38- Missing You

Sarah pov

“We have been waiting for you downstairs, Sarah. And here you are sitting on the carpet deep in your thoughts…” The lights in my room were switched off, but I could detect anger in Nadia’s voice.

“Where is she?” I heard Shella outside the room, “Why the room is so dark? Has she gone to sleep?”

“No! She is awake and chilling here.” Nadia told her frustratingly and switched on the lights. I quickly covered my eyes with my palms. I didn’t want to face lights. I did not want to face my friends.

F*uck! I did not want to face the world.

I did not want them to see my wet face.

I did not want them to witness me as a failure.

Sean was fu*king right. I could not do this. I could never bring Justin back. He seemed to be getting closer to her.

The way they were snuggled outside was a telltale sign that they had gotten quite close to each other. The way I could see the blush on her cheeks was enough to tell me that they haven’t been intimate yet.

“Oh, my God! Sarah! You are crying?” Shel