Out in the cold, a fitting fate for me. Twice in my life, I’ve been cast out at night. I’m amazed I didn’t immediately beg Matthias. In fact, I wanted to beg Matthias. But after the way he acted, the things he said to me at that party- to not let my attitude and lies corrupt Cassiel while he was gone- and the nerve he had to barge into my room for se-x.
Did he think that after he called me a liar, that I would still sleep with him? Is that how he thought this would go?
Well, not anymore. I think. The cold is messing with my head. I found a small bench and curled up there for the night. Shivering. I should have grabbed my credit card. Then I could have stayed at a hotel.
The next morning, I woke up with a slight pain in my sides. This was a risky move. I put my baby at risk all to prove a point. I sighed, shivering. It was what... five maybe six in the morning? The sun was just coming up.
I can’t go back to Matthias. Where can I... I mean my parents... no. No, that would be worse than whatever Matthias will unleash on me.
I decided on the best choice. Making the long walk to the Crowe family’s house. Meriam should be awake. They’re an hour from this park, I can do it. I should have done that last night. Instead of sleeping in this flimsy night gown and a robe.
I sigh, stretching slowly to relieve the ache in my bones. The walk was worse than I thought. My body felt like I’d decided to put it through the luna olympics. Not like that’s a real thing, but I’m sure it would be horrible.
When I arrived, Maxwell was outside watering his wife’s plants. Some part of me stopped. I could envision an older Matthias looking like this. But I don’t think I’d be the lucky girl. The unfortunate part of my marriage is knowing that had I been any other person, Matthias would have moved on and fallen for me.
But out of spite for me, he can’t do that. Maxwell noticed me as I stepped down the gravel path. He had a smile that lasted only seconds before realizing that I was freezing.
“Aurielle, what are you doing? You could catch a cold or worse,” he rushed over, shrugging off his jacket. The sun was out in full now, but that did little for the weather. Only until noon would the temperature get warmer. Maxwell covered me up the best he could and ushered me into the house.
The warmth was the first thing I loved. The next was the smell of Meriam’s cooking.
“Honey, Aurielle is here. And she’s freezing. Poor thing.”
There was clattering in the kitchen, and he ran to check on her. I waited, my body choosing to remember that it had faced an unpleasant night.
Meriam came out soon. “Aurielle, are you.. We need to take you to the hospital. Dear you’re cold. Come come, take a warm bath. Eat something. Then ... oh then we can go to the hospital.”
I truly have the best father-in-law and mother-in-law in the world. They've treated me even better than my own parents. Their support has been one of the biggest reasons I’ve held on to this marriage. But now, I have to make the decision to leave them. Just thinking about it brings tears to my eyes.
I got no word in. She was in full mother mode. I didn’t mention to her last night that I would like to live somewhere else, which means I won’t get to see her as much. Now’s not the time for that anyway.
After a much-needed warm bath and wearing a gown given to me by Meriam, I ate a full breakfast and was forced to see her doctor. Thankfully, everything was fine, but I was scolded for being careless.
I accepted that. I shouldn’t have slept out on a bench while pre-gnant. To my relief, Meriam agreed to drive me when I told her I needed to take care of something near the Council grounds.
I didn’t give many details, and she didn’t press—though I could tell she was curious. On the way, she gently suggested that maybe I should give Matthias another chance, that he was trying in his own way. I smiled faintly, grateful for her kindness, but I shook my head. “I just need to clear my head for a bit,” I said softly. She didn’t argue.
What surprised me was that she didn’t turn the car around—she simply nodded and kept driving toward the Council.
Thank god. I want this divorce to be on its way. I’ve never been to the council building. It’s huge, running many affairs of the current district. I was overwhelmed. The place was packed with people who needed the council members for something.
After getting out of the car alone, I felt a little lost—unsurprising, since I’d never been here before. As I wandered around looking for the entrance, my phone rang.
Matthias. Without hesitation, I declined the call. How dare he call me after throwing me out like that?
But he didn’t stop. The phone kept buzzing with his name lighting up the screen again and again. I didn’t think twice to turned it off.
I was so focused on my phone that I wasn’t watching where I was going.
Stumbling slightly I bumped into something hard, and I almost fell back on my ass had that something not grabbed onto me. I caught the smell of an Alpha, but the smell was pleasant. Not imposing and trying to put my omega down.
He or she smelled like the ciderwood and sunflowers. An odd combination that worked. I blinked, already babbling apologies before I looked up.
“I’m so sorry. I wasn’t looking at where I was going. I was being careless, I’m very sorry-” I paused, my words caught in my throat as I caught the face of the man I’d bumped into.
Cassiel Aldric.
He didn’t do anything, though. It was like he was realizing things weren’t going to be sweet over here just because he deluded himself into romanticizing a life that could have been. “You might hate me... I get that. But don’t treat me like I’m a burden.”“You are a burden. You showed up here, and you had no right to do such a thing. Do you have any idea how difficult this has been for my mother? Hell, even my father? He’s dealing with a mistake he made ages ago. What is wrong with you? What did you gain? You want a family that didn’t do anything wrong with you. Being ungrateful for the family that wanted you.” I exhaled and pinched the bridge of my nose. “Tell me what Cassiel did to you that made you think I would treat you better?”Rhysland didn’t answer right away. He stared at my desk and stayed like that for seven minutes. I was patient. My goal here isn’t to rush anything. It’s to understand him so I can plan for the unexpected. “Speak, Rhysland. You have to understand, Cassi
Work is empty for me today. The region is in chaos. I don’t spend time in the office, there’s no need for that today. I went to the station and gathered the best men. Contacted the special forces. The main entrance to the pack, and the second spot— both of them need to be blocked off. Every secret path, too. I had to make a list and check it twice. One mistake can leave my pack open and vulnerable. By late afternoon, there’s a small broadcast from Cassiel and the council members that seems to work magic on the panicking people. Cassiel explains to the general public that the rogue alpha is in no place to make demands after murdering a respected alpha. He mentions that the council is a core foundation of this region’s success, and listening to a blood-hungry bastard who had ill intentions for us without ever fighting back is just not like us.His speech was honestly not bad. He’s a figure the region will die for. Something I envy becaus that kind of reckless loyalty to a man who stea
I opened another tab as the recording continued. I searched up Anton to see what he’s been up to. There were several articles buried under a pile of nonsense involving different Antons that weren’t him. The articles talked about a werewolf extremist who has been kicked from several packs for making violent remarks towards innocent people and attacking some.He’d shift and attempt to maul someone like he’s lost his mind. Those articles talked about him. First and last name, but no photos were posted. Victor: Don’t use that tone on me again.Nerissa: Or what? This bastard is going to kill us both. I wouldn’t be in this mess had you just been honest.Victor laughs. Victor: This is on me? Really? You wouldn’t be in this if you’d been grateful for the family and dick you were riding. But you wanted more. And now you have more. So shut the fuck up.Nerissa goes silent. Then Victor continues his tirade.Victor: Never forget that I know everything you’ve done. I can have your life ruined if
I'm not sure when we switched positions, but I'm not complaining. We'd started slowly after Cassiel got in all the way. He let me set the pace. And I'd set it really slow. I must have said something that got the wolf in him hungry because moments later I was gripping onto the edge of the tub for dear life, on my knees as Cassiel pumped into me. My wet hair clung to my skin, water sloshed left and right. Spilling onto the floor. The only sounds that filled the bathroom were Cassiel's grunts of pleasure and my moans which seemed to get high pitched with each thrust. I could barely keep my eyes open. Feeling in my chest, creeping all over my body- “Cassiel! Fuck, oh god.” - made it harder for me to breathe normally but that was fine. Who needs oxygen when you've got pleasure. Cassiel's hands grew tighter around my hips. One moved up my spine, and he wrapped it around my hair. Yanking my head back as his body closed in around mine.His mouth captured mine, swallowing my moans as our
I turned around in the tub and lowered myself onto his lap, my knees bracketing his thighs as I placed my hands on his shoulders. My heart was pounding so fast I was sure he could feel it through my chest. I didn’t speak a word, I didn’t need to. My lips hovered a breath away from Cassiel’s, and then I closed the distance.The kiss was deep, hungry, like we had both been holding back for far too long. His hands slid to my hips, gripping me firmly, pulling me until there wasn’t a sliver of space between us. I could feel him, hot and hard beneath the water, pressing against me. The awareness sent a shiver through me, my body betraying how much I wanted him.This was the memory I wanted to make right now. I want to be the one to push us through the one thing we have yet to do.Have sex. It was my fault the first time. I was drunk, and tired, but this time... while the tub is not the best place I won’t let that stop me. Our mouths moved together in a rhythm that felt inevitable, urgent b
I woke up before cassiel. My sleep had been rough. I couldn’t stand the thought of cassiel being in danger. And the fact that he could sleep peacefully was bothering me. Did he not value his life? His pack? Was he too confident? Or was he hiding his worry to ensure i didn’t freak out? So many questions. Very few answers. I looked up at him. His defined features, highlighted even more by the rays of sunlight peeking in through the curtains. I reached up, running my fingers over his jawline. Tracing patterns I’d gotten used to since we became something much more. It’s fair to admit i was in love with this man. I mean it was obvious, my heart stood no chance. I just have to find the time to tell him before death comes knocking at our door.I rested my chin on his chest, feeling the rise and fall as he took in each breath. I recalled everything that happened the night before. To be honest, i don’t really care about what’s going on matthias’s life, or his family’s life. None of those th