~ ALISTAIR ~
“Ali, did you see the message sent to the main group?” Ray asks as we walk to the field, side by side. I chew the insides of my mouth as I grip my bag tighter. “Umm no, what's it about?” His eyes dart around us at the people passing and he lowers his head, peering up at me as we continue walking. “People are here.” He says in a hushed tone and tilts his chin to my phone which was in my hand. “Be fast and check.” I glance at my phone's screen, the message notification glaring at me. My thumb hovers over it, but the words are already starting to blur together letters shifting before my eyes. Fuck. Not now. Not here. Shaking my head, I drop my hand. “I will check it later. I'm not wearing my glasses.” I lied. “You can tell me when we reach the locker room.” “Well…” He shrugs casually as we continue walking. I have a secret. One that I can't afford other people knowing so as not to tarnish the Morano name. Father's words not mine. I adjust my sunglasses as we finally cross the school's field to the locker room where others were already preparing for practice. The moment my eyes land on him, I grit my teeth in anger. The latest addition to my already existing banes. Calvin fucking Rutledge. He leans against the door frame that leads to the locker room, his gaze on a book. “Your new babe is already waiting.” Ray teases as we step over the threshold. “I love pussy. Fuck you.” I cursed him before passing him my backpack and pulling my sunglasses from my eyes. Then I match forward, ready to walk past Rutledge. But I didn't get to make it in as he grips my arm, pulling me back. He smiles at me, the fake easygoing one, different from the smirk and chuckles from the past few days. “Where are you going?” He asks, his voice dangerously low. I yank my arm away from his scorching grip and follow Ray who'd entered the locker room. “Where does it look like I'm going?” He dips the book in his backpack and hurries after me before crossing me and standing before me, blocking my way. My eyes dart to the huge wall clock ticking away. “You better not interfere with my practice, Rutledge. If we lose the match next month, I'm going to break your fucking nose and watch you bleed.” I growl. “Complete the group project and you can do whatever you want. You've only come for one session in which you did nothing except watch a movie like a dumb kid.” I clench my fist at my sides. He doesn't know, he can't know. But my throat tightens anyway. “To hell with the project.” I say as I take a step closer to him. The corridor was empty, everyone had already gone to get dressed. He didn't back off or flinch until I'm standing toe to toe with him. “Or, are you afraid I will ruin your perfect record?” He chuckles and glances sideways. Then, he turns to me, his pale blue eyes meeting my eyes. “The group project is meant to be collaborative. You have no excuse to back out.” I step back. “Watch me.” He folds his arm across his chest and tilts his head, his curly hair covering his forehead. “You really don't give a shit about this project, do you?” He chuckles, shaking his head. “Guess it doesn't matter since you've got daddy's money to fall back on.” My jaw tightens. He leans in, a little space between us. “Shame professor Wilson doesn't give a fuck about your last name anymore. Didn't he say daddy's money won't save you?” He smirks. “We'll see if you are worth anything without it.” He leans back. “ Time to visit prof—” My fist is moving before I can stop it. It lands on his fucking chin, jerking his head to the side. I huff and pant, my knuckles throbbing at my side, my eyes on his face while I hold myself back from outrightly attacking him again. No one gets to speak to me like that in this school. I've already had enough at home. Not here again! I smirk when my eyes land on the blood from his busted lip. That infuriating smirk lifts his lips again as he casually wipes the blood from his busted lip and brings it to his face. Then, he pops his finger in his mouth, his tongue peeks out to lick the blood before he sucks on it - just for a second, just long enough for heat to coil in my gut in a way I don't fucking like. Then with a soft pop, he pulls free before his eyes meet mine. “I'm going to get a new partner.” He says, I think completing what he wanted to say. I hiss and storm off, half expecting him to hold me back so I can strike him again. Fuck him!~ CALVIN ~Alistair Morano has changed.That much is clear.After the outdoor gym… after the night I thought he’d avoid me, ghost me, pretend like nothing ever happened again, he didn’t.Which was weird.Because that’s exactly what he did the first time I touched him. In class. Then at the club All that tension and heat and whatever the hell that was—he shut it down like a switch and carried on like he probably wasn’t unraveling inside.But now?It’s like he’s the one who flipped the switch.We’ve been stuck in each other’s orbit ever since. Two days in now and the bastard hasn’t left my side. Not in class, not during project sessions, not even when lecturers threw us together for reasons best known to them.Not that I’m complaining. But it’s… a lot.He doesn’t say much. Still has that heavy air around him like the world’s pressing too hard on his ribs.But he tries. Like, actual effort. On the group project. On coaching sessions. On… me.That’s the strange part.It’s like he wants t
~ ALISTAIR ~I feel… weirdly calm.Not in the peaceful, zen kind of way. More like the numb kind. Like the part of me that’s usually screaming has finally shut up for a second, and now the silence is somehow louder.The mansion is cold when I step inside. Lights too white. Marble too clean. I walk in without a word, don’t even glance toward the lounge where I know he’s probably sitting with a drink and disappointment.He doesn’t say anything either.Good.I’m not sure what I’d do if he did. Maybe throw something or crumble.Instead, I take the stairs two at a time and head straight for my room. My hoodie still smells like sweat and regret and him, and my mouth still feels like him.God, Calvin.I touch my lips before I even realize I’m doing it, then yank my hand away like I caught fire. Which is ironic, because that’s what it felt like a couple hours ago—burning from the inside out.He touched me like I mattered.Held me like I wasn’t too much.And I let him.I don’t even know what t
~ CALVIN ~ His voice is soft. Too soft. Like he'll back out any moment from now. I don’t move. For a second, I just stare at him—at the sheen of sweat across his jaw, the unspoken ache in his eyes, the way his lips part like he’s bracing for rejection but hoping I’ll be cruel enough to give in. “Alistair…” I whisper, my voice too hoarse, too tender. No, I don't do tender. “I need…” he begins, then stops himself. Swallows. Looks away like the moment’s gotten too big for his ego. But I don’t let him retreat. I close the final inch between us. My hand slides up his chest, past his racing heart, and finds the side of his neck. “You sure?” I ask, thumb brushing his jaw. He nods. Once. Tightly. “Yeah, I gue—” And so I kiss him. Not gentle. Not brutal. Just… desperate. His mouth is hot, frantic against mine, like he’s trying to inhale me, like he wants to carve the taste of me into the grief that’s gutting him. He fists my jacket, pulling me closer, and I let him. Let him set th
~ CALVIN ~My phone buzzes once. Then again.I’m lying on my back, textbook splayed across my chest, eyes unfocused on the ceiling.I don’t even realize I’ve stopped reading until the second buzz pulls me out of my haze.Bastard: Meet me. Please.And below that—Bastard: I don’t wanna be alone right now.I sit up slowly, the weight of the words hitting me harder than I expected.He doesn’t say much.Never has.But when he does… it’s either to piss me off or pull my soul out of me without even trying.This—this isn’t that Alistair.This is the one he keeps buried beneath arrogance and adrenaline.Maybe it's a prank.The Alistair I know has pride and ego as big as the globe.So, I shrug it off and pick my book again, trying so hard but failing to focus.Some minutes later, my phone buzzes again.Location shared.Huh? He's actually… serious?I stare at it for a second longer than I should. I know this place. Two streets away, the outdoor gym plus playing ground.I grab my jacket and don’
~ ALISTAIR ~ It’s deathly silent.No one speaks. No one looks at me.Cleats hit the hallway tile like gunshots. Sweat and regret cling to my skin, heavier than the jersey stuck to my back. The sting in my throat isn't from the sun or the run—it’s from the silence. And something else.The kind that says everything.I walk with the team toward the locker room, but I feel like I’m walking toward execution.And I deserve it.Gunner's the first to move.He growls, eyes flaring as he slams me hard into the locker the second we’re inside. The metal crashes behind my back, loud and final, and then his fists are on me. One, two, three—rage, bone, muscle.I don’t fight back.I let him hit me. Let his fury paint across my cheek and split my lip.Because it’s easier than breathing.Because he’s not wrong.Because I missed that shot.Because I cost us the game.Because that penalty was supposed to be my redemption. My ticket out.A knuckle slices into my brow. My head knocks back against steel. T
~ CALVIN ~ I wasn't supposed to be here. I mean that literally. I had an assignment due, a pile of notes to review. And give sleeping another shot since I haven't been having enough these days. But here I am. The bleachers were packed, loud with cheers and the occasional boo of screaming idiots. The soccer field is alive with energy. It's the second half of the game against Veritas university. I told myself I just needed air. A walk. Something to clear my head. Somehow, that walk led me here. And somehow, my eyes found him. Alistair Morano, number 7, black jersey clinging to his frame, hair slicked back with sweat. He looked like sin dipped in sunlight, sharp jaw set in frustration as he screams something I couldn't even hear through the loud boos to his teammates. I watch as a guy from the Veritas team strikes the ball toward Aurum goalpost, the ball slipping past the keeper and into the net. The crowd with the yellow flag erupts into loud cheers. “Da. mi. Kay! Da. mi. Kay