Eden POV.
I hate when things go all black, it always leaves me feeling sick, and I hate being sick more than anything else. I don't remember where I fell but I knew for sure that it wasn't this comfortable, I'm never this comfortable anywhere nor this warm. I was always cold, even in the middle of the summer, I'd be freezing cold, the winter and me, I heard others saying they doubt I'll survive this year winter.
I tried to open my eyes, I was exhausted like I just had the worse beating in my life although I didn't, I'm really good at hiding away these days, you wouldn't even know I live in the same house of the others. I only go out of my room late at night for some food, but I couldn't eat much, it's not that they'll notice if I ate or not. It's just I wasn't hungry most days, I didn't have an appetite for real food, not really, I just ate some sweets to keep me going.
With some struggle my eyes were finally open, I looked around, I wasn't home for sure, I'm in some kind of a clinic, no one would take me to the clinic at home. Maybe school? That right, I remember going to school this morning, although my pack hates me, they keep me on a tight leash around the school, they don't allow me to go anywhere without them, too afraid I'll find some other pack to adopt me.
I have to walk to school but stay close or else, now that I'm in the clinic I'm in for one hell of a beating, I felt my eyes tear up, I wanted to cry, I didn't mean for this to happen, I'm dead meat. A woman that I don't recognize came into my vision, she had a kind smile on, she saw my tear-filled eyes and frowned at that.
"You're okay little one" she says wiping my tears away, I started sniffling, I'm so emotionally deprived, even the smallest touch hurt.
"Alpha she's awake" she calls to someone but that alpha is my dad, I'm dead, real fat tears start to go down my face this time, it's that time of the day. A guy I don't know, he's not my father, he has brown hair, brown eyes that are filled with kindness that my father could never master. He smiles at me, his hand goes to wipe my tears again, my face went with his hand, I wanted the touch, no needed the touch.
"It's okay little one" he says caressing my face while my eyes closed happily enjoying some touch.
"Can you tell me your name little one?" he asks, I shake my head no to that, eyes still closed. He took his hand away making my eyes shoot open, my lower lip to start trembling.
"I can hold you all you want but first honey I need your name" he says again, with the promise of being held, I decided to tell him.
"E...Ede...Eden" I stutter, I always stutter in front of strangers, it's a sign of fear, or that what my packmate said.
"Eden do you belong to a pack?" he asks, it's the chance I always hoped for, if I tell him I do, he'll have to take me back to them. Hell to the no, I shake my head no, I belong to no one.
"Are you sure Eden? Cause if you don't we'll be happy to have you in but if some other pack will come claiming you, we'll be in trouble" he asks, he's right, unless dad gives me up, he can't take me in.
"The...The...Bane" I say with a big pout, they gonna have me back, I just lost my only chance out of here.
"The Bane" he says before getting closer to me, he lifts me off the bed and into his lap, cuddling me, his hand went to my back in a soothing rubbing motion.
"Such a good girl, now I want you to be honest with me Eden. Are the Bane treating you well" he says, I loved the praise, the answer to his question is very easy, I shook my head no.
"Alpha she's underweight, bruises were found all her body, her blood test isn't that good either," the woman says.
"Get me a meeting with the Bane, she's staying with us" the guy says, I was so happy about that, but it's now up between him and father, I hope they'll agree to give me up.
Eden POV.It's summertime, I was finally allowed out of the house when I wanted to be, I haven't shifted yet, but the doctor said the fresh air could help me do it, I was scared of doing so, even with daddy being my daddy again. Today Beta Mai dressed me in a knee-length flowy white dress, she had my hair styled with ribbon in them. I finally got my blue strand in my hair, it wasn't as cool as Arlo's colored hair but I loved it too. Tristan and daddy were going to play with playing me outside today, they promised, but first breakfast, I'm back to mostly big girls' food. Daddy cut my food for me but I can eat like a big girl finally, today's breakfast was waffles with strawberries. Daddy groaned while I clapped happily, this is my favorite. "She's wearing white" daddy says again making me giggle, I do tend to get my clothes dirty and do a mess."Good luck bro" Tristan says with a laugh sitting on my other side, he let me taste his coffee once, not that good. "Come here princess" da
Nathaniel POV.The guilt was killing me, she's afraid of me, every time I get too close she'd scream and yell. Arlo told me he tried to speak to her but she ran away, Tristan refuses to even open the subject with her, saying she's too fragile. If I keep failing her, Tristan would have to become her daddy, he'd do a better job than I ever did. The pain from losing my mate was still there, lingering in the back, the thing that hurt me the most was Eden rejecting me, an Oméga rejecting her alpha, it was unheard off. I don't want anyone to feel the pain that I'm feeling, it's crushing my soul, crushing my heart, making breathing hard. Not wanting to seem weak anymore, I tried to swallow my pain, I'd hide my tears away. My wolf would howl sometimes, letting off some of our emotions out, sometimes others would join me howling, other's it's just me and the moon. Eden wasn't shifting, dad told me how worried he is about it, but if she doesn't wanna shift that's okay, she need some time to
Eden POV.They all say big silly words, most of the time the words make me smile or giggle, I haven't talked again, I don't want to ever talk again, talking is no fun. I decided to keep my mouth shut, the ghost still hunts me from time to time, it'll come in the room, he'll cry, he'll try to hold me, but I was too scared of him. I sleep with momma and dad evey night, I only eat soft food, the lady with white gown told them the trauma had me to regress to infant years. Whatever that means, momma asks me if I need to pee all the time, I can walk on my own, I prefer being held, I still use the bathroom although sometimes I get accidents and would end up wetting my pull-ups. Everyone is nice to me, they always were but now they are extra nice, dad tried to make me shift. He tried talking, threatening, making me stand in timeout, he even tried to order me with his alpha voice, but my wolf didn't want to come out, she was scared. They think I don't understand their words, at first I didn
Eden POV.This was much worse than everything I ever went through, it wasn't the physical pain, the physical pain was something I'll be used to, something I can manage but the emotional one. They kept telling me that Nathaniel doesn't want me, Gabriella brought me here under his orders, saying he got enough from me. That was what almost killed me, being hated, being rejected by him, Gabriella came back again, she said the worse news I could ever hear, the last thing I ever wanted to be, she told me the worse news in the whole world. "Nathaniel died" she says with tears in her eyes, she was serious, she came back here because of the pain, the pack kicked her out after he died. "He c..c...ca...ca...." I couldn't finish the sentence, he can't be dead, that's what I meant to say but words wouldn't leave my mouth although I tried to talk, to say it. "He did! He died cause of you!" Gabriella kept saying that over and over again, I didn't understand how it was my fault, but I believed he
Nathaniel POV."Think Nate, where does that bitch go?" mom asks angry, she was extremely angry after knowing that Eden is now missing. "I don't know mom, she only goes to the mall" I say frustrated, I didn't have much information on my mate, she doesn't talk much about anything but shopping or wanting to have sex with me, there wasn't much between us, I hate her, the goddess gave me a bad mate, she's not the one for me, I'm one of the wolves who end up having a bad mate. "What pack does she belong to?" dad asks angrily too. "She was new to town, she told me her pack name was the Banestone," I tell them with a shrug, that's all the information I had on her family, her father never calls, and her mother is in another town. "You idiot! What did I do to deserve such a stupid son! Sebastian, let's go we gonna make a better son" mom yells at me angrily, I look at her with wide eyes, mother never get this angry at me. "What don't I get" I whisper to Tristan too scared of saying it too l
Nathaniel POV. I had my finger crossed my mate and baby Omega would have a good time together, finger crossed they'll be okay, finger crossed they'll stop making my life a living hell, it's more of Gabriella's fault than Eden, she's the perfect angel. Tristan has already threatened me with another riot, he said this time he's not pulling back, this time his riot, would end up with my mate kicked off, deep inside, my wolf wanted to agree, wanted my mate to be gone, I tried to scold him saying she's our mate, we can't not want her anymore but it hurt already, just thinking about it. "Tristan," I say, even if he's mad at me, we are still good friends, we still are close to each other, he is my childhood best friend, my friend, my beta and right hand. "Yeah man?" he asks knowing I mean something real."If I break my mating, would I die?" I ask him, I knew if he reads more about those things than me, it's his job to do so. "There's a chance but if your wolf is strong enough and has su