LOGINMAYA
I had to pinch Lilly.
“Lilly, get a grip on yourself.”
She blinked like someone waking up from a dream.
I cleared my throat, trying to ease the awkward tension floating in the air.
“I’m sorry about that,” I said quickly. “This is Lilly, my lawyer.”
When I turned toward Lilly, her cheeks were already burning red.
This was getting embarrassing.
“Excuse us for a second,” I muttered.
Before Jay could say anything, I grabbed Lilly’s wrist and dragged her a few steps away.
“What is wrong with you?” I whispered sharply. “Why are you staring at him like you’ve just seen a celebrity?”
“I have!” she whispered dramatically.
“Maya, do you even know who that man is?”
“You’re the one acting weird.”
She placed both hands on her chest.
“I’ve wanted to see him for years.”
“What?”
“Do you know how many nights I stayed up listening to his business interviews?” she said breathlessly. “His startup podcasts, finance talks… all of it.”
She shook her head slowly.
“Damn… he’s even more handsome in person.”
I blinked.
“How can one person be this perfect?”
Hold on. Something wasn’t adding up.
Lilly noticed the confused look on my face and sighed.
“Clearly, you have no idea who you are about to sign a deal with.”
She pulled out her phone, typed something quickly, and handed it to me.
The screen is filled with headlines and photos.
My eyes landed on the first one.
“Forbes’ Youngest Billionaire, Jay Naire, Wins Another Multi-Million Dollar Investment.”
My brain froze.
I scrolled down. Another headline.
“Jay Naire: The Tech Genius Reshaping New York’s Startup Industry.”
Another one.
“The Billionaire Who Built an Empire Before Thirty.”
I slowly lifted my head.
“H… he isn’t poor?”
Lilly stared at me like I had just asked if the sky was green.
“Poor?”
“This man could buy half of Manhattan if he wanted.”
My stomach dropped.
Without thinking, I marched back to him and grabbed the swing to stop it.
“Why did you lie about your financial status?” I snapped.
Jay looked completely relaxed.
Which only made me angrier.
“Why exactly did you drag me here? Do you know how hard this situation is for me?”
He calmly unwrapped a lollipop and put it in his mouth.
I swear my blood pressure rose.
“Let’s correct something,” he said casually.
“I never lied.”
“You assumed.”
That made me even angrier.
“Yes, I had an issue with the taxi driver,” he continued calmly. “But that was because he broke our agreement.”
“And what agreement was that?” I asked.
“I went for a run yesterday,” he said. “A long one.”
“I ran farther than expected and got tired halfway. Unfortunately, I didn’t have my phone or wallet.”
He shrugged.
“So I flagged down a taxi.”
“The plan was simple. He would take me home and get paid there.”
He clicked his tongue.
“But halfway through the ride, he suddenly demanded half the fare.”
He spread his hands.
“You saw the rest.”
I stared at him.
This man really had the nerve to sound innocent.
“Why are you here then?” I asked. “You clearly don’t need my money.”
He grinned.
“Your offer sounded ridiculous.”
I frowned.
“But also perfect.”
“You want someone to convince your crazy ex-boyfriend you’ve moved on.”
“Don’t call him that!” I snapped immediately.
Jay raised both hands.
“Relax.”
He was still smiling.
“And I want someone,” he continued, “to get my grandmother off my back.”
That confused me.
“She wants me married,” he explained.
“And she doesn’t take no for an answer.”
He pointed at me.
“You need a fake boyfriend.”
“I need a fake girlfriend.”
“Sounds like a fair deal.”
My emotions were all over the place.
Before I could respond, Lilly stepped forward.
“Are you ready to agree to my client’s conditions?” she asked professionally.
I almost laughed.
Five minutes ago, she was fanning herself like she might faint.
Now she sounded like a courtroom lawyer.
Jay looked amused.
“I only have a few rules,” he said.
“We communicate through our lawyers.”
“If both parties agree, we sign a contract for one year.”
One year.
The number hit me harder than it should.
“I’ll go through with the contract,” I said quietly.
“As long as your clauses aren’t ridiculous.”
Jay glanced toward the man behind him.
His lawyer. Silent the entire time.
I turned to leave.
But Jay suddenly spoke again.
“Your protagonist shouldn’t have died.”
I stopped walking.
“What?”
“Your book,” he said. “Narrow Road to Heaven.”
My heart skipped.
“I rooted for her,” he added casually.
“She deserved a happy ending.”
Those words hit deeper than he probably realized.
Seeing someone talk about my books always does something to me.
It reminds me of why I started writing.
I gave a small smile.
“Thank you.”
Then I added quietly,
“But life isn’t always black and white.”
**********
Three days passed after signing the contract with Jay.
Four days since I last spoke to Ray.
I blocked him everywhere: calls, messages, social media.
Staying home and crying wouldn’t change anything, so I buried myself in work.
At least writing helped me forget.
“Good morning, ma.”
My assistant walked into my office with a strange smile.
I frowned.
She rarely smiled.
“What is it?” I asked.
“Someone is here to see you.”
Before I could ask who, she bounced excitedly.
“Ma… It’s Mr. Jay Naire.”
I sighed.
Not her too.
She had also caught the Jay fever.
“Let him in.”
Seconds later, the glass door opened.
And there he was.
“You haven’t checked on your supposed boyfriend,” he said casually.
“You’re forgiven.”
He looked at my outfit.
“You look good in black.”
Then he added,
“You should wear it more often.”
Dear heavens.
How exactly am I supposed to survive one year with this man?
I opened my mouth to respond
But suddenly, the first door burst open.
Ray. He was walking straight into the office.
If Ray saw us like this without proof… Everything would collapse.
So I did the only thing my brain could think of.
I grabbed Jay by the collar and kissed him.
Right as Ray stepped fully into the room.
MAYA“Princess, mummy has somewhere very important to be tonight, maybe some other day, okay,” Jay said on my behalf.“More important than me?” she asked immediately. “You said I am the most important person in the world.”I blinked, surprised at how quickly her mood shifted. The smile that had been lighting up her face disappeared, replaced with a moody face. It felt like a pinch in my chest.“Of course you are,” I said quickly, reaching out to touch her cheeks. They were soft and fluffy. “Of course you are. You know what, mummy will cancel everything because you are the most important person in the world.”“Yes!”She jumped excitedly, grabbing my hands. We started playing with her toys, most of which I had brought for her. She showed me everything with so much enthusiasm, explaining each toy. I listened, nodding, laughing when she laughed.My heart felt full in a way I couldn’t explain.I had imagined this moment so many times. Quietly, secretly. But I never thought it would come li
MAYA“Tell me, Maya. Is that why you told me you’re not ready? I saw the way you looked at him. You have never looked at me like that. Tell me, do you still love him?”I looked away immediately.It wasn’t that I didn’t have an answer. It was that I didn’t trust myself to say it out loud. Seeing Jay again after all these years had affected me. I had buried carefully, something I had convinced myself no longer existed. “I’m tired,” I said instead, “I can’t do this right now. Work on your insecurities. I am getting married to you, not him.”John stepped outside, running his hands through his hair in frustration. I watched him go, feeling a dull ache settle in my chest. He didn’t deserve this confusion, this version of me that kept slipping away from him at the slightest trigger. John is a good man. He has always been a good man. And I will not do to him what I did to Ray.I haven’t forgiven myself for that.I walked back into the room slowly and reached for my purse on the makeup table.
MAYA“I really do love you. Unfortunately, I found out how much I do when you already slipped through my hands.”My heart was palpitating. It started beating too fast, trying to remind me of something I had worked so hard to bury.I stood up almost immediately, needing distance.“Thank you, Jay,” I said quickly, forcing my voice to remain steady. “I will see you some other time.”John was already close. I didn’t dare look back.I followed him out to the car; my chest was still tight, my thoughts were all over the place.“Are you okay?” John asked as he opened the door for me.I nodded, but even that felt like too much effort.“You’ve been swallowing hard,” he added, leaning in to help me fasten my seatbelt.I had been struggling with it for a while. My fingers refused to cooperate, trembling slightly like they had a mind of their own.“Yes, I’m fine,” I said. “It’s just that everything feels surreal. Walking back into my old life like this.”He started the engine.“That isn’t your li
JAYThis is my Maya. My eyes are not playing tricks on me.Her reaction confirmed it just as much as mine did. She looked frozen, like she had seen a ghost. Her fingers tightened around her clutch, the same habit she has always had whenever she is nervous. Some things never change.“You know my soon-to-be daughter-in-law?” Austin asked, clearly pleased.His words echoed in my head, daughter-in-law.My eyes dropped slowly to her hand, and there it was. The diamond ring, sitting perfectly on her finger, shining under the lights, Maya is engaged.“I am sure they do,” Austin’s son said quickly.He stepped forward and shook my hand; his grip was firm. He tapped my shoulder lightly and leaned closer, his voice low enough for only me to hear.“Please, play along. I don’t want my father to know the whole story.”I didn’t even know what story he was referring to.Everything in my head was already spinning.How I managed to sit down at that table, I have no idea. My body was there, but my mind
JAY“Maya, where are you? My eyes are closed, I can’t see you.”I had to hold myself back from laughing.My daughter and I were playing hide-and-seek, and she was terrible at hiding. I could clearly see her tiny legs sticking out from under the table, but I pretended not to notice.“Where are you, my child?” I called again, turning in the opposite direction.I walked past her hiding spot deliberately, giving her the illusion that she had outsmarted me.A second later, she burst out from under the table and ran straight into me.“Dada, I am here!”“Oh no,” I said, scooping her up. “You won. I couldn’t find you.”She giggled loudly as I tickled her, her laughter filling the room in a way that made everything else fade.My daughter is three, but sometimes she behaves like she is six. The doctor said she is developing faster than expected. She speaks clearly, understands everything, and asks questions that make you pause before answering.She is brilliant. She took after her mother in tha
MAYAI still can’t believe it is my baby’s second birthday today.It feels like yesterday when I held his tiny fingers in my hands for the very first time and named him Drake. That moment remains the most beautiful moment of my life. The exact second it hit me that I was now a mother. That someone this small, this perfect, depended on me for everything.I walked around the venue one more time, my eyes scanning every corner, making sure everything was perfect before the guests started arriving. The decorations, the balloons, the cake table, the tiny chairs arranged neatly, all of it had to be right.“And here comes the most beautiful mother of the celebrant.”John’s voice came from behind me before his lips touched mine lightly, then my cheeks.“You should take a break,” he said softly. “The event planner has everything under control. We went for the best, remember?”I wrapped my arms around his waist, looking up at him.Sometimes I still wonder how I got this lucky. This man had walke







