Okay. So it turns out that trying to get a phone number in the upper crust of society is about as simple as hacking into the Pentagon.
All I wanted was Ethan Quan’s number.
Not to confess my undying love. Not to blow up his phone with memes. Just… to talk. Casually. Maybe invite him for coffee. Maybe ask him about that AI start-up he’s pretending isn’t revolutionary.
You know. Normal “Hey, I’m trying to stop you from becoming a tragic love interest” stuff.
So I did the obvious thing: I asked my “family.”
I waited until breakfast the next morning—same runway-sized table, same weirdly silent vibe, same eggs that tasted like disappointment—and cleared my throat.
“Mother,” I said, as politely as I could manage, “do you happen to have Ethan Quan’s number?”
A beat of silence.
Then she glanced up from her paper, one perfectly arched brow lifting. “Ethan Quan?”
“Yes.”
A pause.
Then: “What for?”
I tried to keep my smile casual. Friendly. Harmless. “We spoke at the gala last week. I thought I might follow up on something we discussed.”
This was a lie. We discussed wine. But I was banking on the fact that Evelyn Carrington rarely listened closely enough to notice.
She hummed, which in Evelyn-speak meant absolutely not but I’m too refined to say it aloud.
“You don’t need to concern yourself with him,” she said lightly, buttering a piece of toast like she wasn’t subtly cutting me off. “He’s not particularly... relevant.”
Not relevant. As if Ethan Quan—the CEO of QuanTech, the man whose brain could probably invent a new planet if given a decent espresso—was a side note in their social diary.
I didn’t push. Not there. Not in front of the butler or the second cousin twice-removed sipping a green juice at the far end of the table.
Instead, I found Julian.
Ah yes. Julian Carrington. My charming, bored “brother” who once tried to teach me poker while drunk on vintage whiskey. He was lounging in the garden with his phone when I caught him between distractions.
“Hey, Jules.”
He looked up, pushed his sunglasses onto his head, and gave me a smirk. “Lyra. To what do I owe the pleasure? Need fashion advice? A fake date? Money laundering tips?”
“Actually,” I said, leaning against the stone wall like I was just so casual, “I was hoping you had Ethan Quan’s number.”
That got his attention.
He blinked. “Ethan? As in, moody tech guy in the chair?”
“Don’t call him that.”
“What? I’m just saying—he’s a little intense, isn’t he?” Julian squinted. “You into him or something?”
“No. I mean—no, not like that. I just... wanted to ask him about something.”
“Right.” He snorted. “Well, good luck. I’m not exactly in his inner circle.”
“You had dinner with him last month.”
“I also had dinner with a Saudi prince and a woman who sells psychic crystals. Doesn’t mean I talk to any of them afterward.”
“So... you don’t have his number?”
He shrugged. “I might. Let me check.”
Hope bloomed for exactly three seconds.
“Ah, nope,” he said after a moment, flipping his phone around for me to see. “Just his assistant’s contact. If you’re trying to schedule something, you’ll have better luck going through her.”
Yeah, because nothing says warm, personal connection like messaging someone’s overworked assistant and saying, “Hi, I’d like to trauma-bond with your emotionally unavailable boss.”
But I smiled anyway. “Thanks.”
“No problem,” Julian said, and went back to scrolling through whatever rich-people app tells you which yacht parties are trending.
Back in my room, I flopped onto the bed and let out a long, muffled scream into a pillow.
This shouldn’t be that hard. But it was becoming painfully clear: no one cared about Ethan. Not really. They tolerated him. Smiled at him. Invited him because his company was valuable and his presence made them feel benevolent.
But beneath all that, he was invisible. Disposable.
And now that I was paying attention, I could feel it. That quiet chill whenever his name came up. The way people leaned away from the topic, like it was mildly uncomfortable or awkward or beneath them.
I wasn’t having it.
He deserved more than that. Hell, he deserved someone who gave a damn before it was too late.
I sat up, grabbed my notebook, and scribbled at the bottom of the page:
Find Ethan. Properly. Like a person. Not a project.
After a deep dive into some charity event attendee lists, ancient gala programs, and a few strategic internet searches that may or may not have involved social engineering his assistant’s public schedule, I finally—finally—found it.
His number.
Buried in a five-year-old press release from a tech networking event, listed under “contact for investor inquiries.”
Not romantic. Not personal. But it was something.
I stared at it for a long moment.
This is it. The first real deviation. The moment I stop waiting for fate to hand me a scene and start writing my own.
My thumbs hovered over my phone.
I deleted my first draft immediately.
And my second.
By the third try, I had something that didn’t sound like I was trying to recruit him into a cult or sell him insurance.
Hi, it’s Lyra Carrington. I know this is unexpected—hope I’m not intruding. I just wanted to say I’ve been thinking about something you said at the gala. Would love to talk more, if you’re open to it.
Simple. Friendly. Just enough opening for him to ignore me if he wants.
I hit send before I could chicken out.
Then I turned my phone face-down on the bed and walked away like I hadn’t just thrown my soul into the void.
Let’s see what happens next.
The Carringtons usually don't invite me places.So when Julian knocks on my door mid-morning holding two takeaway coffees and wearing an expression that could best be described as mildly human, I assume I’ve either hallucinated him or he’s about to ask me to help bury a body.“Don’t look so suspicious,” he says, stepping in like he owns the place. Which, to be fair, he kind of does.I sit up slowly, tucking my laptop under a throw pillow. “Are you here to mock my work ethic or confess a felony?”He hands me one of the cups and flops into the armchair by the window. “Neither. I was bored. You looked like you could use caffeine.”I squint at the cup. “You bought me coffee?”Julian shrugs. “I also considered doing shots at ten in the morning, but this seemed marginally less self-destructive.”I take a cautious sip.It’s exactly what I like. Down to the oat milk and the stupid sprinkle of cinnamon I always pretend I don’t want but secretly require like air.“You guessed this?”“Lyra, I’ve
Okay.So.I didn’t die.I just had coffee with Ethan Quan and didn’t choke, faint, or confess my love while crying into a napkin.That alone is worth a trophy. Or a plaque. Or a full-blown Netflix miniseries titled Girl, Calm Down.As soon as I get back to the Carrington estate, I power-walk to my room like I’ve just shoplifted God and slam the door shut behind me.Ten seconds later, I scream into my pillow.It’s fine. I’m fine.It was just a coffee meeting.But it wasn’t.Because I know what comes next. I’ve read what comes next.In exactly twelve days, Anastasia Carrington returns from her dazzling European tour with her accent, her cello, and her tragic backstory about falling through a frozen lake or something. Everyone adores her immediately. Photographers show up at the gates. The tabloids do a glow-up montage.And me?I get quietly erased.No dramatic showdown. No screaming. Just: “Lyra, darling, you’ve grown so independent—we think it’s time you found your own way.”Translatio
Chapter Five: The Calm, the Crush, and the CEO in a WheelchairI was going to die.Not dramatically. Just... quietly combust from sheer secondhand embarrassment while sitting in a too-fancy café waiting for Ethan Quan, real-life CEO and fictional heartbreak machine, to show up for coffee.With me.What was I thinking? No, seriously. What kind of deranged logic led me to believe I could sit across from the man I used to sob over in my dorm room and not lose every single brain cell?“Hi, it’s Lyra Carrington,” I had texted, like a normal person. “I know this is unexpected—hope I’m not intruding. I just wanted to say I’ve been thinking about something you said at the gala. Would love to talk more, if you’re open to it.”Why. Did. I. Do. That.The door opened.I didn’t have to look to know it was him. The whole place shifted. Not in a loud way—just a subtle drop in volume, a stillness in the air, like people were suddenly more aware of themselves.Then I looked up.And yeah, there he was.
There’s a special kind of awkward that comes from trying to emotionally detach from people who barely notice you exist.That’s where I’m at now.Sitting in the Carrington sunroom—because apparently, rich people need a separate room just for sun—sipping a tea I didn’t ask for and nodding politely at a conversation I’m not part of.Julian’s draped across a chaise lounge scrolling through sports news. Evelyn is flipping through fabric swatches for an upcoming gala like world peace depends on finding the right shade of “champagne blush.” And me?I’m just here. Decorative. Like a houseplant that occasionally clears its throat.I told myself I’d use this time to start distancing myself. Slowly. Strategically. Less dinners. Fewer family events. Stop performing the well-behaved “adopted daughter” role.But it turns out, I don’t have to put in the effort.They’re already doing it for me.“Lyra,” Evelyn says, not looking up from her swatches. “Are you still attending the Ambrose benefit next Fr
Okay. So it turns out that trying to get a phone number in the upper crust of society is about as simple as hacking into the Pentagon.All I wanted was Ethan Quan’s number.Not to confess my undying love. Not to blow up his phone with memes. Just… to talk. Casually. Maybe invite him for coffee. Maybe ask him about that AI start-up he’s pretending isn’t revolutionary.You know. Normal “Hey, I’m trying to stop you from becoming a tragic love interest” stuff.So I did the obvious thing: I asked my “family.”I waited until breakfast the next morning—same runway-sized table, same weirdly silent vibe, same eggs that tasted like disappointment—and cleared my throat.“Mother,” I said, as politely as I could manage, “do you happen to have Ethan Quan’s number?”A beat of silence.Then she glanced up from her paper, one perfectly arched brow lifting. “Ethan Quan?”“Yes.”A pause.Then: “What for?”I tried to keep my smile casual. Friendly. Harmless. “We spoke at the gala last week. I thought I m
It turns out rich people don't believe in privacy. Or doors that actually close.I’d barely made it halfway back to my room—sorry, wing—before a maid offered to draw me a bath, another asked if I wanted chamomile tea, and a third gently hinted that my posture was “a little too modern.”I smiled, nodded, and locked myself in my room like a normal, emotionally unstable reincarnated girl trying to avoid a mental breakdown.Once the door clicked shut, I let the mask slip. My shoulders dropped. I kicked off the demon heels that passed for “breakfast appropriate” shoes and flopped face-first onto the enormous bed.God.What the hell am I supposed to do?I’m not delusional—I know I can’t rewrite everything. The book had dozens of plot threads, dramatic twists, romantic betrayals, corporate sabotage, and one decent man who never stood a chance. I can’t stop the Real Daughter from coming back. I can’t magically make the Carringtons like me. I’m not trying to win the original story.I’m trying