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Estelle ✦༺⚜︎☠︎⚜︎༻✦ Rule number one of not dying in Sicily: don’t follow three shady men in sunglasses into a public toilet. Rule number two: if you do break rule number one, and they turn out to be kidnappers with a taped-up toddler, don’t sass them like you’re auditioning for Love Island. Unfortunately, I had already broken both rules. And that was how I ended up in a speedboat with a gaggle of very unfriendly mafia cosplayers and one small child who definitely was not named Sofia. “Hold him tighter,” the one in charge barked at me, shoving the boy into my arms like he was a loaf of bread and I was the bakery girl. I clutched the child, who had enormous brown eyes and tear-streaked cheeks, against my chest. He whimpered softly, and I whispered, “It’s okay, love. Auntie Estelle’s got you. Auntie Estelle has absolutely no idea what she’s doing, but she’s got you.” The men weren’t paying much attention to me now, arguing in rapid-fire Italian about “uscita” and “soldati.” My GCSE Italian didn’t stretch far beyond gelato and ciao bella, but I knew enough to realize they were talking about exits. Which meant they were trapped. Which meant—God help us—they were panicking. I, meanwhile, was wearing nothing but a bikini, a sarong, and about three layers of factor 50 sunscreen that had long since sweated off. My sandals were in my hotel room, my phone was back with Millie and Vivian, and my grand plan for the evening had been to drink vanilla milkshake and maybe flirt badly with Pietro, not star in the Sicilian remake of Taken. “Stay quiet,” one of the men hissed at me, brandishing his gun. Like I needed the reminder. I’d been very aware of the whole gun situation ever since Mr. Sunglasses had pressed one against my ribs in the ladies’ loo. But then—then the universe handed me my chance. The boat jolted as it tried to reverse out of the harbor, and one of the men slipped, swore, and dropped his weapon. And I thought, Right. This is it. This is your main character moment, Estelle. Time to shine. Time to save the day. So I did the only logical thing. I screamed. It was a scream that could curdle milk, and trust me, men like these ones do not like it. Then I swung the first thing within reach, a tiny iron tool whose name I’ve never thought to learn straight at the man’s head. “Run!” I shouted at myself, which didn’t make sense because where exactly was I running to in the middle of the sea? But adrenaline doesn’t check logic. In that slight moment of shock, I grabbed the baby tighter, leapt over a cooler, and scrambled onto the dock like I was competing in some horrific Olympic event called Kidnap Escape: Bikini Edition. Gunshots cracked behind me. Screams erupted across the beach. People scattered like pigeons, but I kept running, the child clinging to me like a terrified little koala. “Don’t worry,” I panted, dodging past overturned loungers and a man in a speedo who was far too calm about the gunfire. “I’ve read loads of thrillers. I know how this goes. We just have to find the police or Jason Bourne or literally anyone with a badge and not get murdered.” Problem was, it looked like the anyone with a badge category was already on the scene—only they weren’t wearing badges. They were wearing suits. Black suits. With more guns. And everyone seemed to be looking for this baby. “Oh, brilliant,” I muttered. “I told Millie I didn’t want to come to Italy. Now I was starring in a live-action mafia game of Pass the Parcel. And guess who’s the bloody parcel?” I ducked behind a row of parasols, heart hammering. My bikini strap was digging into my shoulder, my legs felt like jelly, and I was fairly certain half the island had seen me sprint past with a stolen child. Which, in retrospect, didn’t look great for me. The boy—small, warm, and far braver than I—sniffled into my collar. I stroked his hair awkwardly. “You’re safe with me, love. Totally safe. Unless we get shot. But we won’t, because I am very, very good at staying alive. Mostly.” I peeked out. The kidnappers were trying to push through a cordon of men in suits, but they weren’t making progress. Which meant I couldn’t go back. My only option was forward, through the dunes, into God knew what. So I ran. Again. My lungs burned, my bare feet screamed, and my bikini bottoms were making a valiant attempt at becoming dental floss. But I didn’t stop, not even when the boy whimpered louder, not even when I thought my heart might actually explode. And then, because fate has the worst sense of humor, I crashed headlong into someone solid. Someone tall, broad, and holding a very large gun. I yelped, stumbled back, and nearly dropped the child. The man steadied me with one strong arm, but his other hand remained on his weapon, raised and ready. His eyes—sharp, grey, furious—snapped to the baby in my arms, then back to me. And just like that, every cell in my body screamed: kidnapper. “Don’t you dare touch him!” I shrieked, clutching the boy tighter. The man’s jaw tightened. “Put the child down.” His English was flawless, but the accent—deep, clipped, dangerous—was definitely Italian. But he sounded… colder. Like steel. I took a step back. “You’re not getting him. I don’t care who you are.” “I said,” he growled, leveling the gun directly at me, “put. The child. Down.” “Are you mental?!” I hissed. “You don’t point a gun at a toddler! What kind of psychopath are you?” His eyes narrowed. “The kind who knows a kidnapper when he sees one.” “Excuse me? I’m not the kidnapper—you’re the kidnapper!” Around us, men in suits were spreading out, circling like wolves. My heart thundered so loud I could barely hear myself. But apparently, that didn’t stop me from arguing with a man who literally had me at gunpoint. “You think I kidnapped him?” I scoffed, voice climbing octaves. “Do I look like a mafia goon to you? I’m wearing a bloody Primark bikini, for God’s sake!” His lips twitched, but not in amusement. “Disguises come in many forms.” “Disguises? What do you think I am, James Bond in flip-flops?” “Put the boy down,” he repeated, stepping closer. “No! He’s scared enough without some mafia Rambo waving a gun in his face.” The baby whimpered, clutching at my neck, and my protective instincts went into overdrive. I glared at him with all the fury of a sleep-deprived big sister who’d just found her brother had eaten the last packet of crisps. “Listen here, Mister Tall-Dark-and-Terrifying. I don’t know who you are, but you are not taking this child. I found him. He’s mine now. Like a lost puppy. Except he’s a human being. With feelings.” The man’s nostrils flared, like he couldn’t believe what he was hearing. His grip on the gun didn’t waver. “You have three seconds before I make you drop him.” “Oh, brilliant,” I snapped. “Go on then, shoot me. Add ‘murdered English tourist’ to your résumé. Bet your mum would be so proud.” He muttered something sharp in Italian, or maybe it was another language entirely; I couldn’t tell—but it sounded very much like a swear. Then he did the scariest thing of all. He smiled. Not a nice smile. Not a Pietro-on-the-beach smile. No, this was the smile of a man who knew he had all the power, and I had none. Except, apparently, my mouth. “Fine,” I huffed, adjusting the baby on my hip like he was just another errand bag. “If you’re so desperate to shoot me, at least let me cover the kid’s eyes first. I’m not having his last memory be me getting my brains blown out by the Sicilian Terminator.” His grey eyes locked on mine, and for the briefest moment, something flickered there. Confusion? Amusement? Annoyance? I couldn’t tell. But one thing was very clear: whoever this man was, he thought I was the villain. And I thought the exact same thing about him. Which meant one of us was very, very wrong. Unfortunately, neither of us was about to admit it.Chapter 53Estelle✦༺⚜︎☠︎⚜︎༻✦I was still floating somewhere between reality and fantasy when my phone binged approximately three minutes after Kegan dropped me off at Vivian’s flat.As a matter of fact, I think I’d be blushing everytime the thought of Kegan and last night crosses my mind for the rest of my life.Imagine the haze of having the most intense night of your life followed by a car ride where a dangerously attractive man kept his hand on your thigh the entire time while looking at you like he wanted to devour you all over again.A small ping from my phone shattered my fantasy. I pulled out my phone, expecting maybe a text from him. A “got home safe” or “make sure you get contraceptive pills” or literally anything that would help ground me back in the real world.Instead, I got a banking notification.*DEPOSIT: £80,000.00**From: K. Gaetano**Message: For whatever you need. Don’t argue.*I screamed.Actually screamed. Loud enough that Vivian came running from her bedroom in
Chapter 52 Estelle ✦༺⚜︎☠︎⚜︎༻✦ By the time I returned to my penthouse, it had already been transformed into something resembling a war room. The dining table was covered in tablets, encrypted phones, and enough coffee to keep a small army wired for days. Nikolai had arrived first, because the bastard was pathologically punctual, and was already making himself at home, raiding my kitchen like he owned the place. “Cousin.” He pulled me into a brief hug that was more collision than affection, complete with the obligatory back-slapping that passed for sentiment in our family. “You look like hammered shit.” “Didn’t sleep much,” I admitted, heading straight for the coffee. His eyes narrowed with that predatory intelligence that made him so dangerous and yet noble. “Working or fucking?” “Why do you always assume those are mutually exclusive?” He barked out a laugh that made him look cheeky. “You haven’t made one of your silly unfunny jokes yet, so that can only mean one thing.” “Wha
Chapter 51Estelle ✦༺⚜︎☠︎⚜︎༻✦I woke up to Estelle tracing patterns on my chest, her finger following the scar that ran from my collarbone to my sternum—a gift I’d earned at fifteen from a Bratva enforcer who’d learned the hard way that knives required follow-through.“Why are you up so early?” I said without opening my eyes.“This must have been so painful.” Her voice was still sleep-rough, and it did things to me that were inconvenient given I had approximately three hours before my brothers descended on my penthouse like a plague of well-dressed locusts.“Occupational hazard.”“What occupation requires this gashing stab wound?”I cracked one eye open. “Dangeouos occupation.” I dragged her hand to my lip and planted a soft kiss there, “I was once a wild teenager who grew up with the wrong set of friends.”She sat up, the sheet falling to her waist, and I took a moment to appreciate the view. Marks I’d left dotted her neck and shoulders, possessive little claims that satisfied somet
Chapter 50 Estelle ✦༺⚜︎☠︎⚜︎༻✦ The door opened into darkness. Complete, absolute darkness that made my other senses immediately sharpen. I could smell sandalwood and leather. The air was cooler here, raising goosebumps on my already oversensitized skin. “Ten objects,” Kegan’s voice came from behind me, close enough that I felt his breath on my neck. “Spread throughout the room. You have five minutes to explore in the dark, touch whatever you find, and choose five. Choose wisely, little Bird. Because whatever you pick, I’m going to use on you for the next hour.” An hour. Sweet Jesus. “And remember,” he added, his hand sliding down my spine in a way that made me arch involuntarily, “you won’t know what most of these things do until I show you. So you’re essentially playing Russian roulette with your own pleasure.” “That’s insane.” “That’s the point.” He gave me a gentle push forward. “Timer starts now. I’d hurry if I were you. Because for every minute over five that you tak
Chapter 49 Estelle ✦༺⚜︎☠︎⚜︎༻✦ My lips were still tingling from the champagne when he said yes. Kegan didn’t hesitate. He leaned in and kissed me slowly, teasing, like he was testing the edges of my control. His hand stayed at my jaw, guiding the rhythm, but not forcing it. Fuck, I feel like a hooker in heat. But then, just when I thought he’d let it deepen, he broke the kiss. The shock of it stole my breath. My fingers clenched in his shirt, needing more, but he only smiled like a man perfectly aware of what he’d done. “See?” he murmured, brushing his thumb over my lip. “This is why I don’t give you everything at once.” My heart was pounding. “That’s not fair,” I gaped. “Fair is boring.” His tone was almost lazy, but his eyes weren’t. They were dark and sharp, studying me like I was part of an experiment he already knew the results of. “You look like you could use control right now. Take it.” He stepped back, giving me space, inviting me to close it. I did. I grabbed his
Chapter 48 Estelle ✦༺⚜︎☠︎⚜︎༻✦ I’d never craved a man as much as I did right now. Kegan carried me through corridors I didn’t recognize, past doors that pulsed with bass-heavy music and sounds that made my face burn. The white light above our destination grew brighter as we approached, and I realized my heart was hammering so hard I could feel it in my throat. My princess dress flowed behind us like a cape, and I was acutely aware that dozens of masked strangers could see us—could see me being carried like a prize by a man who looked like he’d stepped out of a dark fairytale. “You know,” Kegan said conversationally, “I had a bet with myself about how long you’d last. Seven minutes is actually impressive for someone in heels.” “The door was locked,” I said breathlessly. “Life’s not fair, baby girl. Also—” He shifted me in his arms to open a door marked with a white light. “—that particular door is never locked. You just panicked and didn’t turn the handle properly.” “What?!”







