Mag-log inOut in the cold, a fitting fate for me. Twice in my life, I’ve been cast out at night. I’m amazed I didn’t immediately beg Matthias. In fact, I wanted to beg Matthias. But after the way he acted, the things he said to me at that party- to not let my attitude and lies corrupt Cassiel while he was gone- and the nerve he had to barge into my room for se-x.
Did he think that after he called me a liar, that I would still sleep with him? Is that how he thought this would go?
Well, not anymore. I think. The cold is messing with my head. I found a small bench and curled up there for the night. Shivering. I should have grabbed my credit card. Then I could have stayed at a hotel.
The next morning, I woke up with a slight pain in my sides. This was a risky move. I put my baby at risk all to prove a point. I sighed, shivering. It was what... five maybe six in the morning? The sun was just coming up.
I can’t go back to Matthias. Where can I... I mean my parents... no. No, that would be worse than whatever Matthias will unleash on me.
I decided on the best choice. Making the long walk to the Crowe family’s house. Meriam should be awake. They’re an hour from this park, I can do it. I should have done that last night. Instead of sleeping in this flimsy night gown and a robe.
I sigh, stretching slowly to relieve the ache in my bones. The walk was worse than I thought. My body felt like I’d decided to put it through the luna olympics. Not like that’s a real thing, but I’m sure it would be horrible.
When I arrived, Maxwell was outside watering his wife’s plants. Some part of me stopped. I could envision an older Matthias looking like this. But I don’t think I’d be the lucky girl. The unfortunate part of my marriage is knowing that had I been any other person, Matthias would have moved on and fallen for me.
But out of spite for me, he can’t do that. Maxwell noticed me as I stepped down the gravel path. He had a smile that lasted only seconds before realizing that I was freezing.
“Aurielle, what are you doing? You could catch a cold or worse,” he rushed over, shrugging off his jacket. The sun was out in full now, but that did little for the weather. Only until noon would the temperature get warmer. Maxwell covered me up the best he could and ushered me into the house.
The warmth was the first thing I loved. The next was the smell of Meriam’s cooking.
“Honey, Aurielle is here. And she’s freezing. Poor thing.”
There was clattering in the kitchen, and he ran to check on her. I waited, my body choosing to remember that it had faced an unpleasant night.
Meriam came out soon. “Aurielle, are you.. We need to take you to the hospital. Dear you’re cold. Come come, take a warm bath. Eat something. Then ... oh then we can go to the hospital.”
I truly have the best father-in-law and mother-in-law in the world. They've treated me even better than my own parents. Their support has been one of the biggest reasons I’ve held on to this marriage. But now, I have to make the decision to leave them. Just thinking about it brings tears to my eyes.
I got no word in. She was in full mother mode. I didn’t mention to her last night that I would like to live somewhere else, which means I won’t get to see her as much. Now’s not the time for that anyway.
After a much-needed warm bath and wearing a gown given to me by Meriam, I ate a full breakfast and was forced to see her doctor. Thankfully, everything was fine, but I was scolded for being careless.
I accepted that. I shouldn’t have slept out on a bench while pre-gnant. To my relief, Meriam agreed to drive me when I told her I needed to take care of something near the Council grounds.
I didn’t give many details, and she didn’t press—though I could tell she was curious. On the way, she gently suggested that maybe I should give Matthias another chance, that he was trying in his own way. I smiled faintly, grateful for her kindness, but I shook my head. “I just need to clear my head for a bit,” I said softly. She didn’t argue.
What surprised me was that she didn’t turn the car around—she simply nodded and kept driving toward the Council.
Thank god. I want this divorce to be on its way. I’ve never been to the council building. It’s huge, running many affairs of the current district. I was overwhelmed. The place was packed with people who needed the council members for something.
After getting out of the car alone, I felt a little lost—unsurprising, since I’d never been here before. As I wandered around looking for the entrance, my phone rang.
Matthias. Without hesitation, I declined the call. How dare he call me after throwing me out like that?
But he didn’t stop. The phone kept buzzing with his name lighting up the screen again and again. I didn’t think twice to turned it off.
I was so focused on my phone that I wasn’t watching where I was going.
Stumbling slightly I bumped into something hard, and I almost fell back on my ass had that something not grabbed onto me. I caught the smell of an Alpha, but the smell was pleasant. Not imposing and trying to put my omega down.
He or she smelled like the ciderwood and sunflowers. An odd combination that worked. I blinked, already babbling apologies before I looked up.
“I’m so sorry. I wasn’t looking at where I was going. I was being careless, I’m very sorry-” I paused, my words caught in my throat as I caught the face of the man I’d bumped into.
Cassiel Aldric.
Eliana and I headed up the stairs. We could hear music blasting through one of the doors, so this place isn't exactly sound proof. It's not like Ceila can't afford a house. Her grandparents did leave her their home as well, but she prefers to live in this apartment complex because it's closer to her work. Eliana pulled out her phone to check on the fight, and I looked away. I didn't want to panic, then lose sight of the part I'm supposed to be playing. But I could hear the whispers even though she'd lowered the volume. The reporter was screaming; something had gone wrong. Eliana tensed next to me, then turned the screen off and shoved her phone back into her pocket. The sounds I'd heard didn't make me feel confident, but since I didn't see it, I can delude myself into thinking everything is perfectly fine. I stepped up the stairs, eventually stopping on the third floor. My heart was pounding, and my nerves were all over the place. I raised my hand, curling my fingers into a fist,
With the car out of sight I was panicking even more. Fuck, this is so bad. This is so freaking bad. I don't want to jinx Cassiel by thinking negatively, but let's be honest, evil people don't just go down like that. I continued staring at the driveway through the window before finally dragging myself away. No time to waste, I told myself. I grabbed a free bag and shoved everything I needed. Then dressed for the occasion. I walked out of the room once I was sure I had all my essentials. Eliana was standing right in the hallway, baseball cap on, face mask, and hoodie to ensure she couldn't be noticed. “Are you ready to go?” she asked, pushing away from the wall. “No, but I don't have a choice.”“Yeah, this was your idea.” I can see her eyes rolling. I reached into my bag and pulled out some sunglasses.“Here, add this, your eyes are easy to recognize.” I hand them over to her, and she thanks me. “I know it was my idea.” I finally say. “But that doesn't mean I'm happy about it. I ho
Today is the day. I'm not as worried as I should be. I know I'm going to win. I know it in my bones. Or I'm deluding myself either way I feel pretty confident. Matthias drives us to the location. He insisted on going with me even when I wanted him to stay with Aurielle.What a weird guy. I stayed silent the whole way, thinking about Creighton. He's older, and in my experience, that usually means they're very weak, or they've had enough experience to give them an advantage. I'm not sure which lane he falls into, but I'll learn that when I see him. People will be watching, for my pride and sense of peace, I have to win. Mostly, I need to be around my mate for the rest of our lives. I cannot lose. Perhaps that's why I think I'll win. I mean, I'm going to kill him. He's not going to live. Treason against the region is death by execution, so his death is practically sealed. I closed my eyes and started to do something I hadn't done since I was a kid, and I would hide out in my closet to
The last three days before the fight slipped through my fingers faster than I wanted them to. Too fast, honestly. I kept hoping time would slow down, stretch itself thin, give us room to breathe. But it didn’t. Before I was even ready for it, the seventh day arrived like a verdict being read aloud. It was time. No more breaks. No more excuses. No more last-minute ways to prepare. Whatever we were walking into… we were already walking.That morning, I sat upright on the edge of my bed, knees pulled close, watching Cassiel move around the room with that sharp, clipped precision he gets when he’s forcing himself to stay composed. He was packing a small duffel full of the bare essentials only. He’d already sent the mercenaries ahead at dawn to prep the forest clearing where the fight would take place. Traps, perimeters, vantage points… everything to tilt the odds even slightly in his favor. He also needed the mercenaries to ensure that the rogue didn't keep people that would ambush him or
Aurielle and I returned to the house still riding the warm, honey-soft glow of the night we shared. My body felt loose, and my thoughts were drifting, still tangled in the memory of her hands, her voice, the way she gasped when I touched her. I loved seeing the marks on her skin, faint but visible enough to claim her in a way that made something primal inside me purr. I had been a little rough, but she had never complained. In fact, the way she clung to me, tightened around my cock, told me she liked it. Maybe more than she wanted to admit.But that magical night was already fading. Reality was clawing its way back into place. I had three more days until the fight, three more days to prepare, three more days before everything changed.We had barely stepped through the doorway when Matthias came barreling down the stairs. His phone was clutched in one hand, his eyes wide, his breathing uneven. He looked like he had been running laps around the house for hours.“We need to talk, Cassiel
I couldn’t sleep the entire night. After Aurielle and Cassiel left the house for their date, neither of them even noticed I had been standing in the kitchen like some forgotten piece of furniture. Once the door shut behind them, the silence in the house became unbearable. I paced from room to room for hours, unable to sit still, unable to think clearly, unable to do anything except replay the same thoughts until I felt dizzy.Eventually I forced myself onto my bed, but lying down did nothing to help. My eyes stayed wide open, fixed on the ceiling as if it held all the answers I needed. My mind kept circling the same thing. Three days. Only three more days until this nightmare ends. Three days that would probably feel like three years. Three days of swallowing my pride and watching the relationship between the world’s most irritatingly confident wolf and my mate unfold right in front of me. Three days of pretending I was fine.I will be fine, just not today.I dragged my hands over my







