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37. The Smell of Death

Author: Cate_Mae
last update Last Updated: 2025-06-30 22:54:56

Albert

I told myself it was just closure.

That was the lie I clung to as I walked through the pines again, this time on two legs, heart heavy with resolve and dread. The forest was quieter now, as if it too were holding its breath. I kept my head down, my hands jammed into my coat pockets to keep from turning back. Each step toward Edward’s house made my chest ache harder.

I was going to reject him. Tell him we couldn't be mates, not now, not ever.

I had to. For my sanity. For Emon. For the wound still festering in me that no apology could heal. If I wanted to move forward and to heal, I needed to do away with him.

But gods help me… I didn’t want to.

His scent was in the air before I reached the porch, pine, leather and… something deeper. Warmer. It pulled at something feral inside me. My wolf, the fool, stirred with a slow whine.

Don’t do this, I told him.

But he didn’t listen. He never had.

I knocked once.

The door opened almost immediately.

Edward stood there in jeans and a therma
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