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JACK'S POV

The music reached me as a distant pulse through the dressing room walls, muffled enough that it sounded more like a heartbeat than a crowd. Every now and then, a louder cheer slipped through before fading again, reminding me that the club was already filling up.

I leaned back against the couch in front of the mirror, already dressed for tonight's performance, my red mask resting comfortably against my face. The dressing room lights reflected off the crimson fabric, making everything
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  • PAY TO BREAK ME   GENTLE KISS

    JACK'S POVHe didn't stop. The door opened. He rushed out and the door slammed shut behind him."Damn it..."I sat there for one second, listening. Even through the walls, I could still hear shouting from the club.My chest tightened.What if he gets hurt?What if…I couldn't stay here. Not while Aaron was out there.Ignoring the pain shooting through my back, I pushed myself to my feet.A sharp groan escaped me. "Fuck."One hand instinctively pressed against my lower back as I staggered toward the door.I had barely reached it when it suddenly swung open.Aaron rushed inside first. Right behind him was Maya.She carried an ice pack in one hand and a first-aid kit in the other.Relief hit me so hard that my knees almost gave out.Aaron was okay.My eyes swept over him immediately without thinking. His face, his arms, his clothes...No blood. No bruises. Nothing.Thank God."Fuck..." Aaron breathed the moment he saw me standing. His face twisted instantly. "Sit down."He reached me in

  • PAY TO BREAK ME   INJURED

    JACK'S POVThe words hung in the room for a while. Then, I let out a tired laugh and scrubbed both hands over my face.I just had to hope he hadn't spend the rest of the day thinking I was some obsessed stalker.A sharp knock sounded against the dressing room door.Three quick taps.I straightened immediately.”Come in.”The door opened a crack before Maya peeked her head inside.She looked at me for a second before giving a small nod."It's time."I glanced at my reflection one last time, then slowly rose to my feet. "Okay.”I slipped my phone into a drawer and straightened the red mask over my face.When I looked back up, Jay was staring at me from the mirror.No more Jack.I drew in one slow breath. Then I followed Maya out of the dressing room.The moment we stepped into the hallway, the music became louder.The bass rolled through the walls, vibrating beneath my feet with every beat. Mixed with it were whistles, cheers, laughter, and the familiar noise of people enjoying themselve

  • PAY TO BREAK ME   THOUGHTS

    JACK'S POVThe music reached me as a distant pulse through the dressing room walls, muffled enough that it sounded more like a heartbeat than a crowd. Every now and then, a louder cheer slipped through before fading again, reminding me that the club was already filling up.I leaned back against the couch in front of the mirror, already dressed for tonight's performance, my red mask resting comfortably against my face. The dressing room lights reflected off the crimson fabric, making everything around me feel warm.I looked down a my phone screen for what felt like the umpteenth time since I got here.Aaron had booked.A stupid grin spread across my face before I could stop it."You're hopeless," I muttered to my own reflection.Maybe I was.In less than an hour, he would walk through those doors looking for Jay again, completely unaware that the man he kept choosing over and over was the same person he had spent the entire day trying to avoid but couldn't.The irony would've been funn

  • PAY TO BREAK ME   LIES

    AARON'S POVFor a few seconds, I couldn't move.I simply sat there, staring at the familiar gate in front of me while my mind struggled to catch up with what had just happened.This...This was my house.It wasn't just my street or neighborhood.My house.My fingers slowly loosened around Jack's waist before I pulled them away completely. My heartbeat was so loud that I could barely hear anything else.How?I climbed off the motorcycle on shaky legs, almost stumbling when my feet touched the ground. Jack remained seated, one hand resting on the handlebar while the engine idled beneath him.I reached up with slightly trembling hands and unclipped the helmet. The cool evening air brushed against my face as I lifted it off.For a moment, I simply held it.Then I remembered. "Oh..."I stepped closer and held it out to him. "Your helmet."Jack took it without a word and hooked it onto the handlebar.I swallowed.The question had been clawing at me ever since we turned into my street and I

  • PAY TO BREAK ME   KNOWN ADDRESS

    AARON'S POVJack's thumb brushed lightly across the back of my hand as he turned it over again, his brows pulled together in a frown."Where?" he repeated, looking from my fingers to my palm. "Show me."I couldn't answer. It wasn't because the tea had burned me.It was because my brain had completely stopped working.His fingers were warm, and his touch was gentle, almost like he didn't want to hurt me.My stomach flipped."I..." My voice came out embarrassingly soft. "It didn't..."Jack looked up immediately. "What?""It..." I swallowed. "It didn't touch me."For a second, he simply stared at me. Then his eyes dropped back to my hand as though he needed to confirm it himself.He checked my fingers one more time before finally letting out a quiet breath. "It didn't?"I slowly shook my head.Silence.Jack didn't release my wrist immediately. His shoulders visibly relaxed, as if someone had taken a weight off them.Only then did he loosen his grip."Okay.” It was just a word but it cam

  • PAY TO BREAK ME   TEA SHOP

    AARON'S POVI stared at him, completely speechless.The jacket still rested over my shoulders, warm from his body, and for a second I forgot the rain, the cold, and everything else around us."You'll get cold." The words slipped out before I could stop them.Jack looked at me for a brief moment, rainwater dripping from the ends of his hair. "I'm fine."His answer was flat like it wasn't even something worth discussing.Before I could argue again, he leaned back against one of the metal support beams beneath the shelter, shoved both hands into the pockets of his jeans, and looked out at the rain.That was it. He wasn't taking it back.I lowered my eyes to the jacket wrapped around me.It smelled like leather mixed with a clean scent.My cheeks warmed despite the cold.The rain continued crashing onto the roof above us, filling the silence with a steady rhythm.Neither of us spoke.A couple stood near the opposite end of the shelter, laughing as they watched cars splash through puddles.

  • PAY TO BREAK ME   A RED ROOM I

    (Jack’s Pov)Thumping jazz music floated through the room, creating a sensual ambience that went very well with the alcohol coursing through my veins, making me pleasantly tipsy.It was cool enough that my nipples would pebble if it weren't for the rhinestone nipple covers but not cold enough that

  • PAY TO BREAK ME   NEON SIGNS

    (Aaron’s POV)“What are we doing here?” I asked, looking at the building like it was a maximum security prison. The green neon sign of what we're obviously two women rubbing on themselves winked at us and I quickly looked away.To Kyle's credit, he did look sheepish and slightly embarrassed. He sh

  • PAY TO BREAK ME   BIRTHDAY SURPRISE

    (Aaron's Pov)I had been washed clean of all the self-righteous, audacious ideas. “Nothing,” I screamed out immediately. “Nothing, Jack!”“That's right,” he said, his voice smug but I didn't care. I had just had enough.He let go of my head, letting my body drop fully to the wet floor. A moment lat

  • PAY TO BREAK ME   FRICTION

    (Aaron's Pov)Desperately, my sword found her left side, and I stabbed her, with only a few seconds left on the clock.Yes!A small smattering of enthusiastic applause and even a cheer echoed through the room as our Coach, and referee, called out a point for me.I took off my head gear, grinning. M

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