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Alyssa’s Pov
As I screamed, I woke up again with sweat swimming down from every part of my body to my night wear.
“Oh, my goodness. It was just a dream.” I said under my breath, feeling so relieved.
It felt so real and that was really scary. My heart is still beating fast right now and I can’t help but feel goosebumps multiplying on my skin. I got down from my bed and walked out to the balcony where I enjoyed the fresh breeze caress my skin.
I didn’t know why my dream felt so real and scary, and why I had 2 dreams at once, but I felt too scared to go back to sleep because I didn’t know if I would fall back into another horrible dream.
I looked up at the clear sky and smiled lightly. It was somehow refreshing to stare at it.
“I hope my mates come to feel refreshed and happy one day, when looking at me.” I said, wishing for it to come through anytime soon.
My scar was a very big dilemma because they couldn’t do without mocking me whenever they see the scar, and it also made people not to be interested in mingling with me except for kind Anita.
Well, certainly, one day, my story will change.
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The next day, I got myself involved in so much work because I wanted to form a good rapport with the other maids, and also helped them in tasks that seemed a little difficult and annoying for them.
“Oh! Let me help you in that.” I offered to help one of the maids.
“Yeah, sure. I should have just called on you immediately. After all, you really look like someone who should be doing this kind of works that are dirty and can almost traumatize a person.” She said, and I could feel it in my bones that she was also referring to my scar even though she couldn’t see it.
I bent my head a little and helped her with the work and when I was done, I left without saying a word. I got to my room and washed up because I felt dirty especially because I had finished up a lot of work and had produced sweat from my body.
A knock came on my door after I was done freshening up and I went ahead to open it only to see Anita.
“Hey Anita.” I greeted her with a bright smile, then opened the door wide for her to come in.
As she walked in, she had her seat at the edge of the bed and I joined her.
“What’s wrong? You don’t look too happy.” I asked, out of concern.
“Well, I got to hear about how one of the maids spoke to you when you offered her your help. Yet, you still helped her. Also, you helped a lot of other maids and they don’t seem to appreciate you.” She complained in a low tone, but still remained respectful.
But I let out a deep sigh.
“I just wanted to be cool with them.”
“Not at the expense of your dignity, Alyssa. They aren’t worth it because they only see you as what you shouldn’t be seen as.”
“I understand. I’ll try my best not to do too much again. Thanks for the uh…”
“You don’t have to thank me. I’ll get back to work now.” She said with a smile, then walked out of my room.
I appreciated the fact that she was open to me and cared about my feelings too, but I just also didn’t prefer to hear how the other maids felt about me.
I laid on my bed and stared at the ceiling until my eyes became heavy and I fell asleep.
Later in the evening, I woke up and washed my face as I remembered I had an evening duty. With quick steps, I walked out of my room, through the hallway and down the stairs until I got to the kitchen.
In the kitchen, there was only one maid left and she just finished cooking.
“Alright, so you should serve the food into the plates and give it to the Alphas and the Luna.” She instructed me and I nodded.
With my head bowed, I served each food to each plate and when I was done, I placed them on trays which I carried one after the other and served them with everything they needed at the table.
“You should join us to eat, don’t you think?” Reece said, and I raised my head, although, ensured that my hair was still covering my scar.
“I don’t mind.” I answered with a slight smile, feeling happy that they still thought good of me.
Then Reece poured little of his food on the part of the table which was just across him.
“Alright, eat that.” He said and chuckled.
The others laughed, including Ingrid and my heart ached in pain at such. I reluctantly walked to the table and was about to pick up the grains of rice into my mouth when Ingrid swiped them away to the floor.
“I think you deserve to eat on the floor better.” She uttered with a wicked smile and Reece gave her a kiss on her cheek.
“How come I never thought of that, baby?” He said to her.
My heart hardened a little as I stared at the grains of rice on the floor. The more I stared at it, the blurrier my sight became due to the tears that gathered in my eyes. I sniffled and immediately cleaned my tears, then bent to start picking the grains of rice to eat.
Ingrid began to laugh at me and while it saddened me more, I just hoped to pack this I quickly and leave their sight. As soon as I was done, I had to grab some cleaning tools to wipe off the stain which was on the floor due to the food that was poured, and after doing that, I bowed before them.
“I shall take my leave.” I informed them, but as I turned around to leave, I heard Reynold groan in discomfort.
I raised my head only to see how his face was all puffed up and filled with sweat beads, then he immediately ran off.
What’s going on with him?
237Alyssas PovThe morning sun filtered through my window in warm streaks, casting golden shapes across the stone floor. For a moment, I just laid there in the silence, soaking in the softness of the sheets and the calm of the room. I could hear birds singing outside, and in the distance, the faint sound of someone sweeping the courtyard stones. It was peaceful, real, tangible peace, and I let myself enjoy it.Suddenly, a gentle knock on the door broke the stillness.“Come in,“I called, sitting up.One of the Moon Valley maids stepped in with a respectful bow. Breakfast is being served, Miss Alyssa. You and Sir Gary are expected in the dining hall.I thanked her, got dressed, and made my way through the quiet corridors to where Gary was already waiting. He smiled when he saw me and gave a small, approving nod.Sleep well?he asked.I nodded, unable to suppress a smile. I think I had the best nights sleep in weeks.He chuckled. It shows. But won’t that seem like you’re not having a nic
236Alyssa’s Pov(An hour later)The moment the tall stone gates of Moon Valley opened; a wave of relief flooded through me. I, Gary and the two guards had been riding in silence for the last hour, our horses slow and cautious as we followed the curve of the winding forest path after Moon Valley had provided us with horses.Though we hadn’t been discovered by the enemy pack members we spotted earlier, I couldn’t help but glance over my shoulder now and then. Even with Gary, the two guards at my side and the escorts, I felt uneasy like I was being watched by something unseen.But all of that melted away the instant we passed through the gates.The Moon Valley Packs compound was nothing like the Spring Packs. Instead of gray walls and cold, tense air, this place pulsed with life. Ivy hung in gentle loops over stone arches, and lanterns glowed like starlight in the branches of the surrounding trees. The guards who welcomed us wore warm expressions; stern, yes, but not unkind. They looked
235Alyssa’s PovEvening sunlight glowed through my curtains, casting warm, drowsy patterns on the wooden floor. I sat by the edge of my bed, absently brushing my fingers across the folds of the letter Alpha Desmond had handed me earlier. My heart still pulsed with a mixture of anxiety and curiosity. Moon Valley; the name alone was enough to stir unease in my chest.A gentle knock at the door pulled me from my thoughts.“Its open.” I called softly.Mira stepped inside, a small smile tugging at her lips. Her brown curls were tied up loosely, and she held a basket of snacks, probably her way of distracting me from overthinking.“Hey” she said, her voice light. I thought I should check in. You seemed kind of off during lunch. What’s going on?I hesitated for a second before patting the space beside me on the bed. “I’m leaving tomorrow,” I said quietly. “Alpha Desmond asked me to go to Moon Valley on his behalf, to sign an alliance contract.”Her eyes widened. “You? You’re going to anothe
234Alyssa’s PovThe soft knock on my door woke me from sleep. It wasn’t sudden, though. But the fact that the knock was consistent, it echoed in my sleep and that finally woke me.I blinked, still half lost in the warm cocoon of my blanket and the haze of a light nap I didnt remember slipping into. I sat up slowly, brushing strands of hair from my face as another knock followed, a little firmer this time.“Yes?” I called out, my voice hoarse from sleep.The door creaked open slightly, and one of the maids stepped in, her hands clasped neatly in front of her.“Alpha Desmond requests your presence in his study,” she said politely, her gaze flickering once to meet mine before quickly lowering again.I nodded and thanked her, trying to push away the last of the drowsiness as I rose from the bed. My heart was beating nervously at that moment. Could it be the task he told me he might call me back for?Ugh. The morning’s conversation already felt like a heavy stone lodged in my chest, espec
233Alyssa’s POVThe next morning came faster than I expected. I woke up feeling a little groggy, my body still heavy from the strange dream I had. My mother’s voice still echoed in my head, soft and comforting, like a lullaby I didn’t want to forget. I didn’t want to get up, but I knew I had things to do, so I pulled myself out of bed, washed my face, and got ready.Not long after I finished dressing, someone knocked on my door. I glanced towards that direction and then walked towards the door and opened it only to see one of the guards standing outside.“Alpha Desmond asked to see you in his study.”My heart skipped a little.“Alright, thanks.” I nodded quickly, stepped out of my room and followed the hallway down toward his wing.When I stepped into his study, Alpha Desmond was standing near the window, hands behind his back, looking outside at the training grounds below. But he turned when he heard me come in.“Alyssa,” he said, giving a small smile. “Come in, and have your seat.”
232Alyssa’s POVFor a while, I tried not to act so cowardly. I stood stiffly on one spot,, trying to keep my breathing steady and my heart calm. Every sound in the forest, the rustling of leaves, the distant chirp of birds felt amplified in my ears. I kept telling myself that it was probably just my nerves playing tricks on me again. No one was there. Nothing was lurking, I was completely safe.Why would it be only me feeling that way? After all, Mira and her crush back there aren’t feeling weird about anything. I really didn’t want to be the girl who panicked at shadows, not anymore.“Come on, you’re safe, Alyssa.” I said to myself.So I forced myself to stay calm, to breathe through the fear and let the tension in my shoulders ease. And after a while, it worked. The eerie sensation of being watched gradually faded, and the heaviness in my chest lifted. There was no feeling of danger, just silence and the lingering scent of pine and wildflowers.Relief washed over me like a gentle t