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Chapter 46

Author: Ninakey
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_Ryker's POV_

I glared hard at my computer, trying to focus on the reports in front of me. But my mind kept wandering back to Arianna. I had tried to work, I really had. But I couldn't concentrate. Not when Arianna plagued mh thoughts like a disease, and certainly not when I was mindlinking my guards almost every minute to get an update about Arianna.

"Anything?" I asked, my voice low and urgent.

"No, sir," one of the guards replied. "They're still shopping. Arianna seems to be enjoying herself."

I nodded, relief rolling through me. At least she was safe.

When she had requested to go out, my very first instinct was a big fat no. I had made it clear. I wasn't going to let her leave the house. I was scared, and I had to admit it to myself. I was scared she would leave me. I was scared she would realize I was truly a monster and eventually leave me.

I shouldn't be bothered, but I was. Deeply. I had wanted to say no to her, but she pleaded and she gave me those eyes that had unexplainable
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