โI canโt,โ Emma said. โYes you can,โ Kirra said, getting up and walking over to where Zoรซ had pushed herself in through the door. โYou said that me being here wasnโt going to drag you down.โ โButโโ โNo buts,โ Kirra said. โI can order pizza all by myself and Iโve got some homework to do anyway. I know where the sheets are and I know how to make up the sofa bed. You go out and finally meet that billionaire youโve been stalking.โ โWhat?โ Emma turned to look at Kirra with surprise. โYou know about that?โ Kirra rolled her eyes. โOf course, I know. Now go and get ready. Iโll be fine.โ โYou heard the girl,โ Zoรซ said, โGet that arse moving.โJonathon didnโt want to be there. Despite what most of the trashy magazine-buying public thought, Jonathon did not like crowds or nightclubs or loud musicโฆokay, he liked loud music but not this techno crap the DJ was currently playing. With a name like Bye Bye Blackbird, he thought heโd be going to a classy jazz club. Ap
He lifted his drink to her in salute before taking a long draught. It burned going down but he relished the warmth. โOh my god, Jake,โ she said, coming over to the table. โYou are the last person I ever expected to see here.โ โAnd I, you,โ he replied. โArenโt you going to introduce us, Declan said. โArsehole,โ Jonathon muttered before plastering a smile on his face. โThese reprobates are my friends,โ Jonathan said. โBrian, Barry, Mason and Declan. And this is my assistant, Emma.โ โNice to meet you,โ she said, looking quickly at the guys before turning her eyes back to him. He liked that. He liked that she hadnโt lingered on any of the others. โThis is my friend Zoรซ.โ โNice to meet you, Zoรซ,โ Jonathon said, and the others murmured hellos. Emma shifted from foot to foot awkwardly for a moment before blinding him with a smile. โWell, Iโll leave you to it,โ she said. โYeah, weโre meeting someone,โ Zoรซ said, elbowing Emma in the ribs. โJonathan Ashby
That's him?โ Declan asked, leaning in so Jonathon could hear him over the music. โMaybe,โ Jonathon replied, his eyes not leaving the man Emma was sitting at the bar with. He couldnโt quite see his face but there was something familiar about him, he just couldnโt put his finger on it. The guy looked over his shoulder and Emma turned too. Jonathonโs eyes went straight to hers, he couldnโt have stopped them if he tried. โHeโs leaving,โ Barry said, snapping Jonathonโs attention back to the reason they were here. They all watched as the guy got up and left. Emma turned back to the bar and seemed to deflate a little. โWhat now?โ Brian asked. โYou need to go and talk to her,โ Mason said to Jonathon. โFind out if that guy is Jonathon Ashby.โ โIโm fucking Jonathon Ashby, arsehole,โ he growled. โWe know that,โ Mason replied with an eye roll, โbut she doesnโt.โ โRegardless of what you decide to do,โ Declan said, โIโm going. Chloe may have threatened death
He closed his eyes as he kissed her hard. A soft moan escaped from her throat and he suppressed his own groan. He pulled back, nipping her bottom lip before lifting his head. Her lips chased his until he was too far away and she opened her eyes. They were dazed, the pupils blown wide and there was a rosy glow in her cheeks. He gritted his teeth against his need to have her and managed to pull away from her completely, standing from his stool and tossing a few bills on the bar. โAnd what about chemistry?โ he asked, and she looked confused for a moment. โDid you feel chemistry with him?โ He walked away before she could answer, cursing himself as a fool ten times over.Emma lifted her fingers to her lips as she watched Jake walk away. What the hell was that? Emma hadnโt been lying when she told him she had dated some deadbeats but there was one thing that was the same with all of themโthey knew how to light her body up like fucking New Yearโs Eve. She wasnโt too proud to admit
Emma slumped against Kirra and wrapped her arms around her baby sister. โI love you munchkin,โ she whispered. โHow about you use your inside voice,โ Kirra said as she helped Emma into the apartment. โI am,โ Emma said. โIโm whispering.โ โNo, Emma. No, youโre not. Come on, into bed for you.โ Emma waved to Zoรซ as Kirra pushed the door closed and let herself be guided into her bedroom. Getting drunk was not something that Emma did often. She grew up with an alcoholic and she had seen the damage it did so she was usually a two-drink maximum girl, but tonight sheโd needed something to take the edge off. Drunk was a lot better than horny and Jake left her feeling particularly amorous. โSo I take it this means you didnโt meet Jonathon Ashby,โ Kirra said as she helped Emma change. โOh, I met him,โ Emma said. โBut he left before we could get to the good stuff.โ โDrink this,โ Kirra said pressing a glass into her hands. โAnd swallow these.โ Emma did wh
Emma snuck into her office with her head down and a pair of dark glasses covering her eyes against the glare. She swore to never drink again and prayed to the hangover gods that her head wouldnโt shatter. It had been a while since she had gotten so drunk that she woke up feeling this secondhand and she vowed never to do it again. Thankfully, the office was quiet. The day before, she had familiarized herself with the layout of the building. Jake had his own lab but there were other labs in the facility and other researchers. There was also a kitchen where they made test recipesโwhat she had originally thought Jakeโs lab would look likeโand a whole team of people whose jobs were to make, and eat, chocolate. Emma was also thankful Jake wasnโt in the office when she arrived. She assumed he was already hard at work in his lab and that suited her just fine. She didnโt feel quite ready to face him, not after that kiss. She was still all churned up inside and had no idea what it meant tha
He sighed and pushed away from the bench where he was working on a new flavour combination. He had hoped that by staying home and working without the threat of her interrupting him he might actually be able to concentrate, but no such luck. He looked down at what he had made. Smoked dark chocolate and whiskey truffles. Exactly what she tasted like when he kissed her. It was a good combination. The traditional cigar and whiskey paired with a rich bitter chocolate. He used aged wine barrel wood to smoke the chocolate giving it a spicy taste that paired well with the whiskey. It wasnโt a mainstream product. He knew something with a flavor profile as complex as the one he had created would be only for true connoisseurs or maybe a perfect gift for a man who had everything. It was definitely masculine in flavor, not that there wouldnโt be some women whoโd enjoy it. He knew, without really even thinking about it, that Emma would like it. It was a bit of a giftโobsessionโof his. He
The least he could do was make sure she enjoyed her retirement. His eye was drawn to the woman leaving the building. Emma. She was cute, but he wasnโt really interested in her. She was a means to an end, that end being finally meeting Jonathan Ashby. Heโd lost his nerve last night but after leaving so abruptly, he kicked himself. He had been presented with the perfect opportunityโthe one he had been working toward all these monthsโand he walked away. Only after realizing his mistake did he make a new plan. He could get to Jonathon via Emmaโif indeed the man he saw at the club was Jonathon. Liam was pretty sure it was him, but the club was dark and with the flashing lights and the crowd, he couldnโt stake his life on it. He needed more information before he made his move. So, he had been staking out the R&D building hoping to get a glimpse of the elusive Jonathon Ashby. The man hadnโt shown up all day. Thankfully Liam had the foresight to approach Emma when he saw her earlier
Six Months LaterโฆEveryone he loved was in the room. They were celebrating. Barry and Becky had finally set a date. Lisa and Mason wouldnโt be far behind. Brian and Cassie kept sneaking glances at one another that they thought nobody else noticed. He thought he knew what was going on but he didnโt want to ruin the surprise. It was their news to share and he was happy to wait for them to be ready to share it. Liam and Loretta were here too. Heโd been slowly getting to know them. There was a lot of hurt to work through, but they were getting there. Jonathon quite enjoyed having a younger brother even if it was only in small doses at the moment. Devi and Kirra were also there. Kirra was graduating in a couple of weeks and then she would be hopefully attending one of the universities close to home. She wouldnโt know if she got accepted until the new year, but Jonathan was quietly confident that she would get into her top pick. And then there was Emma. Every day with her was
โI know itโs too soon,โ he said, cupping her cheek. โBut I want you to know that I am in this for good. I want to spend my life with you Emma. I want us to be a family. You, me, Kirra, Devi, Liam, and Lorettaโโ โLoretta?โ โMy mum. I want one big, messy family with you and me at the heart of it. Tell me you want that too.โ She pressed against him and brushed a kiss on his lips. โI do,โ she said before putting the remaining half of the chocolate in her mouth and grinning. The wheel came to a stop and he drew Emma to her feet, moving them both over to the window. The entire city of Melbourne was spread out below them, but it dimmed in comparison to the woman in his arms. โI love you, Emma,โ he whispered before kissing her while they stood on top of the world.He took her home. He couldnโt not. They had stuff to work out and a relationship to manage. He had a family to get to know and she had her motherโs illness to navigate and her sisterโs final year of sch
He stepped into the pod and waited for the door to close before holding the final box out to her, his mouth dry. She reached for it but he snatched it away, lifting it beyond her reach. โBefore I give this to you, I need to explain.โ She looked from the box to his face and nodded. โOkay.โ The wheel started to move and Jonathon moved them over to sit on a bench. He exhaled roughly. โOkay, so I donโt know how much of this you already know, but how about I just start at the beginning?โ She nodded again. โMy mother left when I was two. I always believed she left us for a man with money. Iโve recently found out that wasnโt true.โ He took a deep breath and her hand rested gently on his chest as she moved closer to him. He took strength from her closeness. โSomeone was impersonating meโโ โLiam?โ He nodded. โRight. Liam. It turns out Liam is my brother. He was trying to draw me out and get me to notice him. He ultimately wanted to meet his father. He didnโt
โAre you looking for this?โ the security guy asked, holding out an old-fashioned paper ticket. Emma laughed as she snatched it from him, waving it over her shoulder as she jogged toward the front doors of the building. She slid into the car and Brian looked at her expectantly. โUmโฆโ Emma looked between Brian and Cassie. โI want to say Luna Park, but I donโt think thatโs right.โ โWhy Luna Park?โ Cassie asked. Emma held up the ticket in her hand. โWe went to a fรชte in Merveille and rode the Ferris wheel.โ โThe Melbourne Star,โ Brian said, his voice gruff. โOf course!โ Cassie cried excitedly, leaning over to give Brian a smacking kiss. โYouโre brilliant.โ Emma could barely keep still as Brian drove them across town toward the Docklands and the giant observation wheel. As much as she was enjoying herself, she wanted to see him. She had already forgiven him for his lie and now she desperately wanted to ask his forgiveness for her stupid, fearful, erratic
She walked around the corner expecting to see Jonathon outside the patisserie, but there was no one there. She stepped inside breathed in the sweet scent of pastries and chocolate and looked around, hoping to spot him, but he wasnโt there. โAre you Emma?โ a lady asked. โYeah,โ Emma said, turning to the woman who sat at a small table with a familiar little box in front of her. โThis is for you,โ the woman said, standing and walking away. Emma sat and took the box, pulling at the bow and opening it to see another chocolate truffle, this time it had an โSโ written on top of it in dark chocolate. She didnโt need the little โEat Meโ note to know what to do. She put the truffle on her tongue and closed her eyes. The chocolate coating melted away to leave behind a cake center with the sweet tang of apricot jam. โSachertorte,โ she mumbled to herself as she sighed and opened her eyes. Emma picked up the note that had nestled beside the truffle in the box.The first time we made lov
Dear Emma,The first time we met I wanted to kiss you. I knew I couldnโt. I knew it was stepping across a line both personally and professionally, but still, I couldnโt deny the attraction I felt.Our relationship has had an unconventional start, a bit of a rocky middle, and an absolutely appalling ending, but there were some real high points along the way. Let me remind you of how good it was between us and how good it could be again.Do you remember our first kiss? I donโt think I will ever forget it. I thought I knew what I was getting myself in for when I leaned down to brush my lips across yours, but I was a fool. You were so much more than I ever thought I would ever experience. You took my breath away and I lost a little bit of my heart to you at that moment.If it meant as much to you as it did to me, meet me there at the place where we first kissed.Jonathon.Emma could feel the wetness on her cheeks and she sniffed as she wiped at the tears. โWell?โ Cassie asked, rocking o
It was the first Saturday morning Emma could ever remember that had the three of them sitting around the kitchen table eating pancakes and laughing. What would have been a simple, family Saturday morning ritual for some was something out of a fairy tale for Emma. She knew they were a long way from being a happy family, there was still a lot of hurt to navigate and broken trust to overcome, but it was a start and for once in her life, she was willing to just go with it. On this day, Devi was back to the woman she vaguely remembered from before Tom died and Emma wanted to soak it up and memorize it. From pancakes, theyโd gone to gardening. Emma shared her plans with Devi and Kirra. She would let the lease go on her flat and move back in here permanently. It meant she would be on hand if Devi needed her and hopefully give some stability for Kirraโs final year of school. After she graduated and went off to uni, Emma could look at what would happen next. They all agreed that if they were
Emma wanted to believe her, but it was tempting to turn away and close her heart off so she couldnโt be hurt again. Except it would hurt anyway. If there was one thing she learned through this whole saga with Jonathon it was that closing your heart off to others was a mistake. You ended up hurting everyone that way, not least of all yourself. She put her arm around Devi and hugged her. โGood for you mum,โ she said.Jonathon worked all night and most of the day. He tried calling Emma but when she didnโt pick up or reply to his texts after the first twenty or so, he gave up. What he had to say needed to be said in person anyway. Inspired by the woman he had fallen irrevocably in love with, he had spent the night holed up in his test kitchen creating the perfect set of truffles. Anybody could buy a box of chocolates or a bunch of flowers but only he could create an entire set of truffles that spelled out just how much he loved her and how much she had impacted his life. He had words
Kirra said when Emma finally made it home. Emma had been wandering around the city trying to come to terms with what all this meant for her life going forward. She had made some hard decisions, but she felt like a weight had been lifted off her shoulders. It hadnโt helped with the pain in her chest where her heart was currently crumbling away to dust, but at least she knew that she wasnโt going to end up like her mother just because she had fallen in love. Life was always going to throw her curve balls and she just learned something about herself. Despite her previous belief, she was actually strong enough to withstand them, even swing the bat at them, and make the best out of a bad situation. โHey, yourself,โ she said, sitting at the table opposite Kirra. โWhereโs Zoรซ?โ โShe had to go and run some errands.โ โWhereโs mum?โ Kirra bit her lip and her eyes teared up. โI donโt know.โ โSheโs not here?โ Emma asked, sitting up straighter and leaning forward. โWhen I got home, Z