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I don't know what to say right now after what I've just heard from him Dane.

The Dane I'm speaking to is the same one never tells me what he feels and never speaks on his mind.

I'm having a hard time trying to understand if this is real aa I look at him wondering he could say it.

I wonder to myself but there is no way I can find out if this is how he really feels, except by the fact that he's really saying it.

I can't believe you. I say to him even when I decided I wasn't going to say anything to him.

I don't know how the word escaped from my lips. But I've said it and it's out.

“I'm not lying to you.” I will not force you to understand but I was carrying many responsibility upon my shoulders and if if I begin to make provision for you, even after the loss my pack.

I would seem inadequate for the role that I am to lead.

“I know it's it's horrible to understand this, but I had to be harsh to you.” I had to be that way because that is the only way I could be a role model. And they say