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89. The Voice I Needed

Author: Cate_Mae
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Albert

The borrowed phone felt like a heavy stone in my hand. My palms were slick with sweat, the screen blurring as though it carried the weight of every choice I had run away from. My chest tightened with each passing second. I stared at the digits glowing on the screen, but my fingers trembled so badly I almost dropped the device.

I didn't know who to call.

Who was I supposed to call? Who would even want to hear my voice now? Who wouldn't judge?

The first number that came to mind was Emon’s. My thumb hovered over the keypad, the familiar string of digits whispering themselves in my mind like a cruel temptation. For a second, I even started to dial. My heart lurched, my body screamed at me to reach out, to grab hold of the one who had once been my anchor. My saviour.

But the thought made bile rise in my throat. I couldn’t. Not Emon. The truth tasted bitter on my tongue, but it was undeniable… whatever I had once felt for him wasn’t love. It never was. Gratitude, maybe. Familiarity.
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