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Elara
Today was my wedding day. But the man sitting next to me wasn’t my husband. It was his Uncle. The car sped through the cold morning traffic on the way to the venue, and all I could do was pray I arrived on time. My sister’s name lit up my phone for the fourth time in twelve minutes. I laced my fingers on my lap and let Vivienne’s call ring through to voicemail again. Clara’s message pinged five seconds later: ‘Are you serious, Elara? Pick up your phone!’ But I didn’t. I already knew what they were going to say. I didn’t want to hear it until I absolutely had to. The last thing I was going to do was miss my own wedding after going through great lengths to carve it into my work calendar and plan the damn thing. “Don’t worry, ma’am,” said the driver from the front. “We’ll get there on time.” “Thanks.” I locked eyes with him in the rearview mirror and gave him a smile. I took a breath, allowing a blanket of calm to fall over me. Beside me, Lucien scrolled quietly on his tablet, reviewing the acquisition notes I made for the art pieces we bought yesterday in San Francisco. The morning light cut across his profile in sharp lines, highlighting the intense expression he used for everything. I focused on it because the only distraction my mind allowed was work. “Everything okay, Mr. Beaumont?” He nodded, but his demeanor didn’t change. “Good work.” “Thank you, Mr. Beaumont. Any game plan for Greece?” “Let’s get through today. We have enough time to think of an approach tomorrow.” Lucien hadn’t queried me for scheduling my wedding in the middle of important work. He had only asked, weeks earlier, whether I was certain the dates would hold. I told him they would. And he cleared his schedule so we could both be in the same city for the ceremony and still make the morning flight the day after to get the final pieces in Greece. The art exhibition for our Milan client was in ten days and everything needed to be bought and shipped and set up. The San Francisco deal had set us back two days and Lucien wouldn’t say it, but the wedding couldn’t be happening at a worse time. But I’d pushed the wedding for far too long and it was unfair to Elliot, whose only crime was to love a workaholic. As the city rushed past outside, I pulled up Elliot’s last text from last night. Just three words. ‘Can’t wait.’ I fixated on them far longer than necessary. In the early months of our relationship, he used to call, or leave cute voice notes that made me smile in the middle of meetings. Somewhere along the line, the calls stopped and the texts grew shorter. After I pushed the wedding for a third time, all I received were two words. Three at most. I knew once we got married things would go back to the way it was. Until then— My phone pinged with a text. It wasn’t Vivienne or Clara. I squinted at the unknown number and the video attachment. Glancing at Lucien, I wondered if one of the organizers was trying to reach him. It wouldn’t be the first time. But the man remained focused on the tablet, one thumb scrolling slowly. I clicked the message. The video was dark at the edges and slightly shaky, filmed from a high angle in what looked like an office after hours. There was no audio, but one didn’t need audio to understand what was happening. Elliot stood behind a desk in the dim lights with a woman in front of him. His hands were in her hair. Her hands were under his shirt. And the clear thrusting movements left no room for misinterpretation. My blood ran cold. I watched it again, a part of me hoping there was a mistake or it was some stupid prank. But the woman threw her head back in a soundless moan while my fiancé, the man I was supposed to marry in an hour fucked her into a desk. I took a deep, shaky breath as I locked the phone and set it face-down. My eyes began to burn, but I blinked away the tears before they had a chance to form. I would not cry. Lucien paused his scrolling and looked over. “Everything all right, Miss Whitmore?” “Yes.” My voice came out level and calm even as a lump formed in my throat. “Just Vivienne being Vivienne.” He accepted the answer with a nod and went back to work. Lucien never asked further questions when the subject was personal. After a year of working together, he hadn’t pressed for details about my relationship with his nephew. He treated the engagement the same way he treated any other fact on a project brief: noted, filed, left alone unless it affected the work. Right now, I couldn’t be more grateful for that boundary. Because I felt one question away from tipping over the edge. The venue gates appeared ahead of us and the driver parked near the side entrance the coordinator had marked for the bridal party. Lucien stepped out first. I stayed in the car a second longer, breathing deeply until the tremor in my hands settled. However, the cold in my veins stayed. Vivienne and Clara were waiting outside the bridal suite when I entered the corridor. Once my sister saw me, she crossed her arms. “You’re late.” Clara, who was holding a garment bag over one shoulder, rushed forward. “For Christ’s sake, Elara. Who works on their wedding day?” I walked past both of them. “Hair and makeup is this way,” Clara called out, but I didn’t respond. “Where is she going?” “Elara! For the love of god.” Their voices trailed away as I moved to the groom's suite, walking past groomsmen who looked happier than me. Elliot stood near the full-length mirror, adjusting his cufflinks when I opened the door. He looked up as I came in and smiled the same easy smile that used to make my heart flutter. Now it filled me with bitterness and anger. “There you are,” he said. “I was beginning to wonder if my Uncle had kidnapped you. Why aren’t you ready?” I stopped three feet away and unlocked my phone. The video was still open, so I turned the screen toward him and held it steady. He watched for four seconds. Five. The smile faded and his face went pale. “Elara—” “Who is she?” “It’s not what you think.” He reached for the phone, but I pulled it back, my voice growing louder the angrier I got. “How could you do this?” “I didn’t—it was one time, baby. I swear it meant nothing.” “You cheated on me!” “I didn’t mean to. You were gone all the time. I felt lonely. It was stupid.” He reached for me, a desperate plea in his eyes, but I recoiled in disgust. “Don’t touch me.” He stepped closer regardless. “Baby, I made a one time mistake.” But his words struck me in a rehearsed way. Like I’d heard variations of them these past few months, when he canceled dinners or refused to see me. “Baby, work ran late.” Or “Baby, we’ve been busy at the office.” Or “Baby, I’m staying with Theo tonight.” I’d always swallowed the flimsy excuses then. Told myself I caused the distance and that marriage would fix it. Today, the distance had turned into a woman. A cold sinking feeling washed over me. “It wasn’t just one time, was it? Those late nights and being too busy to come see me…” “I—“ “How long, Elliot?” “I don’t know.” “Don’t lie to me!” He fell quiet, shoulders slumping. “Maybe four months. I don’t know. I tried to stay away but… she was nice and it felt good to be wanted again. You have to understand she means nothing. It was just a stupid mistake.” I scoffed. A mistake was forgetting my birthday. A mistake was ordering chicken when I preferred steak. My fingers tightened around my phone. “A mistake isn’t fucking another woman for four months.” “I ended it before the wedding. I promise you, baby. ” “I can’t do this.” There was steel in my voice despite the fact that my heart was ripping into shreds. He blinked at me in shock, but it wasn't pain that flickered across his face. Panic widened his eyes as he looked past me toward the hallway, as if expecting the shadows to swallow him whole. “You can’t be serious,” Elliot stammered, his voice dropping into a desperate, panicked whisper. “Today is our wedding, Elara! Everyone is here. Uncle Lucien is here!” “You should’ve thought about that before you fucked someone else.” He took a frantic step toward me. “Do you have any idea what Uncle Lucien will do to me if this falls apart?” “I don’t care.” Anger surged past my numbness. Elliot’s voice cracked, a pathetic edge taking over. “Please, Elara. We can talk about this. Uncle Lucien already thinks I’m useless! This will ruin me in his eyes.” I stared at him, a cold, bitter realization washing over me. “You don't care that you broke my heart. You're just terrified of Lucien.” “Elara, you know how he is!” Elliot begged, his eyes wide with desperate humiliation. “He doesn't tolerate failure. He doesn't tolerate weakness! Just walk down the aisle. We can play the part, fix this privately later—just don't let him see me fail like this. Please!” “The wedding is off,” I said, the words cutting through his desperation like a blade. I pulled off the ring on my finger and threw it at his chest. It bounced off his jacket and clattered onto the floor. “You can give it to her.” “Elara, baby, don’t do this! Please!” I turned and stormed out of the room. Vivienne and Clara stood frozen in the hallway alongside several groomsmen who had definitely heard every word. Their faces were a mix of shock and rage. “Elara, wait…” Vivienne reached for my arm, but I stepped aside, shaking my head. I continued down the corridor, my heart breaking into a million pieces with a single thought racing through my head: There would be no wedding. And I would not cry.LucienSince Greece, I found myself looking forward to conversations that had nothing to do with work. I remembered details about her that served no professional purpose. I noticed when she was tired or frustrated, even when she tried to conceal it.For her birthday, I bought her a car, arranged for her favourite flowers to be waiting at the guest house, and organised a dinner I hoped she would enjoy. None of it was obligatory. I did those things because I wanted to make her happy.And now she had told me she loved me. Or she had said the words, at least.I couldn’t ignore the possibility that she meant them, but I couldn’t assume that she did.Victoria told me she loved me, then cheated on me the following day. Elara was different from Victoria in temperament and in the way she approached relationships. She had given me no reason to believe she would deliberately hurt me.Knowing that did not erase the memory of what happened.I spent years keeping my personal life uncomplicated. I u
LucienI carried Elara’s overnight bag to the car and placed it in the boot with her laptop bag and the rest of her belongings. The remaining cake sat in a small box on top of everything else. She had insisted on taking it home because, according to her, throwing away a perfectly good birthday cake was a crime.I pointed out that she could have another slice before leaving.She looked at me as though I had suggested something unreasonable.“Lucien, I cannot eat an entire cake by myself.”“You don’t have to eat it all at once.”She laughed and told me I was impossible before handing me the box to pack.Now she stood beside the passenger door, watching me arrange her things. She had changed into comfortable clothes for the drive back, her hair tied away from her face, and looked considerably more rested than when she arrived on Friday evening.“Have you got everything?” I asked.She checked the contents of her handbag before nodding. “Everything. Thank you for this weekend, Lucien. I ha
ElaraI woke up with Lucien’s arm around my waist and the events of the past twenty-four hours waiting for me the moment I opened my eyes.My birthday. The car. The dinner he’d arranged. The pictures.And, of course, Lucien himself.I shifted against him, careful not to disturb the comfortable weight of his arm, and stared at the ceiling. I had spent enough time with this man to know what I wanted when we were alone together. That part had never been particularly difficult to figure out.It was everything beyond that which had started to trouble me.I liked being around him. I liked the way he listened when I spoke about something that mattered to me, even when the subject was an artist whose work he didn’t particularly understand. I liked that he remembered things I mentioned in passing. I liked that he could be so infuriatingly literal that I sometimes had to turn away to laugh at him.Yesterday, he’d bought me a Mercedes-Benz because apparently giving a woman flowers and a birthday
LucienI was still on my back, hands behind my head, watching her stand over me in that black lingerie when the need to piss became impossible to ignore.“Give me a minute,” I said, sitting up. “I’ll be right back.”She only nodded and stepped aside so I could pass. I went into the bathroom, relieved myself, washed my hands, and came back out.She had turned toward the window. The second she heard the door I walked straight to her, caught her by the waist, and kissed her hard. She made a small sound against my mouth and kissed me back, fingers already sliding up my chest.She broke the kiss just enough to speak. “Chair. Sit.”She looked at me, then at the armchair I had dragged closer earlier. A slow smile pulled at her mouth. She walked me backward until the backs of my knees hit the seat and pushed me down. I sat. She stood between my legs, reached behind herself, and unhooked the lingerie. The straps slipped off her shoulders. The whole thing fell to the floor in one soft drop.She
ElaraI stood in front of the bathroom mirror longer than I meant to, turning slightly to check the way the black lingerie sat against my skin. It was my exact size, the thin straps resting on my shoulders and the lace just sheer enough that I wondered whether Lucien had picked it because he knew exactly what it would do or because he simply had good taste. Probably both. The thought made my mouth curve.I still could not quite believe I had done this. One minute we were taking photos with the cake, the next I was muttering something about needing the bathroom and practically fleeing the living room so I could start the evening early. Smooth, Elara. Very smooth.Dinner was good. The lamb broth was delicious, the wine better, and when I cut the cake he took only a thin slice, muttering that it was too much sugar and too many calories. I called him an old man to his face and watched the corner of his mouth twitch. He still let me put the rest on his plate. After that I handed him my
LucienI set the last plate down and checked the temperature of the lamb sauce one more time. The chef had come earlier in the afternoon, prepared everything, and left clear instructions. All that remained was heating the rice and the sauce, which I had done. The table was ready. Two place settings, wine glasses, cutlery aligned the way I preferred it.The shower stopped running from the bathroom.I turned to the cake she had brought with her, and began lighting the candles I had arranged around it. The small flames caught one by one.I could not remember the last time I had done anything like this. Not since Victoria. Even then it had felt different. More expected. More like fulfilling a role. This was quieter, and for some reason that made it heavier.Had the car been excessive? Possibly. I turned the question over while I lit the next candle. Victoria had always responded to visible gestures — the more obvious the better. I had assumed Elara might be the same. A practical gift with







