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Kegan ✦༺⚜︎☠︎⚜︎༻✦ The girl wouldn’t shut up. I’d stared down Made Men twice her size who crumbled under the weight of my silence. I’d negotiated with arms dealers who’d rather eat glass than cross me. I’d walked into rooms where everyone wanted me dead and walked out with their loyalty. But this British tourist in a Primark bikini—Cristo santo—was arguing with me like I was a particularly incompetent mall cop. Maybe because this was out of my natural, always-smiling-Kegan element? “I’m not putting him down,” she said again, voice climbing an octave. Her arms tightened around Adelio like she was holding the last life vest on the Titanic. “Not until someone with an actual brain shows up and realizes I’m not the kidnapper here!” My jaw ticked. The lucky poker chip in my pocket felt heavier than usual—I’d been rubbing it raw for the past six hours while we tore this beach apart looking for Russel’s son. Six hours of Allesia’s sobs echoing in my skull. Six hours of watching my best friend almost shoot all his men dead for daring to take their eyes off his son, ready to paint Sicily red if we didn’t find his boy. And now here was Adelio. Alive. Unharmed. In the arms of a sunburned English girl who thought I was the threat. “Last chance,” I said, keeping my voice level. “Put. The child. Down.” She had the audacity to scoff. Actually scoff at me. “Or what? You’ll shoot me in front of all these witnesses?” She gestured wildly at the crowd of tourists who’d gathered at a safe distance, phones out, filming everything. “Go on then. Add ‘murdered tourist’ to your CV. I’m sure your mum would frame it.” Something twitched in my chest. Amusement, maybe. Or disbelief that someone this reckless had survived this long. I took a step closer. She took a step back. “You think this is a joke?” I asked softly. “I think you’re a nutter with a gun who’s been watching too many Godfather films.” Her chin lifted. Defiant. Terrified, but defiant. “And I think if you wanted to shoot me, you would’ve done it already.” Merda. She wasn’t wrong. I could’ve dropped her the second I saw her with Adelio. Clean shot. No hesitation. But something had stopped me—maybe the way the kid was clinging to her, or the way she was whispering to him like he was hers to protect. Or maybe it was the simple fact that kidnappers didn’t usually wear neon bikinis and argue philosophy while at gunpoint. Still. Couldn’t let her know that. “You’re right,” I said, letting a smile curve my lips. The dangerous kind. “I don’t want to shoot you. I want to know who sent you.” Her eyes widened. “Sent me? Sent me? Mate, the only person who sent me anywhere was my best friend Viv, and that was to get a bloody milkshake!” “Cute story.” “It’s the truth—” “Kegan!” Russel. I turned, and there he was—my best friend, my Don, the man who’d burn the world for his family—striding through the crowd like an avenging angel. His face was carved from stone, eyes wild, gun already in his hand. Behind him, Allesia stumbled forward, eight months pregnant and sobbing so hard she could barely walk. Her hands were pressed to her belly, mascara streaked down her face in black rivers. And when Adelio saw them—when that little boy saw his parents—he started screaming. “Mama! Papa!” The girl’s face went white. I watched it happen in slow motion, the exact moment she realized she’d made a catastrophic mistake. The moment she understood that the man she’d been calling a kidnapper was actually the consigliere of the most powerful family in Europe. And she’d just claimed his nephew as her own. “That’s my son,” Russel snarled, gun trained on her head. His finger was on the trigger. One wrong word and she was dead. “Bitch, who the fuck sent you?” “I—wait—no, I didn’t—” “WHO. SENT. YOU.” “Nobody!” The girl’s voice cracked. She was shaking now, still holding Adelio even as he stretched his little arms toward his mother. “I swear, I found him in the bathroom! There were men—actual kidnappers—they had him taped up and I just—I thought I was saving him!” “Liar,” Russel hissed. Allesia let out a broken sob and lunged forward. She was ungainly, massive with pregnancy, but fury made her fast. She ripped Adelio from the girl’s arms with a mother’s desperate strength. “How dare you,” Allesia choked out, tears streaming. “How dare you touch my baby—” And then she slapped her. The crack echoed across the beach. The girl stumbled back, hand flying to her cheek, eyes wide with shock. “Allesia—” I started. But Allesia wasn’t done. She slapped her again. And again. Each blow punctuated with a sob. “You’re a woman—you animal—” “I was trying to help!” the girl cried, arms up to shield her face. “I saw the kidnappers! They had guns! They were going to take him!” “Lies!” Allesia screamed. The crowd was getting louder now. Phones everywhere. This was going to be a nightmare for our PR team. Russel stepped forward, gun still raised. “Give me one reason I shouldn’t end you right here.” “Russel.” I moved between them. Subtle. Just enough to block his line of fire. “Not here.” “Get out of my way, Kegan.” “Look around,” I said quietly. “Fifty phones. Fifty witnesses. You kill her now, it’s not just bad press. It’s an international incident.” His eyes were black with rage. “I don’t care—” “Yes, you do.” I held his gaze. “Think about Adelio. Think about Allesia. You want them to watch you execute someone on a public beach?” Adelio was crying now, face buried in Allesia’s neck. My godson. Safe. Alive. That’s all that mattered. “Come on, man,” I said silently. “You trust me, don’t you?” Russel’s jaw worked like he was chewing on bullets. For a moment, I thought he might shoot her anyway. Shoot through me to get to her. His gun never wavered. The girl’s breathing had gone ragged. Her knees were half-bent, like she was ready to either bolt or pass out. “Russel,” I said evenly, “your kid’s back in your wife’s arms. That’s the win. Let’s not turn the beach into a crime scene.” “She had him.” His voice was low, dangerous. “She fucking touched my son.” “She also didn’t shoot him, stab him, or sell him before we got here. Which, in this situation, makes her practically Florence Nightingale.” The girl blinked at me. “Excuse me?” “Not now,” I snapped without looking at her. Russel’s eyes snapped back to me. “You think this is funny?” “Not even slightly,” I said, smiling just enough to annoy him. “But the press will. They’ll love the headline: ‘Mafia Don Guns Down Defenseless British Tourist in Neon Bikini.’ Think of the memes.” A muscle jumped in his cheek. He shifted the gun a fraction higher. “Easy,” I said, lifting a hand in mock surrender. “Save that energy for the men who actually sent her to take your boy. We still have to find them.” “Well, she’s fucking covering for them,” Russel growled. “Maybe. Maybe not. But we can’t interrogate a corpse.” He hesitated. Barely. I stepped a little more in front of the girl. “Give me ten minutes alone with her. I’ll know if she’s lying. You can shoot her later if you don’t like my report.” The girl made a strangled sound. “That’s… not actually comforting.” “Exactly the point,” I said without looking back at her, “I’ve been known to talk very dangerous people out of very bad ideas. You’re going to be fine. Probably.” Russel’s breath came harshly through his nose. For a second I thought he was going to pull the trigger just to shut both of us up. Then Allesia’s soft, wrecked voice cut in behind him. “Russel, please. Not in front of Adelio.” The boy clung to her, hiccupping around his tears, wide-eyed at the sight of his father’s gun. That—more than anything I could have said—made Russel’s shoulders twitch. Not relax. Just twitch. I watched the moment he forced himself to breathe, the leash barely holding. The gun stayed in his hand. His eyes stayed murderous. But at least, for now, the world kept turning.Hey guysssss!!! 🥳 Words can’t even begin to describe how much I missed leaving these little notes for you! But guess what? We’re back for a glorious ride. You already know how we do it— don’t hold back! Drop your thoughts, votes, comments, and reviews, even if it means reacting to every line, dialogue, or scene. I’ll be here, eagerly reading and taking your feedback to heart. 💌 Welcome to Kegan’s world. 👑🔥 P.S. I’ll drop an official welcome note later, but for now… how are you finding it so far? 👀
Chapter 94Estelle✦༺⚜︎☠︎⚜︎༻✦The boutique opening was officially in three days, and I was absolutely losing my mind.Not in the excited, butterflies-in-stomach way I’d imagined. More in the I-haven’t-slept-in-forty-eight-hours-and-I’m-pretty-sure-I-just-put-my-keys-in-the-refrigerator way.“You need to eat something,” Reid said, appearing with a sandwich I hadn’t asked for.“I need to finish the window display.”“You finished it an hour ago. Then you took it apart and started over. Twice.” He set the sandwich on the counter. “Estelle, you’re over stressing.”“God forbid a girl wants perfection on her big day.”“You’re having a breakdown.” He said it gently, without judgment. “Which is completely understandable given the circumstances, but you still need to eat.”Reid had been a godsend these past weeks. Patient when I was impossible, helpful when I was drowning, present without being pushy. He’d connected me with more investors, smoothed over issues with suppliers, even helped me wal
Chapter 93Kegan✦༺⚜︎☠︎⚜︎༻✦I had my people dig into Carrie’s claims, into her leverage, into what she actually knew and what she was bluffing about.I also—against my better judgment—had them look into Estelle.The boutique was real. The suppliers were real. The feature in Vogue was scheduled for next month.She was doing it. Actually building the life she’d wanted.Without me.And there, in every photo from the boutique’s Instagram account, was a face I didn’t recognize. A man. Always just out of frame, always carefully positioned to look casual but obviously present.Dylan noticed me staring at one of the photos during a meeting.“That’s Reid Whitmore,” he said. “Finance guy. Old money. Connected to half of London’s elite.”“I didn’t ask.”“You were staring at his picture with the intensity of someone planning a murder. I thought I’d save you the research time.” Dylan grinned. “He’s been seen with her a lot lately. Helping with the boutique. Taking her to galleries. Very cozy.”“I
Chapter 92Kegan✦༺⚜︎☠︎⚜︎༻✦Six weeks.That’s how long it has been. I stood on the balcony of my bedroom at dawn, watching the sun rise over the vineyards, a glass of whiskey in my hand even though it was barely six AM. Sleep had become a stranger—two, maybe three hours a night if I was lucky. The rest of the time, I worked. Trained. Drank.Anything to keep my mind from wandering back to London.Back to her.“You look like shit,” a voice said from behind me.I didn’t turn. “Good morning to you too, Melissa.”She moved to stand beside me at the railing, already dressed for the day in riding clothes. She’d taken to going out early, riding the horses across the estate before anyone else was awake.“Couldn’t sleep again?” she asked.“Sleep is overrated.”“So is pretending you’re fine when you’re clearly not.” She took the glass from my hand and took a sip, grimacing. “Whiskey before breakfast. That’s a new low, even for you.”“It’s medicinal.”“And very pathetic.” She handed the glass ba
Chapter 91Estelle✦༺⚜︎☠︎⚜︎༻✦“I think I’m going to be sick,” I said, setting down my ice cream.“Estelle—” Vivian started.“No, I’m serious. I just—” I pressed my hands to my stomach. “The thought of him with her. Of him touching her the way he touched me. Of him—”“Hey, hey, breathe,” Millie said, rubbing my back. “We don’t know that anything happened. We’re just speculating.”“We shouldn’t have said anything,” Vivian added, looking genuinely guilty now. “I’m sorry. That was shitty of us.”But the seed was planted. The image was in my head.Kegan, back in Sicily, realizing that Melissa was right there. That she understood him in ways I never could. That she wouldn’t make him choose between love and control because she already knew how to live in his world.“I need to know,” I said suddenly.“Know what?”“If she’s there. If Melissa is in Sicily with him.” I grabbed my phone, hands shaking slightly. “Those fundraiser pictures. From the charity gala. We need to see if she was there.”“
Chapter 90Estelle✦༺⚜︎☠︎⚜︎༻✦Inside my apartment, I immediately called Vivian.“How was it?” she answered on the first ring.“Complicated.” I collapsed onto my couch. “He kissed me.”“And?”“And then Harrods called and wants to place a massive order and now I’m panicking and I don’t know if I can actually do this.”“Wait, back up. Harrods? As in the Harrods?”I explained everything—the dinner, the connections, the impossible deadline, the kiss.“Okay,” Vivian said when I finished. “First of all, congratulations. This is huge. Second, we’re going to help you. You, me, and Millie. We’ll figure this out together.”“But—”“Not another but. This is your dream, Estelle. We’re not going to let you fail because you’re scared.”After we hung up, I sat in the darkness of my apartment and thought about that kiss. A girl always does. Reid was perfect. Almost too perfect.My phone vibrated. Speak of the devil: *You’re amazing. Don’t forget that.*How sweet and thoughtful. I fell asleep on my co
Chapter 89Estelle✦༺⚜︎☠︎⚜︎༻✦Reid picked me up at exactly seven o’clock in a sleek black Aston Martin.“You’re punctual,” I said as he opened the passenger door for me.“My mother raised me with manners,” he replied with that easy smile that had charmed me at the gallery. “Plus, I’ve been looking forward to this all day. Didn’t want to risk you changing your mind.”“Why would I change my mind?”“Because you seem like the type of woman who overthinks everything.” He closed my door and walked around to the driver’s side. “Not a criticism. Just an observation.”Well, he wasn’t wrong.The restaurant was tucked away on a quiet street in Soho—a place that didn’t need a sign because everyone who mattered already knew where it was. Inside was all warm lighting and exposed brick, with tables spaced far enough apart for actual privacy.“This is beautiful,” I said as we were seated in a corner booth.“I’m glad you like it. The owner is a friend from university. Antonio makes the best risotto in







