Chapter Twenty

ELLA.

I am not so sure this was a good idea anymore as i sit across from Jordan . I don't remember the last time I was this nervous, he hasn't said a word since I got here. Only Jeremy spoke to me before he excused himself and left. I figured at some point Jordan was going to have to talk but it's been a while and he hasn't said even a word. "So what brings you by Ella?" he finally asks me, disrupting my thoughts.

"well, I thought we should talk about everything," i say nervously "I thought three days might have been enough for you to process things"

"What exactly is there to process?" he asks almost immediately now furious

"The baby news ofcourse, i know it might not be easy to think of having another baby when you lost another way not less than a year ago." I say trying to remain calm and take his feelings into consideration "believe me this is also not how I planned on having my second child"

"Oh really, what was the plan then Ella, do tell me"

"Jordan none of this was planned, but