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Raelynn.I stay frozen against the door, the towel clutched so tight around me my knuckles ache. My body won't stop trembling. Not from fear or anything like that. Maybe a bit of anger but it’s mostly because of him.Because my mind won't stop playing the way his eyes ran up and down my body.‘Get it together, Raelynn. You hate this guy.’I do, so much when I saw his bruised face, I felt a bit of relieve. At least someone beat up his annoying ass.But the memory of his eyes, dark, hungry, shameless, wouldn’t leave. It stuck to me, sticky and hot, clinging to my ribs.Worse was the dampness between my thighs that has nothing to do with the damn shower.I curse under my breath and push away from the door, stalking toward my dresser to yank out clothes. I need to cover up. I need space. I need to stop thinking about—‘His hand sliding around my waist that night at the party. The rough way he pressed my back against his chest. The heat of his breath brushing my ear as he growled something
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