone who’ll fill me up, who’ll fuck me until this Heat stops. I want an Alpha. I need an Alpha.
I want—
“Well, well, well… What do we have here?”
Alpha…
I couldn’t see properly who this man in front of me is because of my stupid tears and the way my world is already spinning so badly—but I know he is an Alpha. My blood sings for him. I want him. I need him.
Fuck me now. Fuck me please.
I fought myself not to reach for this man and as I did, my nails are already digging into my palm.
“Out of all the moments that could happen, we’re back here again.” The man laughs, I didn’t need to see it but I can imagine him grinning evilly with those words.
Then finally, it started sinking into me who this man is. This voice. This Alpha scent. I know who he is.
Fuck me now.
I swallow my cries and begs for him to take me and it wasn’t all that easy. It hurts. It fucking hurts now that my whole body is burning with desire specifically for this man. I hate myself.
“I can see that you’re smart enough to work in a hospital majorly comprised with Beta doctors, yet clearly stupid to carelessly not have your suppressants with you like in this current situation.” He chuckles. “With this strong and sweet scent that you’re emitting right now, I doubt the Betas would be able to resist. Someone is probably rushing in here now to check on who smelled like irresistible flowers.”
Fuck me please, Alpha.
I never wanted to be born an Omega. I never wanted to live like this. I never wanted to…
“You lost the dare, doc.” This man laughs again, mocking me even more. “Who would’ve thought that with the years that passed, you still lost to the dare we are in, Doctor Ronan. You lost and here I am thinking that since I am a kind man—I will help you. I will help you in one condition…”
Fuck me. Claim me. Use me.
It hurts. It burns. I’m losing all my energy from stopping myself.
I need you now. Fuck me now.
“W-What do you want?”
Help me. Help me, please.
He chuckles. “You’re ready on the floor, doc, so this should be easy.”
Fuck me.
“What do you want?”
“Kneel.”
“Your pheromone scent and level are stronger than ever, Doc Ronan. I would have to give you a stronger suppressant pill. We will keep in the same dosage and use but we are switching them to another higher brand. According to some of my patients, this pill usually makes them feel drowsy throughout the day so I advise you to take a day or three leave when your Heat comes just to see the effect of pills on you…”Ronan attentively list
Cross stares at the woman beside him.Her long hair is splattered all over the pillows, and with her naked body exposed like this—she looks like a nymph or she could even be a sleeping beauty. She's beautiful, all right, but it wasn't even enough to make him remember her name. He looks at her neck which shows a gold collar... She's an Omega. That's why what happened last night was amazing, he can't deny that.
Ronan is panting and shaking from all the fear inside of him.He didn’t ask for this. He didn’t want this. He never wanted someone to be involved with his miserable self like this. He never wanted to ruin his friendship with anyone like this.
“You like Kei.”Ronan chuckles and runs his fingers through his hair. There was no point in denying it because he knew by now everyone would know that he was rejected by Kei. That sucks but he knows he can’t do anything about it. He did this to himself. They have been friends for the longest time and liking his friend didn’t happen overnight—it grew as their friendship went on. He wished
Cross is trying hard to calm himself down. He’s breathing too harshly and he’s controlling it by taking slow and deep breaths one at a time. With his heart’s pace, it still seems to be attempting to break his chest bones. He splashes more water on his face then looks at his reflection through the foggy mirror in front of him.He wanted to laugh at himself but all he could do was smirk like crazy.
Cross can see it clearly. The love Eden has for Elijah and so does what Elijah has for Eden. Even without the Fate between an Alpha and an Omega, even without that unnatural blessing or curse—the love these couple shares is something wonderfully made.It sucks knowing that.
An Omega’s Heat is like the menstruation to women, but unlike menstruation where the possibility of getting pregnant is low to none—the Heat is the peak of the pregnancy possibility for Omegas especially when he mated with an Alpha. A healthy Alpha’s sperm ensures the highest possibility of pregnancy; that is if the Omega doesn’t have any health and physical issues.Ronan knows perfectly how much he enjoyed being
Ronan is scared.He doesn’t know what mood his mom is in right now. Is she going to beat him? Is she going to spat hurtful words at him? Is she going to be so mad again and put him inside the cabinet for hours?