-= Yesha's Point of View=-
"Damn!" While riding my bike to work, I couldn't stop cursing.Today is Monday, and I dislike Monday because it marks the beginning of the week, which means I have to go to work, and since a lot happened over the weekend, I wanted to rest at home.
As expected, I received a scolding from my mother for not returning home and spending the night outside; if she only knew what I did, she would definitely rip me apart, therefore I would never tell her what I did last weekend.
I definitely want to skip work today, especially because I'm already feeling soreness and ache all over my body, particularly in my lady part.
I couldn't believe I had taken that monster of a shaft in me, considering he was big and I was still a virgin at the time.
It just goes to show how skillful he was in bed and with women. There is no doubt that he had a lot of experience in that area, and for some reason, I felt bitter thinking about the women he had slept with, but I quickly dismissed it.
I don't have the right to feel anything because it was only a one-night stand, so I chose to move on and forget about my experience with that remarkable man.
I continued driving to work, which was difficult given the discomfort in between my legs.
I work for Fajardo Advertising Company, which is located in the heart of Makati and is one of the largest advertising firms in the country.
I did my OJT with them, and after I graduated, they offered me a job, which I gratefully accepted.
I really liked the atmosphere and the closeness I had with my coworker, therefore I didn't hesitate to sign a contract with them, and since then I grew and learned a lot from working in this company.
I work with a variety of products, including soap, restaurants, and junk foods, among others, and I thoroughly like developing concepts for all products signed to us.
As much as I wanted to forget what happened last weekend, it wasn't easy because he made a lasting impression on me, and I even dreamed about him last night.
"Oh my goodness, Yesha. Get a hold of yourself!" I scolded myself for almost missing the red light, because of thinking about that man.
My travel from my home to Makati normally takes longer than an hour.
During this time of day, traffic is extremely congested, particularly in Makati, the Philippines' business capital and busiest city.
This is why I opted to get a motorcycle instead of a car; it was much easier for me to get around on my bike rather than the cumbersome car.
I got to work five minutes before seven a.m., and when I spotted Angie waiting for the elevator, I approached her right immediately.
"Good morning, Angie," I said.
Angie is one of my creative team colleagues; she is what you might term a "female who acts like a gay man," in that the way she acts and speaks could lead you to believe she is gay, and not a real woman.
"Good morning, Yesha. How was your weekend?" She asked in a high-pitched tone, arms akimbo.
"It was great, of course, nothing much happened. How about you?" I asked.
"Regrettably, I am such a loser. I mean, my boyfriend doesn't get me and keeps telling me to act normal, as if there's something wrong with the way I talk and act." She remarked, her perfect left brow arched.
"Later," I said when the elevator opened.
We talked till we got to our office, which is on the twelfth floor of the building.
We had barely finished talking when our manager arrived and asked for our attention, indicating that she had an announcement to make.
The creative team is made up of eight persons that oversee the concept and execution of generating a commercial for our clients.
"Everyone, pay attention. Mr. Fajardo's son had arrived from the United States and would be taking over the company from now on, therefore I want everyone to put their best foot forward," Sally announced.
Sally is our team's leader, and while she is strict at work, she is just as jolly and playful outside of the workplace as the rest of us.
"His name is Xavier Fajardo, and he is the only son of our boss, Xander Fajardo. He is 27 years old and graduated from the University of California. Before starting his own business, he studied in B.S. Management and worked as the head of the marketing department for one of the largest corporations in the United States," Sally finished by looking at each of us.
The rumor of Xander stepping down had been circulating for a month, but no one was certain until now.
"Impressive," I thought to myself when I learned of Xavier's accomplishment, but it befuddles me why he needs to take over this company when he was also running his own company abroad.
I'm bothered because we're going to have a new boss, which means I'll have to try to get along with him.
The old Fajardo is one of the kindest individuals I've ever met; he doesn't act like a boss, but as a friend to his staff, and I was hoping that his son would be the same.
Following Sally's announcement, we returned to our respective tables and began working.
We were now working on a popular soap detergent; this would be one of our largest projects in history, therefore making a mistake was out of the question.
I tried to concentrate on my work, but Angie, being the gay woman that she was, kept bugging me with questions about our new boss.
"Do you think our new boss is good-looking?" She inquired.
I just shrugged my shoulders, as if to say, "I don't care." I mean, why would I bother thinking about how our new boss looks when it has nothing to do with my job?
"You're such a mood killer, that's what you are, Yesha," she added loudly, to which I responded with another shrug of the shoulders.
"But seriously, aren't you interested in what he looks like? I mean, if Xander is still attractive at his age, I'm sure his son is as well," she spoke dreamily.
"Maybe," I answered nonchalantly.
"Perhaps he's single and seeking for a partner," she jokingly said, looking at me meaningfully.
"You know what, Angie, I think I'm going to pass; I've gone through a lot, and I don't care how good-looking or hot that man is; I will never get into a relationship, serious or fling," I said flatly.
"Yesha, you're such a downer. I wouldn't be surprised if you ended up as an old maid," she replied, sticking out her tongue at me.
I just laughed and didn't take her words seriously because I'm so used to Angie at the office and can't picture life without a flamboyant woman like her.
After she returned to her desk, I was finally able to get back to work on my task, and I noticed it was nearly midnight when I looked at the clock.
"Ok guys, let's stop in the meantime, and have our lunch," Sally announced, it seems that I was not the only one who noticed the time.
She was already tidying her table and getting ready for lunch when her phone rang, and I couldn't help but notice the panic on her face after hearing the person on the other end of the line.
Sally, who was always calm, became agitated, and it was the first time I had seen her in this state.
"I'm sorry, everyone, but we'll have to reschedule our lunch break because I just got a call from Mr. Xavier's secretary saying he's on his way here," she remarked, fanning her face with her palm.
Given the time and the fact that everyone was already hungry, a murmur of dissatisfaction could be heard in the office, but we had no choice but to wait for our new boss.
"Who the heck does Xavier think of himself?" I said to Angie, but Sally apparently heard what I said.
"Well, Ms. Santillan, Mr. Fajardo is the new CEO of this company, and he has every right to come to the office whenever he likes," she reprimanded.
"Whatever," I thought, not wanting to be scolded for the second time if Sally discovered what I was thinking at the time.
We didn't have an option but to wait for Xavier, but thirty minutes had gone and he still hadn't arrived.
I'm incredibly hungry; I didn't even eat breakfast this morning, and my stomach is already grumbling.
"Yesha, where are you going?" Sally asked as she observed me leave my position.
"I have to go to the restroom, I have to pee!" I couldn't keep the annoyance out of my voice.
I left the office without waiting for her response and went to the washroom on this floor.
I was still pissed when I went to the restroom and did my business. I'm terribly hungry, and I can't stop being grouchy when I'm hungry.
"Talk about work ethics! Employees are entitled to an hour of lunch break, and we're meant to be taking our lunch break right now, but instead, we're waiting for an inconsiderate boss!"
I even yelled at the poor janitor who was staring at me strangely because I was irritated.
She seemed terrified after being scolded by me, and she didn't even complete cleaning before leaving the restroom.
"Yesha, take it easy. You must relax because we are talking about the boss here," I was trying to calm my nerves when I said this.
I stayed in the bathroom for another five minutes before returning to the office.
When I walked in, I observed three men in black suits in Sally's office, and Sally was talking to the man who was gazing out the glass window looking at the entire Makati area.
Sally eventually saw me and signaled for me to enter her office, which I did.
"Sir, by the way. I'd also like you to meet Ayesha Santillan, one of our team's senior members," she said while dangerously staring at me.
"Good afternoon, Sir, my name is Yesha Santil..." When he finally turned around and faced me, I thought I swallowed the words that were about to come out of my mouth.
"OH MY GOODNESS! You've got to be kidding me!" When I saw our new boss, Xavier Fajardo, I exclaimed internally.
Because Xavier Fajardo is the man with whom I had sex! "Oh, my gosh! My boss and I had sex!"
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-=Yesha's Point of View=-I went to Julia's house with a heavy heart; the ever-so-strong Julia had tears in her eyes as I bid her farewell."You're not allowed to have more than one best friend in the UK; I want to be your only best friend, do you understand?" She demanded stubbornly."Without a doubt! No one could ever replace Julia Montero as my best friend, and I doubt I'd ever find someone like you, not in the UK, not in the Philippines, and not anywhere else in the world," I stated.I was trying hard not to cry, but when I saw Julia crying, I couldn't stop the tears falling from my eyes.She grabbed me and hugged me hard, as though unwilling to let me go, but we both knew I had to leave, so she finally let me go after about 10 minutes of hugging me."I want you to promise me that you'll try to be happy once you're in the UK; you deserve to be loved, so never give up on love. Yesha, promise me that," she added."I promise," I said with a smile.I would do everything to be happy, n
-=Xavier's Point of View=-"I love you."Those three words kept replaying in my head; it had been more than a day since our last conversation, yet her words lingered in my ears.I hadn't expected to hear those words from her, especially because she already knew my stance on love.I had already told her that I don't believe in love and would never believe in love, but for some reason, those words from Yesha's lips struck me."Damn it, Yesha! Why did you have to complicate our relationship? Why did you feel the need to fall in love with me?" In frustration, I asked.It frustrates me that she expected me to feel the same way when I had already expressed my position, but what bothers me even more, is that I had missed her.I am a practical man who believes that if something no longer works, it is best to end it rather than let it continue, yet for some reason, I couldn't just let Yesha go.I used to have no issue ending a relationship, especially if the woman was falling for me, but I cou
-=Yesha's Point of View=-I awoke the following day sleeping beside Julia in her bed, hollow within. Still, when I remembered what I had discovered the previous night, tears streamed down my cheeks as I remembered Lindsay, Xavier's wife."How could you do this to me?" I tried to stifle the sound of my tears by placing a pillow over my face, worried that it might awaken Julia from his sleep, but no matter how hard I tried, a sound escaped my lips."You're crying yet again," Julia remarked.She lifted the pillow covering my face and gazed at me with so much sympathy.I couldn't help but embrace her, seeking support and comfort in the hope that it would help lessen the pain.She embraced me real tight, making me feel that she would always be there for me.I made a conscious effort not to turn on my phone; I knew Xavier would most likely want to speak with me, but I was still not ready to hear or even see him.I had already texted my mom last night to tell her that I would be unable to r
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