4-Forget.

Hazel POV.

After driving for a while, I started to get tired, and decided to head back, the sun had begun to set, and the sky had turned orange, in a few minutes, it would turn fully dark, and I didn't want to stay on the road the whole night.

I went back to the dorm, I only had two places to stay, my dorm, or my brother's house, the one where I grew up, back to my old room, but that would show Leo that I'm young, and weak, so I'm better off in my dorm room where the only person who can witness my misery is Alison.

I parked the car and dragged myself back in, wanting to wear Alexander's hoodie again and bury myself under the blankets and wish to die, but Alison had other plans.

"So how did things turn out with Cyrus?" she asks me right away.

"We broke up," I say, maybe, I think we did, he's cheating on me, so I don't think we're together anymore.

"Oh...what happened if you don't mind me asking?" she asks me, respecting my boundaries, Cyrus should take notes from her.

"I went over to his place so we could make up, and when I got there, his door was open, so I walked in," I began telling her what happened.

"Oh my god, don't tell me you caught him naked, and his dick is way too small," she says, making me smile.

"Well, not fully naked, and not fully alone either," I say, and her smile drops, she turns from the smiling, joking Alison to looking at me with shock.

"Is he gay?" she asks me, still trying to soften the blow.

"Cheating, with a girl, add to that, a beautiful girl, long sharp nails, blond hair, long lashes," I say, describing what I saw, the girl was my opposite.

"Hey, don't be like that, she pays a fortune every month on the nails and keeping the artificial blond, and I'm sure even the lashes are fake, so he's cheating with a Barbie, his loss," Alison says, making me feel a tiny bit better right away.

"Still cheating," I say with a shrug. No matter who he's cheating on with, it's still cheating.

"Well, I never liked him anyway," she says, making me laugh, a saw laugh, she loved Cyrus, he's hot, he's charming, and apparently he's a cheater, but we were both taken with him.

"What are you doing?" Alison asks, seeing me getting changed and ready to hit the bed.

"Going to bed," I answer her.

"Nope, you're not this is your first heartbreak, it's a big thing," she says, and I just glare at her.

"Are you offering to get me Ice cream so we can eat it and cry?" I ask her with a raised brow.

"Nope, I'm offering that we go out, you're not going to get in bed and be depressed, we're out," she says with a smile, they've been trying to get me to join them, hence why I have asked Leo, but sadly was shut down by him.

"I don't think, I should," I say, trying to come up with an excuse.

"Yes, you should," she insists.

"I'm only nineteen," I remind her that we're underage.

"Oh, sweetie, we have your fake ID ready, were just waiting for the time to get you there," she says, and I groaned, I wanted to go, so fucking badly.

"Okay, where are we going?" I ask her, praying it's not my brother's place, even if I try to blend in, they know me there, and I'm on their blacklist.

"Neon Alley," she answers me.

"Okay," I say, thinking about what to wear?

I picked a short black dress, pairing it with red heels that extended my legs, Alison did my hair, and I did both of our makeup, going bold and dark. Three girls joined us, they are from our dorm and friends of Alison. We decided to take an Uber, better than driving, in case we get drunk, or someone wants to leave first, we can find our own way home. 

We stood outside the club waiting for the bouncer to let us in, there was a whole damn line, I looked around making sure I didn't see anyone that knows me.

We got to the front of the line and handed the bouncer our fake IDs, he gave us all a double look, before finally letting us in.

Through the door we went, the club swallowed us whole, music slammed into me the second we walked in, lights slicing through the darkness. I stood frozen, looking, taking in the whole scene, my friends, they didn't stop for even a heartbeat, they went ahead.

When Alison noticed I was falling behind, she turned back to me, and dragged me in with her, the girls did a beeline toward the bar. I didn't drink, well I drank at the uni parties, but that was cheap booze mixed with sweet juices to hide the taste.

"Cosmopolitan," Alison orders for both of us, I just nod along, whatever this is.

"Can you pay? I'll pay you back, my card is under surveillance," I say.

"Mine too, see Casandra here, she'll be paying for both of us, and we'll be paying her back, either that or bring cash," Alison says and I just nod, making a mental note to bring cash if I ever come here again.

"Drink, it'll make you forget," Alison says, and I nod, I wanted to forget, the drink was sweet, but strong at the same time, it burned my throat as it went down, but I kept drinking, enjoying it.

The next round was straight-up shots with lemon slices, those burned even worse, but after the third round, I started to feel a buzz, I felt my whole body starting to relax, and I'm enjoying my time now. 

"Wanna dance? Let's dance!" Casandra says, pulling both Alison and me with her, I had my two friends with me, we had each other's backs, and we danced together, we kept each other company. The other two girls who came along with us, joined the dance circle soon, one of them was grinding her body so badly against Alison, they gave everyone in the club a free show.

I pulled to the side, not wanting to be part of their dance, I danced with the other girls for a bit longer, but our small circle got broken. Others decided to join us, and when I felt arms coming from behind me, I knew I was done dancing and I went back to the bar area, taking a seat on the stool.

I looked at the people in the club, so this is the view my brother get daily, people having fun, dancing, going crazy, getting drunk, too bad I'm single now and I don't have anyone along with me to enjoy this moment with.

"On the house," the bartender says pouring me another shot.

"Thanks," I say not expecting that.

"You look like you had a rough night. Did your friends ditch you?" he asks me.

"Two of them are giving everyone a lesbo show, didn't even know they swing that way, while the other two sold me for two rando," I say with a sigh.

"Booze brings the best in us, cheers," he says, pouring both of us drinks now.

"Wouldn't you get in troubles?" I ask, drowning my drink.

"For what?" he asks me.

"Giving free drinks," I say.

"I get to give some for free for beautiful girls," he says, making me turn bloody red, is the bartender hitting on me, that never happened before.

"I got cheated on today," I say, maybe it's the alcohol in me talking, but I was opening up to a total stranger.

"Cheating on you doll? His loss," the guy says, shaking his head.

"With a fake Barbie, fake nails, lashes, lips, I bet she has fake boobs too," I say, giggling.

"It's always the boobs with the guys," the bartender nods, agreeing with me.

"He broke my heart," I say feeling tears starting to fall down my face.

"Hey! Hey! Don't start crying now you're out, you should be having fun and thinking of your revenge," he says.

"Revenge," I repeat, my hazzy mind thinking of revenge, why didn't I think of that, I could tell Leo, he'd kill him, but I don't need my brother help.

"Yeah, hook up with someone else, post the photo, making him see," the guy says and I shake my head, that's not the type of revenge I had in mind, what I had in mind is going to hurt Cyrus directly, he doesn't give a damn if I'm with someone else, an eye for an eye. He hurt my feeling and I should hurt his, hitting the one thing that actually means anything to him.

I got up and left the club, I need to get going, I need to have my revenge, and I'm not going to stand back, I'm stronger than he thinks I am, and I'm going to teach him a lesson he'll never forget, don't mess with a Romano.