Mag-log inElias.
The energy between us was thick with anticipation. I walked slowly, with steady steps. My heart thumped in my chest. Excitement, fear, nervousness….
“You know how the rooms are divided?”
He nods.
“Ill need you to take the lead here.”
He steps forward and moves to the left. The couples segment. The right was for orgies and gangbangs. All rooms were ever opened unless they were occupied. That was clearly indicated by the red and green sign on the door.
“I believe you have something in mind you are expecting.” I say immediately we stepped in our room.
“Arent you the Dom. Aren't you supposed to figure it out.” my eyes meet his, a flash of mischief dances in his eyes.
“You know….” I wrap my finger on the hem of his jeans at the waist and pull him close. “I didn't take you for a brat.”
He smirks.“What,you expected me to shut up and take it like a good boy?”
“I was expecting just that but since you want to play games,I have to make you good. Fuck that brat out of you.”
His body shivers. “I bet you'll love that. You'll be a good boy for me.”
“If you make me….”
I nibble on his ear. “You bet you sweet ass I will.” I whisper. “But before that.” I take a step back. “Consent.”
He snorts. “I followed you here didn't I?"
“Yes you did. That's not enough though you need to agree to what we're going to do. I need you to fully consent.”
He places his palm across his chest. “I, a fully grown adult who willingly followed a younger guy to a den in a club, gave my full consent to be used however he sees fit.”
“Smart. Next, your limits. Both soft and hard.”
“Yes to bondage, impact play, breeding, choking, temperature play those are my spft limits. I want nothing to do with blood or electricity or bodily fluids. You can play with anything else in between.”
I nod in understanding. “We are going to need a safeword.”
‘Marshmellow.”
“Marshmellow, I repeat thoughtfully. “thats your safe word?”
He nods.
“Words,boy.”
“Yes sir,”
“Good. one for slowing down?”
“That won't be necessary.”
“Okay. Now tell me…” I step into his space. “...What do you want to experience tonight?”
“All this talking is really killing the mood.”
I stopped just a few inches from him, my eyes fixated on him.
“Give it another go.” I offer firmly,
“I don't want to be in charge.” he says in frustration. “For once I don't want to be the one in control. Take it all,sir.” he finishes the last words while bowing his head.
“Stip.” I ordered.
He lets out a shaky breath and surprisingly he doesn't fight me on that one.
I watched as his fingers worked on the buttons of his shirt,his eyes fixated on the ground.
“Eyes on me.” I commanded as his fingers moved to his pants. He lets out a breath before lifting his gaze to mine.
Slowly, he unbuckled his belt and pulled it down. As he unzipped his pants i asked him to leave his briefs on.
He pauses.
“Talk to me.”
“I don't have my briefs on,sir.”
“Commando?”
He shakes his head.
“Use your words.”
“Im wearing panties.” Before I speak he starts rumbling. “ They're more comfortable and I have lots of briefs. It's only that….”
“Hey,hey,hey.” he stops. “Im not judging you and you dont have to explain anything to anyone, especially not me.”
He bites on his lower lips.
“Take the jeans off and leave your panties on.”
He nods and completes the order.
“Now, kneel."I ordered.
He swiftly drops to his knees and claps both hands behind his back. I walk behind him and place a firm hand on his shoulder.
“If you want us to stop you'll say marshmallow.”
“I know how safe words work!” he snaps.
“I'm sure you do. And im sure you also know what that attitude finally gets you.” He doesn't reply to that but his body tenses up.
I move to the cabinet and take out our toys for the night. My mind paced quickly,mapping out our scene for the night. He needed to fly and I had to make sure he achieved that. Bondage,impact play,temperature play….i recall his soft limits.While laying them out slowly, his voice fills the room. “Are we going to start or what?”
I smile. “Patience gets you rewarded, now shut up before you get yourself a punishment.”
I walk back to him and wrap the silk blindfold around his eyes before slowly stroking his hair.
“How are you feeling?”
“Pretty nervous.”
“Why is that?”
“God,you talk so much.” I tighten my grip on his hair and lift his head. “Because I don't know what's going to happen. Without me seeing anything its-its hard to anticipate anything.”
I hum in response. “Anticipation helps in planning. I don't want you planning anything. You just have to relax and I will take care of everything. Your only job is to relax. All I need is your trust.”
“I trust you,sir.”
I smile. “Thank you for that. Now,” I hold his hand and place it on my thigh.
“Tap me three times if you need me to stop.”
"Elias.""I'm Julian," he said, offering a welcoming smile. "It's nice to meet you."I turn to Leon, who offers him a tight-lipped smile.“Elias. It's great to see you. I didn't think you'd show up.”“I'm the one who reached out first. Why wouldn't I show up? Also, I'm desperate.” My mind wanders back to William. “Very desperate.”He offers a warm smile. “You are interested in the theory part of it.”“Yes. I know my way around the…” I think of ways to describe my expertise with ropes, paddles, and other tools. “...practical side.”He chuckles. “Good.”He then gestured toward a pair of leather armchairs set near a towering mahogany bookcase."Come sit, Elias," Julian said.I let out a heavy breath and move to where he had ushered.Julian settled opposite me, resting his forearms on his knees, studying my face."You mentioned the practical side is your comfort zone. I'm not surprised. The physical side of submission is easy. Like stepping aside and letting someone pass or holding your t
Elias"But I want to help him," I said, continuing to throw the ball against the wall."Stop doing that. You'll break something again," Leon said.Ever since that night at Arthur's place, my dear William had put even more distance between us. I hated it. I hated his brother, and don't even get me started on Arthur himself."That isn't part of your job description," Leon offered.I let out a low groan and rolled onto my stomach. "I need to help him.""Why? Because you think he'll like you more? Here's the news,petty boy,it won't work out like that. He'll probably just give you a lecture about butting into his business.""He can be stubborn, but that doesn't mean he…""No, no, no," he cut in. "You are not going to do anything. You don't know what kind of family feud you'd be dragging yourself into, and as you know, those things are never pretty."I sighed, his little lecture getting on my nerves.He laughed. "You're angry. That's why you're quiet. But think about it, there's nothing you
Elias“If you don't want to tell me, just say so,” I snapped, crossing my arms and glaring at the counter. “No need to exchange secret looks like that. Geez.”"Elias," William called sternly. "Drop the attitude.""I'm not having an attitude," I muttered, though I didn't look at him. "I'm just pointing out that I cleared your entire afternoon, handled your work, and drove across the city, only to find you having a cozy little nap while your ex treats me like a stray dog."Arthur let out a soft chuckle from the stove, setting down his spoon. "I treat stray dogs much better than I treat you, Elias. And also, you get paid to do that. Except the last part, you should have saved on the gas""Arthur, stop poking him," William sighed, resting his forehead in his hand. He turned his head slightly to look at me. "Barret went to Arthur's eastern office as you already know. He was asking questions about my personal life. He's looking for proof that... that my marriage to your mother isn't what it
EliasI was feeling a lot of different emotions, but happiness was definitely not one of them.It had been more than seven hours since William left the office. He hadn't picked up my calls, and he hadn't returned a single text message. For some unknown reason, I was beyond furious.An hour past the end of the workday, I marched straight to Arthur’s apartment building because I knew that was his initial destination. If I found William there, I’d be twice as mad and I actively refused to ask myself why I even cared that much.I rang the doorbell and stood in the hallway, forcing myself to stop tapping my foot against the floor.The door opened a few minutes later. No, exactly seven minutes later.“I know you were watching me through the peephole and you enjoyed keeping me waiting,” I snapped the second Arthur opened the door.He smiled, looking too relaxed. “Good to see you again… um…”“Elias. And I know you remember that,” I snapped, brushing right past his shoulder and walking into th
WilliamI was at Arthur’s apartment. He was pouring a drink, completely unbothered by the fact that I was actively spiraling into a panic attack.“So you can come to my place,” he said as he finished pouring. I didn't say anything. He poured a second glass, came around the kitchen island, and offered it to me.“I can’t drink. I need to go back to the office. I still have work.”He raised an eyebrow, stretching his hand out even further. I let out a heavy sigh and took the glass.“Is this how you always receive your guests?” I asked, my eyes scanning from his white shirt down to his legs, where he was wearing nothing but a pair of briefs.“I wasn’t expecting company,” he said with a chuckle, leading the way over to the seating area.I waited for him to get comfortable before sitting on the exact opposite end of the sofa. He laughed at my defensiveness but made no attempt to move any closer.“What did Barret do?” I demanded.“Tsk, tsk, tsk. Can’t you even ask how I’m doing? That’s very
EliasTwo weeks. That was how long I’d been working with William. We attended meetings, I brought him coffee, I ran him through his day, and he absolutely refused to tell me a single thing about the moments we didn't spend together.Two weeks without a single problem.Until his brother, Barret, came back to work, of course.William let out an irritated sigh the moment Barret walked through the door. “You are supposed to go straight to your own office or HR, Barret. Not come to mine.”“I already cleared everything with HR,” Barret said, flashing a smug smile. “Our departments work hand in hand, so I thought I’d stop by for a quick brief.”“Go get that from your own assistant.”Barret’s head turned slowly to where I was standing by the door.“I’m not your assistant, so I’m not briefing you,” I said before he could even open his mouth.He snorted. “I wouldn’t want a brief from you anyway. You’re sloppy and…”“Elias is good at his job,” William cut in. “If he needed any judgment, I’d be t
ElliasI sat in the very last row, the mahogany bench feeling like a church pew at a funeral I wasn’t allowed to mourn. All my muscles were tense. A part of me was thrilled my mother was walking into this. Another part was scared because the man will be around every single day.I could successfully
Ellias3 months laterSharp, rhythmic rapping against my bedroom door dragged me out of a dreamless, heavy sleep."Elias. Wake up. The first of the town cars are pulling into the drive."My mother’s voice was as crisp as the morning air, devoid of the tremor I’d been carrying in my own voice for nin
ElliasAfter he'd drunk up and I had us cleaned up, I got in the covers next to him.He quickly shifted to the other side of the bed and stared at me with a skeptical look on his face. “What are you doing?”“Aftercare. I was going to hold you.”“Cuddle me?” he asked, cocking his head.“Yes.” “Uh-uh
WilliamHe took the blindfold off and I blinked even though the room was dimly lit. Did he say three? Was he crazy? I wasn't sure how I had survived the last one but I had no energy to fight him so I just laid there."Do you have any idea how beautiful you look right now?"I've never been self co







