~ ALISTAIR ~ I hate him. There’s no point in admiring what you can’t be. I hate his sharp tongue, his smug smirk, the way he looks at me like he already knows how this ends. I don’t like men. Calvin Rutledge is a problem. A problem I can’t ignore. A problem that’s in my face, under my skin, unraveling me one smirk at a time. But the worst part? I want him. And he knows it. Now, every glance burns, every touch lingers, and every fight makes me crave the one thing I swore I’d never want—him. A man. A know-it-all who plays by his own rules. I was never supposed to want him. And yet, here I am… falling. __ ~ CALVIN ~ I know his type. Rich. Arrogant. A cocky football star who thinks the world revolves around him. Alistair Morano is all that—and more. My sworn enemy. My reluctant project partner. My ‘boss’. He thinks I’m just another nerd he can push around. Cute. But here’s the thing—he’s the one being played. By the time he realizes I’m the one pulling the strings, it’ll be too late. Because he’ll be mine. Mine to tease. Mine to break. Mine to ruin. And when he finally falls? I’ll be right there, waiting to catch him, just to break him all over again.
Lihat lebih banyak~ ALISTAIR ~
Bait. Wait. Strike. As soon as we step foot into the locker room with me leading the line, I turn and yank Gunner by the collar before descending on him and throwing a punch to his stupidly sweaty face. I can feel hands trying to yank me off his miserable body but I hold still, transgressing my anger on him. “What the fuck, Tae!” I hear my teammates gasp as they try to pull me off him. But I wasn't having any of it as I leaned my weight on my knee which was pressed deep into Gunner's stomach while he grunted as if he was about to vomit the water he'd drank on the field. He should vomit the fucking thing. I throw punch after punch to his disgusting face, cutting off his fruitless attempts to hit me back until he's a gasping bloody mess below me. That's when I finally yielded to the yanks, chest heaving. “Won't you consider my offer to visit an anger management class?” My head snaps to Ray who'd spoken, gritting my teeth. “Bastard.” Then, I turn and match deeper into the locker room before grabbing my backpack. I turn back to the entrance, the crowd which was pacifying pathetic Gunner parts like the red sea as I make my way to the parking lot. Imagine having to practice for weeks because of an interschool match and the fucking striker you'd assisted lost his chance to score just because he partied the night before! Ain't no fucking way I would let that pass. At least, I got my mark on him before the mocking started. With a grunt, I dip my hand into my backpack as I search for my car key, huffing as I feel sweat trickling down my chest. My fingers clutch the key before I press the button on it. Then, I step into my black bugatti and speed away, leaving the university's stadium and the proof of my… our failure behind. I can't go back home like this. Those pesky busybodies would poke their nose in my business. I swirl the steering towards the direction of the school's main building. I drive my car across the practice field before parking abruptly. Then, I shut the engine and step out, ready to walk towards the practice’s locker room to take a bath, my eyes on the building which looks smaller from afar. I step forward before halting on my steps when my ear catches some sound in a dark alley - a shortcut that leads to the school's pool. Curiosity has got nothing on me. I continue to walk forward before a particular voice halts me on my step, my brow quirks in confusion. “You thought you knew everything right? You will say that to my face again.” Turning back, I peek into the dark alley, its middle illuminated by the sun peeking between the two buildings. And there stood three… no four guys, looming over another guy sitting on the floor, their backs to me. Who does this nowadays? One of them steps forward and kicks the guy in the rib. He grunts, gripping his side, his eyes on the floor as the other guys close in on him. I shake my head, anger coursing through my veins as I drop my backpack outside the alley and step in, deciding to play the role of a Messiah. I know I can't go back home with the anger coursing in my veins. Mann, I need to expel it somehow. “Hey you!” They turn to me and when their eyes take me in, fear and recognition flash through them. I grin before walking slowly towards them. The one at the front steps back, jerking his partners out of their shock. Everyone knows me. I thrive on the pain of others. I didn't let them get away before running towards them with my central midfielder speed. I throw out a fist which hits the guy in the back square in the face, tilting his head sideways as I hear a clear crunching sound. Umm good. Kicks, punches, gripping of hair until my fingers catch a few pulled out strands, broken bones, and finally, blood. Lots of it. Then, I watch them crawl away from me, feeling at ease as I crack my neck. I sigh in pleasure. My expelling technique worked. Again. With a final inhale, I let my eyes take in my surroundings. My eyes land on the guy they'd ganged up to beat the shit out. He leans against the wall, darkness shrouding his face, his eyes on his feet. His curly hair covers his forehead, his backpack on his shoulder and his hand in his pockets, his jacket covering his wrists. I walk closer to him before standing some feets away from him, waiting. And waiting. Say something bitch! Minutes pass in silence, the sun beating down on my sweaty body. With the minutes passing, my anger only increases while I wait for him to say the two words I want to hear for saving his fucking ass. Slowly, he raises his head, assessing me with a look of disinterest. I know him. But I didn't know he's mute. Wait. “Are you mute?” I ask, irritated. He smirks before standing straight. Then, he starts to walk, leaving me standing there. With my nose flaring, I called after him, “Are you not going to thank me for saving your ass?!” He stops, glancing at me over his shoulder. “I didn't remember asking for your help. You just decided to be a busy body.” He says slowly. You know what? fuck him! I've had people kiss the ground I walk on for less. What makes this little nerd think he's too good to bow? “You didn't ask but your entire countenance said it. You are weak!” He turns to me fully now, a smug grin on his face. “Are you intellectually challenged or do you just pretend to be?” My heart beats fast in my chest, the anger I'd managed to expel flowing back into my veins like liquid fire while I try to maintain a calm façade. I take a step closer to him until I'm standing toe to toe with him, baring my teeth in his face. “Nerds like you should shut up. And there's something called manners, you should try it.” I say, trying to intimidate him. He chuckles. “I didn't ask for your help.” He doesn't step back. Neither do I. My breath fans over his face but the bastard keeps smirking, eyes flicking down to my mouth for a fraction of second before he walks past me, his shoulder bumping mine. That does something to my head I don't like. I should walk away too, should let him disappear like a bad taste in my mouth. But somehow, I stand there, replaying the fucking smirk and how to wipe the smirk off Calvin Rutledge's fucking face.~ CALVIN ~My phone buzzes once. Then again.I’m lying on my back, textbook splayed across my chest, eyes unfocused on the ceiling.I don’t even realize I’ve stopped reading until the second buzz pulls me out of my haze.Bastard: Meet me. Please.And below that—Bastard: I don’t wanna be alone right now.I sit up slowly, the weight of the words hitting me harder than I expected.He doesn’t say much.Never has.But when he does… it’s either to piss me off or pull my soul out of me without even trying.This—this isn’t that Alistair.This is the one he keeps buried beneath arrogance and adrenaline.Maybe it's a prank.The Alistair I know has pride and ego as big as the globe.So, I shrug it off and pick my book again, trying so hard but failing to focus.Some minutes later, my phone buzzes again.Location shared.Huh? He's actually… serious?I stare at it for a second longer than I should. I know this place. Two streets away, the outdoor gym plus playing ground.I grab my jacket and don’
~ ALISTAIR ~ It’s deathly silent.No one speaks. No one looks at me.Cleats hit the hallway tile like gunshots. Sweat and regret cling to my skin, heavier than the jersey stuck to my back. The sting in my throat isn't from the sun or the run—it’s from the silence. And something else.The kind that says everything.I walk with the team toward the locker room, but I feel like I’m walking toward execution.And I deserve it.Gunner's the first to move.He growls, eyes flaring as he slams me hard into the locker the second we’re inside. The metal crashes behind my back, loud and final, and then his fists are on me. One, two, three—rage, bone, muscle.I don’t fight back.I let him hit me. Let his fury paint across my cheek and split my lip.Because it’s easier than breathing.Because he’s not wrong.Because I missed that shot.Because I cost us the game.Because that penalty was supposed to be my redemption. My ticket out.A knuckle slices into my brow. My head knocks back against steel. T
~ CALVIN ~ I wasn't supposed to be here. I mean that literally. I had an assignment due, a pile of notes to review. And give sleeping another shot since I haven't been having enough these days. But here I am. The bleachers were packed, loud with cheers and the occasional boo of screaming idiots. The soccer field is alive with energy. It's the second half of the game against Veritas university. I told myself I just needed air. A walk. Something to clear my head. Somehow, that walk led me here. And somehow, my eyes found him. Alistair Morano, number 7, black jersey clinging to his frame, hair slicked back with sweat. He looked like sin dipped in sunlight, sharp jaw set in frustration as he screams something I couldn't even hear through the loud boos to his teammates. I watch as a guy from the Veritas team strikes the ball toward Aurum goalpost, the ball slipping past the keeper and into the net. The crowd with the yellow flag erupts into loud cheers. “Da. mi. Kay! Da. mi. Kay
~ ALISTAIR ~I don't go to class.I know Ray would be pissed—probably yap my ear off once he realized the seat he saved for me would stay empty.Instead, I head toward the faculty library.Don’t ask me why.I can’t read in there. The fonts in the textbooks are too damn small. The words blur together like ants on crack.So I just sat there.Staring into nothing.Replaying that scene over and over in my head until it all blurs into white noise.Then, I must’ve passed out. Thirty-two minutes later, I woke up with a stiff neck and a decision.I’d had enough.I grab my backpack and trudge out, the sunlight slicing through my thoughts as I head to the parking lot. Blast music at full volume the whole ride home, hoping to drown the noise in my head.Home is empty.And I don’t mean no-family-empty. I mean clinically sterile.The only signs of life were the patrol guards sweating in tailored suits, their sunglasses probably like mirrors hiding judgments they didn’t dare voice.I respond to the
~ CALVIN ~“I have dyslexia.”The words hit harder than a slap.I stand there, frozen, as those three words echo in my head over and over again—louder than the rushing blood in my ears, louder than anything else.I have dyslexia.Fuck.How didn’t I see it? The missed words, the awkward pauses when he read aloud, the sudden bursts of frustration when we studied… It all makes sense now. And I thought he was just being lazy, or stubborn, or—God, I was such an asshole.He wasn’t ignoring the work. He was fighting a silent battle I didn’t even bother to notice. And now I feel like shit.He told me like a weapon. Like a secret he'd hidden for so long, only to use it now to hurt me. And the worst part? It worked. Because I deserve it.I still don’t move. My feet feel glued to the floor, and my chest feels… hollow. Like something just got yanked out of me and I didn’t even realize how much it mattered until it was gone. And this isn't about me wanting to fuck him, it's because Alistair Moran
~ ALISTAIR ~ I can't keep running forever. And so, on the second day of my escape, Ray decided he'd had enough. He barged into my room like a goddamn hurricane and dragged me out. Now here I am, trudging toward our next lecture, his hand on my shoulder like he's the one in charge. Meanwhile, he’s rattling on about something, probably to get on my nerves even more. I couldn’t care less. My eyes are glued to the ground, and all I can think about is not running into him. Not him. Not Calvin. Please, not today. So, I whisper a silent prayer, though I’m not the praying type. I just want to make it through without having to face the mess I created. Ray grips my shoulder tightly and I turn to him slowly. “What?” He chuckles. “Your mind is not even here.” “And so?” “You still haven't told me why you didn't come to school for two days, bitch.” I roll my eyes inwardly. That's one of the problems about having one close friend that's good at reading energies. This fucker knew that I'v
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