ALEXA'S POV .With the cheating in my head , l kept myself lost in my thoughts that l didn't release that Mark had entered in the room . It was after he showered that I noticed his presence . As usual , I soon enough felt the bed sink besides me but this time he shockingly wrapped up his hand around my waist . At just that touch , l felt anger run down to my spine but then just as l slowly reprimanded myself to calm down , l felt his erection pressing against my back and that ruined all my moods . Feeling it , I closed my eyes tightly in dilemma . I was now angry and puzzled . After him lying to the kids , he seriously had the guts to just come over and wrap up his hand around my waist .Besides that , l now didn't crave for him . When I was sex starved he didn't care , he ignored me . Adrian gave me the attention that l was wanting from him for a long time and now l didn't want him . Uninterested , l stayed stiff with no word and movement made . I inwardly knew it already that he mi
With the home chores done , the rest of the day went in a blur . I took the kids to the park just like they requested but l was far away from them as they played . I was only thinking about the job that l could do and be beneficially stable . I was tired of Mark humiliating me .When l noticed that the time was past 6 , l drove the kids back . After preparing them quickly , the kids and l finally sat down for dinner . After Mark lying to them , no one cared about him . Ivan also didn't ask me anything about him . We all ate our dinner in silence but then just as we ate , all of the sudden the front door immediately flung open . This all made us to turn our attention to it and surprisingly Mark made his way in to the dining room . It was seriously unbelievable , Mark had never come home at this time . " Daddy you home ? , Can you sit with me please " , The kids were excited with this change that even before he could sit down , Ivan stood up and held up his hand . " No daddy sit with m
MARK POV .Henry made me have some time off work . He said that instead of working hard , l should put my family first before they walk on me . The thing is Alexa will never do that . She only knows me . That's what she has known for the past years of her life . I married her when she was still young , by that time l was possessive but l now didn't know when her and l started falling apart . I all of the sudden started to lose interest in her and hated her to hell . It might have been when she had Jessica or It might have been when she started putting on a lot of weight . Whatever the reason was , l now had no interest in her . She was beautiful at first but as soon as she gave birth , her body went horrible . Her boobs were the best part on her body but then they also changed . Everything was a bit fine with Jessica and Chrissy but as soon as she gave birth to Ivan , everything turned to worse . She became disgusting to me . No matter what she did , it still didn't make me happy .
ALEXA'S POV .Mark stayed at home for three days before he went back to work . When l asked him why he was seated at home , he told me that his new boss had promoted him . However though he was seated at home , it didn't change anything . We didn't have sex in those three days and spent his time on his phone . With the kids at Bella's parents , l did try to seduce him . It wasn't like l was sex starved just like l was before , l just had a thought that if I'm to put everything behind me , forget the way he used to look at me , forget the one night stand l had with Adrian then it only meant that I should try . As usual l wore my sexy night gown but unfortunately things didn't go just like l had planned them , he kept on embarrassing me . Throughout those nights , l only kept wondering how the hell he went from that guy he was in the past to this one . I did get it , he everytime tells me that he works his ass off to get enough money but per now we had enough money and everything the
ALEXA'S POV" Once I was home , l ran myself a hot bath and slipped Inside . While inside the bathtub , l collected myself then closed up my eyes . With no thoughts of Adrian, Mark and kids in my head , l only thought about what I would have been doing at this time with Bella . We were age mates but it felt like I was the most older than her . I had a lot of stress but this was all because of Sarah Martinez my mother . I wouldn't be here if it wasn't her ." Darn it , forget about it " , Recalling that the kids were going to come back today , l instantly jumped out of the bathtub . After dressing up quickly , l ran downstairs while tying my hair in a messy bun . " Mummy " , l felt excitement flow down in my body when l saw Chrissy . " Yes baby , Where is Jessica and Ivan ? " , I asked while smiling . " In the garden " , She replied . " Let me go and see them " , l murmured before placing her down . " Wait mummy " , she instantly caught up my hand . " Any thing you need darling ? " , I
Hearing him say that , I even failed to reply to him .. He wasn't there , he didn't know how well we clicked , he didn't know how wild and free she was with me while making love . She didn't seem bored , she looked lost and broken . I could see it in her eyes when we talked about the marriage . She looked like she was trapped and it looked like she was only there because of the kids . I could tell it when we had sex that she had never had anything like that . It was her first time , she was so innocent and now l just hopped to God that she doesn't hate herself for what she did . She cheated right but l don't mind having her again .ADRIAN'S POV ." What is her name ? , I see you lost , l can help you in searching for her " , After a good time , Justin came over and patted on my shoulder ." You right am lost but there's no point in searching for her as l have tried and failed , l don't even know whether the name she gave me is her real name , it doesn't matter anyway , she doesn't wan
ALEXA'S POV ." Hurry up , l want to find you stripped down " , Just as we carried the kids to their different rooms , Mark murmured more in an angry voice . Great , Jessica had done it . He was now pissed off to hell and then I was going to regret it . With no word said , l carried Ivan in bed then walked out with my heart pumping the blood at a high pressure . I was honestly afraid and nervous about having sex with Mark . The last time l had sex with him , he was rough and it was all painful with no pleasure . Per now , l was no longer interested in him , my p***y walls became sore the last time he painfully pounded into me . But still I have nothing to do . Left with no option , after reaching in our bedroom, I stripped my clothes off to my lace thong , placed them in the laundry hamper then laid on the bed naked waiting for him to finish in the bathroom . Once he was out of the bathroom , he smirked at the way l was laid on the bed . To him it looked like l was excited but inwa
. ALEXA'S POV .I'm getting ready for dinner at Justin and Michelle's home . After yesterday's embarrassment , l played it cool and did my usual home chores until when Mark announced it that we were going to the dinner . With the kids already prepared , l was now nervous . Everything was good but l didn't want to embarrass Mark . Henry told me to bring the kids at the dinner . Mark wasn't pleased but he had nothing he could do about it . At my side l wasn't that concentrated as l searched for the dress to wear . My mind was all about the way he embarrassed me at night . It has been three months since l cheated . I wanted to be honest and bear up with Mark for the sake of kids but now I had that empty feeling in me . I was now craving for him , the only one who made me feel like l was in heaven . I wanted him but then I didn't know how l was going to get him again . Few months ago Bella called me and asked me about the party but l refused to tell her every thing that happened to me a