"The captain you can't replace."how I wish I know who's the team captain? parang ngayon ko mas hinihiling na sana pala ay nakinig at nang hingi muna ako ng impormasiyon kay Asura bago mag bidabida ah."Blare? youre back!" Masiglang bati ni Finn. I ssmile at him before waving my hand. pasimpleng kinurot ko si Blare. she never mention anything about them. anong kagagahan to Blare?! "What are you doing here asura?" Masungin na tanong ni Lucifer. I shake my head."Still the same arrogant little devil.""Sadistic little dwarf are not allod here, Pheonix." I grimace. this fucking dicckhead. I glare at him which he return with his dark arrogant glaring eyes. "Both of you stop." Saway ni Finn. I use my two finger to act a if I'm watching him and turn my sweet eyes at Finn. "Hi pretty boy, it looks like I'll be part of the team." the room turned silent as they glance at each other. moment of silent passed by and finally, Asher speak for the first time. "We don't have a room for girls, Nix."
"Could it be?"I was walking with Blare when a hand suddenly tightly wrap around arm which caused for me to forcefully look at the culprit. I frown. "What do you want?" Inis na tanong ko. The devil's jaw clenched. "Alalang alala na ako karapatan na lang kulang." Sarkastiko ngunit matigas niyang bigkas. I clear my throat as the scenario of last week enter my mind.Oo. Hindi ko siya pinansin o nakausap man sa loob ng isang linggo. Eversince Blare came home, mas pinili kong maging busy sa mga kaibigan na meron ako.Tinangal ni Blare ang pag kaka lock ng mga braso namin and that made me to look at her confused. "Sige na, ako na mag bibigay ng karapatan sayo mag alala sa girlfriend mo." Sakrastiko niyang sabi bago ngumiti sa akin at kumaway. "Mauna na ako, love birds." Nauuyang inirapan ko siya at pinag masdan habang nag lalakad. Pero ang gaga ay may pahabol pang mga salita! "Ang daming arte ng mga tao ngayon! Mag bre-break din naman!"Mahinang tawa ni Lucifer ang pumukaw sa atensiyon ko.
"Just stop your cryingIt's a sign of the timesWelcome to the final showHope you're wearing your best clothes~"Tears. Maybe Mourge is clever enough to give me a drink named after my falling tears. "You can't bribe the door on your way to the skyYou look pretty good down hereBut you ain't really good...""Feeling much better?" Mourge ask after a long moment of silent. I hushed her and close my eyes as I gulp down her signature liquor.Sumenyas lang ako na bigyan pa niya ako ng panibagong shot habang dinadama ang pag kanta ni Blare. "If we never learn, we been here beforeWhy are we always stuck and running fromThe bullets?The bulletsWe never learn, we been here beforeWhy are we always stuck and running fromThe bullets?The bullets..."Bullets. The devil's word kept on ringing in my head as if it's a bullet that have been shot on my mind. Stuck and no one to do the surgery."Just stop your cryingIt's a sign of the timesWe gotta get away from hereWe gotta get away from her
"They are just misunderstood."Totoo ba'to? I can't help but to put on my bitch resting face as I saw an angel starring directly at me. "Oh? Tinitingin tingin mo?" Hindi siya sumagot. Instead, she run after someone---from my back. Nilingon ko siya to see her running after another kid with the same face as her. Ang pinag kaibahan lang nila ay masiyadong maamo ang mukha niya kumpara sa babaeng ngayon ay sinusundan niya."Akari! Ilang beses bang dapat sabihin sayo ni Mommy na bawal tayo pumunta sa yard ng nga Salvatore? Baka pagalitan kana ni Mommy niyan." Nag aalalang paalala nito sa kausap niya. Teka...bakit ako nandito? Epekto ba'to ng alak na pinainom sakin ni Mourge? Oh, scratch that. Ininom ko pala. "Ate saglit lang please?" May pa puppy eyes na tumingin sa batang Hairi ang si Akari. Umiling ako para bigyan ng warning ang batang Hairi na wag ma huhulog sa pa puppy eyes ng demonyita niyang kapatid.The little Hairi sigh. "Okay, pero ngayon na lang ulit ha?" I almost growl out of
"But here I am toasting a shot with the people who appreciate me."Bloodshot. Mas mabilis pa kay the flash ang pag dilat ng mata ko habang walang buhay na naka titig sa pamilyar na kisame. Anak ng butanding! Fuck! Kung gano kabilis ang pag dilat ko ay siya ring bilis ng pag pikit ko ulit. Tangina! Ang sakit ng ulo ko. Parang may paulit ulit na pumupukpok sakin.Pilit kong sinasariwa ang mga pangyayari kagabi. How did I end up in this room? I grimace as I saw webs. Kahit ang nga puting kumot na naka taklob sa mga gamit ay gumagawa ng usok sa aninag ng araw na nag mumula sa malaking bintana na maalikabok.Impit na bumaling ako ng pwesto na siya ding pinag sisihan ko habang uubo ubo. "Putangina~" Mukhang hindi na mauulit ang pag inom ko ng alak a!"Yow sleeping beastly your alive!" Sarkastikong bati ng pamilyar na boses. Idinilat ko ang mata ko only to confirm that one of my bitches is back."Mag se-setle down na ba kayo kaya nag babalikan kayo dito sa pinas?" Sakrastikong tanong ko na i
"I want you to know that it's our timeYou and me bleed the same lightI want you to know that I'm all yoursYou and me run the same course."Sembreak is fun when you're having the best night with your besties. I was smirking as we enter Midnight owl. Blinding lights are blinding my eyes while the loud music is getting me hyped! "I'm slippin' down a chain reactionAnd here I go here I go here I go goAnd once again I'm yours in fractionsIt takes me down pulls me down pulls...""Bitches! LET'S HAVE FUN TONIGHT!" Blare's excited voice echos in our ears as we start headin to the counter. We all order Midnight's hype liquor Blank space. I close my eyes as the hot Liquid line up in my throat down to my belly. Gosh! Siguro mas masahol ang tama ng alak na'to kaya Blank space ang pinangalan niya dito."Honey it's raining tonightBut storms always have an eye have an eyeTell me you're covered tonightOr tell me lies tell me lies liesI want you to know that it's our timeYou and me bleed th
"Cause you weren't mine to lose..."How I wish na sana hindi na lang kami bumangon. How I wish na sana we can be like this everyday. How I wish I can have him... A single tear escaped my eyes as I watch him peacefully sleep. He's like an angel resting in a peaceful day. Sinong mag aakala na ang lalaking may maamong mukha habang mahimbing na natutulog ay isang alagad ng kadiliman? Ang magaling sinasama pa ako sa impyerno. But I always find myself willingly taking his hands every time he wants to bring me in hell-- with him. Yes. Sa porgatoryo niya ako dinadala. But my soul tell me he's bringing me in heaven. Everytime we fuck.Dahan-dahang tinangal ko ang kamay niyang naka yakap sa akin bewang. I start dressing while silently picking my things. Grabe! Did he undress me and throw it all inside the room? Halos sobrang layo nang pag kakahiwalay ng mga gamit ko!Isang mabigat na bugtong hininga ang pinakawalan ko bago dahan-dahang pinihit ang door knob. I don't want to leave like this---bu
I don't want to believe what I just saw. baka naman may achievement silang nakuha? Knowing me, hindi naman ako achiever. Pero nakaka gago yung mga regalo at mga balloons na may nakalagay na " congratulations for being engage!" Si Akari ang unang naka pansin sa akin. "Ate! You came!" Masayang sabi niya bago tumayo at patakbo akong niyakap. Ang lakas niya maka agaw pansin. I look around to find everyone. From the Salvatore family, Devine family and those friends of Akari and of course, the taekwondo team. Bunitaw sa pag kakayakap si Akari habang masayang ngumiti at pinakita ang isang emerald ring. "Look! I'm engaged!" Parang sinusubukan ng panahon ang puso ko. Nanginginig ang matang tumingin ako sa gawi ni Lucifer.I want to cry the moment his cold black eyes met my dumbfounded eyes. I have so much questions that I want to ask---but no words made its way out of my mouth. I just keep my silent until my mother finally come to get her twin daughters."Look how you dress, Hairi." Mother m