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Alyssa’s Pov
As I screamed, I woke up again with sweat swimming down from every part of my body to my night wear.
“Oh, my goodness. It was just a dream.” I said under my breath, feeling so relieved.
It felt so real and that was really scary. My heart is still beating fast right now and I can’t help but feel goosebumps multiplying on my skin. I got down from my bed and walked out to the balcony where I enjoyed the fresh breeze caress my skin.
I didn’t know why my dream felt so real and scary, and why I had 2 dreams at once, but I felt too scared to go back to sleep because I didn’t know if I would fall back into another horrible dream.
I looked up at the clear sky and smiled lightly. It was somehow refreshing to stare at it.
“I hope my mates come to feel refreshed and happy one day, when looking at me.” I said, wishing for it to come through anytime soon.
My scar was a very big dilemma because they couldn’t do without mocking me whenever they see the scar, and it also made people not to be interested in mingling with me except for kind Anita.
Well, certainly, one day, my story will change.
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The next day, I got myself involved in so much work because I wanted to form a good rapport with the other maids, and also helped them in tasks that seemed a little difficult and annoying for them.
“Oh! Let me help you in that.” I offered to help one of the maids.
“Yeah, sure. I should have just called on you immediately. After all, you really look like someone who should be doing this kind of works that are dirty and can almost traumatize a person.” She said, and I could feel it in my bones that she was also referring to my scar even though she couldn’t see it.
I bent my head a little and helped her with the work and when I was done, I left without saying a word. I got to my room and washed up because I felt dirty especially because I had finished up a lot of work and had produced sweat from my body.
A knock came on my door after I was done freshening up and I went ahead to open it only to see Anita.
“Hey Anita.” I greeted her with a bright smile, then opened the door wide for her to come in.
As she walked in, she had her seat at the edge of the bed and I joined her.
“What’s wrong? You don’t look too happy.” I asked, out of concern.
“Well, I got to hear about how one of the maids spoke to you when you offered her your help. Yet, you still helped her. Also, you helped a lot of other maids and they don’t seem to appreciate you.” She complained in a low tone, but still remained respectful.
But I let out a deep sigh.
“I just wanted to be cool with them.”
“Not at the expense of your dignity, Alyssa. They aren’t worth it because they only see you as what you shouldn’t be seen as.”
“I understand. I’ll try my best not to do too much again. Thanks for the uh…”
“You don’t have to thank me. I’ll get back to work now.” She said with a smile, then walked out of my room.
I appreciated the fact that she was open to me and cared about my feelings too, but I just also didn’t prefer to hear how the other maids felt about me.
I laid on my bed and stared at the ceiling until my eyes became heavy and I fell asleep.
Later in the evening, I woke up and washed my face as I remembered I had an evening duty. With quick steps, I walked out of my room, through the hallway and down the stairs until I got to the kitchen.
In the kitchen, there was only one maid left and she just finished cooking.
“Alright, so you should serve the food into the plates and give it to the Alphas and the Luna.” She instructed me and I nodded.
With my head bowed, I served each food to each plate and when I was done, I placed them on trays which I carried one after the other and served them with everything they needed at the table.
“You should join us to eat, don’t you think?” Reece said, and I raised my head, although, ensured that my hair was still covering my scar.
“I don’t mind.” I answered with a slight smile, feeling happy that they still thought good of me.
Then Reece poured little of his food on the part of the table which was just across him.
“Alright, eat that.” He said and chuckled.
The others laughed, including Ingrid and my heart ached in pain at such. I reluctantly walked to the table and was about to pick up the grains of rice into my mouth when Ingrid swiped them away to the floor.
“I think you deserve to eat on the floor better.” She uttered with a wicked smile and Reece gave her a kiss on her cheek.
“How come I never thought of that, baby?” He said to her.
My heart hardened a little as I stared at the grains of rice on the floor. The more I stared at it, the blurrier my sight became due to the tears that gathered in my eyes. I sniffled and immediately cleaned my tears, then bent to start picking the grains of rice to eat.
Ingrid began to laugh at me and while it saddened me more, I just hoped to pack this I quickly and leave their sight. As soon as I was done, I had to grab some cleaning tools to wipe off the stain which was on the floor due to the food that was poured, and after doing that, I bowed before them.
“I shall take my leave.” I informed them, but as I turned around to leave, I heard Reynold groan in discomfort.
I raised my head only to see how his face was all puffed up and filled with sweat beads, then he immediately ran off.
What’s going on with him?
185Alpha Dorris’ PovI stayed there for a long time not because I was trying to stall or give my men the impression that I was giving them a hot chase but because I was suddenly struck by guilt.The fact that the people who killed my guards went scot-free hit me hard. Who would dare to kill my men? How could they have been killed and I hadn’t been able to get revenge on them?Their sudden death struck me hard but who would believe me, an Alpha who killed his subjects for no reason and wasn’t showing signs of being apologetic.They would all think I didn’t care, but deep down I did. It was just the recent events that ruined me, and at that moment, the forest was healing with its gentle breeze, dancing leaves, and different sounds from different creatures, and I sat there for a while, getting a hold of myself slowly, and then I had returned to the Palace.“Where have you been, Dorris?” My mother asked with a little anger in her voice as soon as she saw me, but I understood that it was
184Alpha Dorris’PovI had slept until the early hours of the morning in my mother’s comforting hands, basking in her comfort like it was the antidote I needed to make everything fine.She stayed there patting me gently and not leaving me because she didn’t want me to wake to my misery. I slept peacefully and soundlessly but knew when she laid me gently on the bed, and raised my legs to rest on it. She pulled the covers on me and tucked me in like I was a kid, and I slept further.I woke in the afternoon, and stared at the rays of sun spilling in through the windows. A week ago, I had stared at those same rays and smiled because things had been well with Tara and it had all been thrilling to wake up knowing that I was going to see her.A sigh escaped me so early in the morning, and I called for my maid who rushed in with fear. Ever since that day when I had gone on a killing spree, they had all been so unnatural around me. They had been restless and jumpy, being tense and alert like I
183Tara’s Pov(Years ago)To be honest, things got better after Alpha Dorris’ visit. It felt good to know that he was dealing with his own pain, and was regretting his decisions because I had made up my mind that I wasn’t going back to him or the Palace no matter what happened.Alpha Dorris had done too much. Everyone had their limits and their boundaries, and Alpha Dorris had crossed mine. He had thrown me out ruthlessly, and all the shame had been for me.He had had none of it so I was fine with him being that way. The news of him murdering people made my heart harden more against him. I didn’t want to see him, nor did I want to think of him.As I washed the dishes in my little kitchen, I heard a little knock and my heart jumped. For some insane reason, I wished it was Alpha Dorris who had returned, but maybe that was just a part of me who wished that because the other part didn’t want him to return. The other part didn’t want to see him at all.I wiped my wet hands upon the apron
182Alpha Dorris’ PovThe words that had left my heart torn into two had been Tara telling me that she hated me. I didn’t know what I was to make of myself when she had told me those words with so much passion. The look in those eyes of hers made me wonder how she had come to despise me and how quicky it had happened too.About two weeks ago, we were the happiest couples in the Kingdom. How could we have become like this? I could have dragged her all the way to the Palace even with those words, but her tears had stopped me.I had made her cry yet again. Ever since I had known Tara, I had always been squeezing out tears from her eyes, and the last time I had seen them which was a week ago when the big fight happened, the look in her eyes as she cried had haunted me for days, and again tonight, she had shed more haunting tears that made me want to chastise myself.Tara had hurt my feelings. I had thought it would be easy to reach out to her, but it wasn’t.She had thought she wasn’t imp
181Alyssa’s Pov“Why did you pause? What happened next?” I asked, curiosity burning inside of me.“That’s because we can’t use the whole day to tell my story. At least, not yet. I’ll like to have some rest as I’m really exhausted right now.”As much as I really wanted to hear her story till the end, I understood that she had to sleep and get her energy back.“Alright, it’s fine. Maybe in the evening or some time tomorrow.”“Yeah, sure.” Tara replied, then rose to her feet and walked towards the door, then she left.Although, I could sense a little gloominess from her and that was probably because she was telling a story that probably ended sadly as she is no longer with that Alpha.Tara’s PovIt was quite a lot having to tell Alyssa my story, but just because I wanted to cheer her up and also let her know that no situation lasts forever, and who knew, she could find herself somewhere else apart from this pack, being showered with love and attention.As I got to my room, I walked slow
180Tara’s Pov“Are you okay?” Alpha Dorris asked, noticing the tight look on my face and my head whipped towards him.“Yeah. Yes, I’m fine. Do I look pale or something?” I asked, picking up a strawberry from the tray of fruits next to me.“No. You look beautiful.” He told me and I smiled as I popped the strawberry into my mouth. The strawberry was juicy and I felt better as its sweet taste traveled down my throat.I looked back to where Mia had been only to find that shaSurely she couldn’t try poisoning the Alpha and his Luna could she? There was no way she could do that.The night wore on and after about two hours of eating, I already felt like my corset was trying to squeeze the life out of me. When everyone had talked and laughed, they resumed dancing and doing different things. Jokers did tricks for I, and Alpha Dorris. Tricks that made Alpha Dorris crane his neck from his seat, trying to see better, tricks that made me laugh out in disbelief, trying to figure out how they had d