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Well, I had no other choice, so I went back to him. I stood in front of the door to Lazarrus’s private office on the top floor of Walkez Tower. The clock showed seven in the evening. The office building was almost empty, and the corridor lights were only half on. I took a deep breath, then knocked softly. “Come in,” his deep voice came from inside, calm and firm as always. I opened the door and stepped in. The room was large and dark, lit only by the city lights from the big glass window that covered one whole wall. Lazarrus stood with his back to me, facing the window. He was tall and strong, his broad shoulders clear under the black shirt that fit his body perfectly. The shirt sleeves were rolled up to his elbows, showing muscular arms and veins that stood out when he held a crystal glass filled with golden whiskey. The city lights reflected on the glass, making his drink look like liquid gold. His hair was thick black, combed neatly back, and his posture was so commanding, as if he owned the entire city spread out below him. He had not turned around yet. I closed the door gently, then stood in the middle of the room. My voice sounded small when it finally came out. “I’m back, Sir.” Only then did he turn around slowly. His eyes caught mine right away, sharp and deep like a starless night. He took another sip of his whiskey, then placed the glass on the small table beside him. A thin smile appeared on his lips, the kind I already knew, the one that always made my stomach feel strange. “You accept my offer, Little Doe? About the dirty deal?” I had not nodded yet. I took a deep breath, then asked what had been bothering me since that afternoon. “Did you profile me before? Did you know I had a lot of debt? Or... did you tell the debt collectors to threaten to seize my house today?” I asked. He was silent for a moment, just looking at me with a flat expression. Then his smile widened a little, almost as if he was proud. “You are very smart, Little Doe.” Damn! So it was true—Everything was planned. The sudden threat to seize the house that appeared today, even though in the previous months, when I was sometimes late with payments, they never went that far. It was all because of him! I let out a long sigh and closed my eyes for a second. I had no savings left. Leon had spent it all. I had no other choice. That house was the only thing left for my mother and my little sister. “So... because I have no other way to pay that bill,” I said softly, my voice almost gone, “I accept your offer.” His eyes flashed for a moment, like a predator that finally caught its prey. He stepped closer. “Now explain to me,” I continued, trying to make my voice stronger even though my hands shook, “what exactly is in the dirty deal you are offering?” He stopped a few steps in front of me, his hands in his pants pockets. “Like I said this morning. You become my personal assistant. You live in my mansion. I will pay for all your needs and clear all your father’s debt.” “You only need to follow what I want and be there for me whenever I need you,” he added. I swallowed hard. “Then why do you call it a dirty deal?” I asked again, my voice smaller. “What is dirty about all that?” His eyes looked deep into mine, as if he could see right into my soul. The smell of whiskey and his expensive cologne grew stronger as he came closer again, making my breath catch. “Good question, Little Doe,” he said softly. “I just like the name. Dirty deal. It sounds tempting, doesn’t it?” I bit my lower lip, trying to process his words. Tempting? Maybe for him, but for me it felt like selling my soul. “How long?” I asked again, my voice firmer even though my chest pounded hard. “How long do I have to be your personal assistant?” He gave a thin smile, then shook his head slowly. “Until you give up.” I frowned. “Give up? What do you mean?” He did not answer right away. He just looked at me with eyes that grew darker, as if he was already imagining something I did not understand yet. I swallowed again, but finally nodded slowly. I accepted. What else could I do? Lazarrus walked to his desk, took a thin black folder from the drawer, came back, and handed it to me. On the first page, big bold letters read—A DIRTY DEAL. I opened the pages with shaking hands. My eyes went straight to the opening sentence. “This agreement states that Celeste Harper becomes the personal property of Lazarrus Walkez V...”LAZARUS The boardroom was silent. Fifteen men and women sat around the long mahogany table, their eyes fixed on me. The quarterly reports were spread across the polished surface. Projections. Acquisitions. The usual noise that filled my days before Celeste. I was barely listening. My phone buzzed in my jacket pocket. I ignored it. The meeting was important. A merger worth three hundred million. Every person in this room was counting on me to make the final decision. It buzzed again. Then again. Something cold settled in my chest. "Excuse me," I said, standing. The executives exchanged glances. I never took calls during meetings. Never. I stepped into the hallway and pressed the phone to my ear. "Report." Davis's voice was strained. Almost panicked. I had never heard him panic before. "Sir. Miss Celeste. She's gone." The world narrowed. "What do you mean, gone?" "We were at the plaza. She was shopping. A van pulled up. Five men, maybe six. They took her. Marcus is down.
CELESTE "Fuck you!" I screamed to his face. He looked happy. The warehouse smelled of rust and decay. They had dragged me inside after the van stopped. Rough hands on my arms, my shoulders, my hair. I stumbled on the uneven concrete floor, my bound ankles making it impossible to walk. So they carried me. Like I was nothing. Like I was garbage. They threw me onto a wooden chair. The legs scraped against the floor, a sound that echoed off the high ceiling and the corrugated metal walls. I looked around. The space was enormous. Abandoned. Broken windows lined the upper walls, letting in slivers of moonlight that cut across the darkness like knives. Old machinery loomed in the corners, rusted and forgotten. The air was cold and damp and smelled of mold. And in front of me, leaning against a metal table with his arms crossed, stood Leon. He was smiling. Not the sad, broken smile from the café. Not the desperate, crying expression I had seen when he confessed about Sarah
CELESTE The afternoon sun hung low in the sky, casting long shadows across the pavement. I stepped out of the boutique with three shopping bags hanging from my arms. The silk scarves inside were for my mother. The leather journal was for Lily, who had started writing again. The small velvet box contained a pair of sapphire earrings I had bought for myself, because Lazarus had looked at me that morning and said, "Buy something that makes you happy. Not for me. For you." So I had. The security guards, Marcus and Davis, followed at a respectful distance. They had been trailing me all week. Ever since the gala. Ever since Leon showed up at the mansion gates, drunk and shouting, demanding to see me. Lazarus had handled it. He always handled everything. But he had also doubled the security detail and told me never to leave the mansion alone. I didn't argue. After what happened at the gala, after Leon's hands on my wrist, I didn't want to be alone. But today, walking through the
CELESTEThe next morning, Anne was back.I was in the garden again, because I refused to hide in my room like a frightened animal. I was pruning roses—badly, with clumsy hands and a pair of garden shears that were probably worth more than my old car."You're still here," Anne said.I didn't turn around. "So are you."She walked around the rose bush until she was standing in front of me. Today she wore pale pink, a soft color that made her look innocent. I knew better now."I spoke to Lazarus last night," she said.I kept pruning. "Good for you.""He told me to leave. He said there was nothing between us anymore."I looked up then. "Then why are you here?"Anne's composure cracked. Just a little. I saw something raw in her eyes—anger, maybe, or grief."Because I don't believe him," she said. "The Lazarus I knew would never have chosen someone like you over someone like me.""Someone like me?""You know what I mean." She gestured at me, at my simple clothes, my unmanicured hands, my hai
LAZARUSI led her to my study, the one room in the mansion she hadn't seen yet.It was smaller than my office at Walkez Tower, more personal. Dark wood bookshelves lined the walls, filled with books I had actually read. A fireplace that crackled even in spring because I liked the sound. My father's desk, the only thing I had kept from my childhood home.Celeste looked around with wide eyes, taking it all in."This is where I make decisions that matter," I said. "Not the office. Not the boardroom. Here."I sat behind the desk and pulled out the black folder. The contract. The one I had rewritten."Sit," I said, pointing to the chair across from me.She sat.I opened the folder and slid it across the desk toward her. "Read it. The whole thing."She picked it up, her eyes moving across the pages. I watched her face as she read—the way her brow furrowed, her lips parted, her breath caught.When she finished, she looked up at me."You changed everything.""Not everything." I leaned back in
CELESTE Lazarus returned at seven. I heard his car pull through the gates, heard the front door open and close, heard his footsteps in the foyer. Then his voice, low and questioning, and Harlan's murmured response. A moment later, his footsteps approached my door. He knocked. Not entered. Knocked. "Little Doe? Are you in there?" I sat on the bed, still in the same clothes from this morning, my phone untouched on the nightstand. I hadn't eaten lunch or dinner. I hadn't left this room. "Come in," I said. The door opened. Lazarus stood in the doorway, still in his business suit, his tie loosened, his hair slightly disheveled. His eyes found me immediately, and I watched concern flicker across his face. "You didn't answer my message." "I was busy." He stepped inside, closing the door behind him. "Harlan said you spent the day in your room. He said you looked upset." "Did Harlan also tell you why?" Lazarus's jaw tightened. "He mentioned there was a visitor. A woman
CELESTEHe reached inside and flipped a switch. Soft amber light filled the room.It was his bedroom.The space was large but intimate—dark wood, a fireplace, a bed that seemed to take up half the room. The sheets were black, the pillows piled high. The windows faced the garden, moonlight spilling
CELESTEMy breath caught in my throat.Those words echoed in my head as his hand cupped my cheek, warm and solid against my skin. His eyes were dark, intense, fixed on me with an expression that made my knees feel weak.But then his other words registered. The ones about the contract. About not for
LAZARUSHer lips parted. "That's... I didn't know...""Nobody knows. My doctors, my personal assistant, and now you." I gestured at the room. "These dolls are the only way I could satisfy physical needs. They don't expect anything. They don't disappoint me. They don't remind me of what I'm missing.
LAZARUSThe car ride was silent.Celeste sat beside me, her small hand resting on the seat between us. I could see her watching the city lights through the window, her reflection in the glass showing a face still pale from the encounter with her ex.Leon.I had seen the way he grabbed her. The way







