LOGINThat spring, I took Avery to visit the grave of the baby I had lost.A bunch of withered wildflowers lay before the headstone. The cemetery caretaker said a man came every year and stayed all day.Avery laid down her flowers, then suddenly asked, “Mommy, if that baby had lived, would I have a little brother?”The mountain breeze swept through the pines and filled the air with their rustling.I ran my hand over the cold headstone without answering.Some answers had long since been lost to time.At a class reunion last week, someone mentioned that Justin had been hauling bags of cement at a construction site when some falling materials broke his leg.“What goes around comes around.”Everyone shook their heads.I looked down and texted Perry to tell him Avery had passed her piano exam.Outside, sunlight filled the garden. Avery was comparing her height to the ginkgo tree Perry had planted.The little sapling had grown tall, its branches spreading into a leafy canopy.Perry cam
I heard what became of Sally and her daughter by chance.After Justin went bankrupt, he could no longer support the children financially.Their younger daughter, who had Down syndrome, developed worsening health problems and needed ongoing treatment. The medical bills were the final straw.Sally went looking for Justin, only to discover that he was renting an apartment in a run-down building and drinking all day. He refused to see her.She returned to the Cornwell family estate and begged his family for help, but Justin’s mother sent someone to throw a bucket of cold water over her and chase her away.She hated Sally for ruining her son’s future.With nowhere else to turn, Sally took on several jobs to support her sick daughter and young son. She washed dishes at a restaurant during the day and ironed clothes at a laundromat at night.The strain had left her haggard and old before her time.Peyton had long since disappeared.Rumor had it she was living in a city down south, st
Justin’s unwanted attention clung to me like the humidity of a long, wet summer.Hanging around outside the school was no longer enough for him.On Avery’s birthday, he somehow found out which restaurant we had booked and turned up carrying a teddy bear taller than he was. Heads turned throughout the restaurant.“Happy birthday.” His voice was hoarse. His eyes lingered hungrily on Avery’s face as he searched for some resemblance.Frightened, Avery ducked behind Perry.Perry set down his knife and dabbed his mouth with his napkin with unhurried composure.He stood and stepped in front of Avery and me. There was no anger in his expression, just an unshakable, protective resolve.“Mr. Cornwell.” His voice was quiet, but the conversations around us died away. “I’d like you to stop disrupting my daughter’s birthday party.”The color drained from Justin’s face.“I just wanted to wish her a happy birthday…”“What about your own children?” Perry interrupted. His voice remained calm a
Justin became even more relentless.He started turning up everywhere we might go.The playground, the children’s library, and Avery’s piano class.Every time, he just stood like a distant, silent statue.Then came the heavy snow on Christmas Eve.Avery was feeding pigeons in the square when he finally worked up the courage to approach. He was carrying a beautifully bound set of Hans Christian Andersen’s fairy tales.“I brought you a Christmas present.”Avery hid behind me. She peeked out cautiously and asked, “Why do you keep following us?”Snowflakes clung to his lashes. They were melting so quickly they could have been tears.“She already has these. Her dad bought them for her.”I held the heavy books out to him.He stubbornly refused to take them back.“I don’t believe you. Why have I never seen him?”“What don’t you believe? That I’ve remarried, or that I don’t love you anymore?” I asked with a smile.He turned pale but said nothing.“It doesn’t matter. We moved on a
All the strength seemed to leave him. His shoulders sagged. The sketchbook slipped from his hand and hit the floor with a smack.He did not follow us.That weekend, Perry Langford took us to the new botanical garden.Avery ran through the enormous greenhouse, fascinated by all the unusual flowers and plants.Perry patiently told her their names and explained how they grew. Sunlight streamed through the glass dome and bathed them in a warm, peaceful glow.Lingering behind, I watched them and felt utterly at peace.Time and the quiet happiness of everyday life had healed the pain that had once consumed me.I was no longer Bunny, the girl who needed someone else to feel whole. I was my own person.Perry turned and held out his hand. His smile was warm and reassuring.I hurried over and slipped my hand into his.We smiled at each other and walked toward Avery, who was waving excitedly for us to join her.Late one night, while I was sorting through some old things, Avery found a
It was beyond absurd.Was I supposed to weep with gratitude just because he regretted what he had done?I yanked my hand free with a frown and walked away.At pickup that afternoon, I ran into Justin outside the school again.There was still no sign of Sally.I ignored him and went over to my daughter, Avery Langford.“How was your first day, honey?”“So much fun! My teacher’s really nice, and so are the other kids!”Justin stood there and watched us walk away.His shadow stretched across the ground in the light of the setting sun.Avery skipped along. Her pigtails were bouncing.“Mommy, why does that man keep looking at us?”I tightened my grip on her warm little hand.“He mistook me for someone else.”Her palm grew slightly damp in mine.She glanced back a third time. She sounded naively puzzled as she said, “Mommy, he’s still watching us.”I gave her soft little hand a squeeze and kept walking without looking back.Sycamore leaves spiraled down around our feet, like







