LOGINKAI'S POV
A low, involuntary growl rumbled from my throat as I pulled myself away from Rodney, my cock slipping out of him with an almost relectant ease. Still hard. Still craving more. But the moment was shattered by that damn student—Ethan. His name had only come to my attention yesterday when he’d been lurking around during my patrol. The memory of it made my jaw tighten. "Are we done?" Rodney’s voice was barely a whisper, his body still hung over my desk, his ass tilted toward me in a way that was almost taunting. The scent of his arousal mixed with the faint trace of his cologne lingered in the air, clinging to every surface of my office like a secret too loud to keep. "Wear your fucking clothes and leave," I growled softly, zipping up my trousers with a sharp tug. My head was already spinning with the implications of what had just happened. A student saw me. A goddamn student. This couldn’t get out!, it would ruin everything. The carefully curated image I’d built at this school, the mission I was here to complete, everything would be shattered if word got out, and my Mission will be ruined here in Petaluma College. Yes, I'm an assassin, and the only reason i'm in this school is to kill just one person. Oran Gorge the Camouflage. I sank into my chair, rubbing my temples as my gaze flicked to Rodney. He was small, fragile, and so painfully naive—just my type. The kind of man who could take all of me without complaint, who looked at me with a mix of fear and adoration that I found both intoxicating and suffocating. Obsessed. That’s what he was. And I’d used that to my advantage more times than I could count. "You can go now," I said, not bothering to look at him. "I’ll call for you when I need you." The scent of him lingered as he shuffled out, dragging his feet like a kicked puppy. My dick throbbed in protest, still hard, still unsatisfied, but I pushed the thought aside. There were bigger things to deal with—like Ethan. Stepping out into the hallway, I noticed the scattered papers on the floor. No doubt Ethan had dropped them in his panic. I bent down to pick them up, the crisp texture of the pages brushing against my fingertips. The group attendant project. I tossed them back to the floor just as Rodney slipped out the door, his movements sluggish, his dissatisfaction written all over him. "Just leave," I muttered under my breath, my tone sharp enough to make him flinch. Back in my office, I grabbed my phone and dialed the class president’s number. It rang for some moment before he picked up. "Tell Ethan Allen to see me in my office now," I ordered, my voice calm but laced with authority. A curt "Yes sir" was all I got before I hung up. I sank into the couch, running my hands through my hair in frustration. My head was a mess, my dick still hard beneath my pants, and the weight of the situation pressed down on me like a lead blanket. What do I do with him? Threaten him? Beg him to understand? Neither option felt right, but I couldn’t let this blow up. Knock. The sound was soft, almost hesitant, but I knew it was him. I stood, smoothing out my expression not to scare him off before opening the door. There he was—Ethan. His backpack hung loosely from one shoulder, the papers clutched tightly in his hands. His head was down, his face hidden beneath a mop of dark hair, but I could feel the tension radiating off him. "Come in, Ethan," I said, my voice calm—too calm, that I just couldn't believe my own voice. I stepped aside to let him pass, closing the door behind him with a soft click. The room felt smaller with him in it, the air thick with unspoken tension. I stood in front of him, my tall frame casting a shadow over his smaller one. His scent hit me first—something clean, like soap and fresh linen..but there was a hint of something else beneath it. Fear? Nervousness? His fingers twisted together, and tiny beads of sweat dotted his forehead, and I could hear his shakily breath. "You’re Ethan, right?" I began, my tone measured. He nodded but kept his eyes fixed on the floor. The silence stretched between us, broken only by the steady ticking of the clock and the hum of the AC. "You came to drop off these papers earlier," I continued, gesturing to the stack in his hands. "But you dropped them outside and left." Another nod. Jesus Christ, talk to me. "And you saw what happened here earlier, didn’t you?" My eyes bore into him, searching for any sign of resistance or defiance. Still, he said nothing. The quiet was maddening. "You’re not saying anything, Ethan?" I reached out, tilting his chin up with my fingers until his eyes met mine. Tears. They shimmered in the corners of his eyes, a silent plea that caught me off guard. For a moment, I forgot about the mission, the threat he posed—everything. "Ethan, are you okay?" I asked softly, leaning closer to him. His breath hitched, and his lips trembled as if he were wrestling with something inside. Then he spoke, his voice barely audible but carrying a weight that stopped me cold. "Can you have sex with me, please?"He muttered his lips quivering The words hung in the air between us, raw and desperate. My heart skipped a beat, and for the first time in a long while, I was at a loss for words.ETHAN’S POVI slipped into the lecture hall twenty minutes early, picked my usual spot, very last row in the tightest corner, and tried to disappear. My hands were still shaking from the morning, from the stranger’s gray eyes that looked too much like Kai’s, from the way my heart kept ricocheting between hope and dread. I pulled my books out slowly, lining them up like armor, my hoodie pulled low over my face.Students started pouring in, laughing, gossiping, alive in a way I hadn’t felt in days. I kept my gaze on my desk, tracing the carved initials of people who didn’t have to wonder if the man they loved was a killer.Then the door opened again, and I felt him before I saw him.That same tall frame from the quad filled the doorway, scanning the room with lazy confidence. His eyes landed on me instantly. A slow smile curved his mouth, friendly, warm, and completely disarming.My stomach flipped, instantly.He started walking straight toward me.No, No no no.I dropped my gaze to m
ETHAN’S POV I woke up tasting salt and regret.The morning light slicing through the blinds felt like punishment. My eyes were swollen, crusty from crying all night, and I was still wearing Kai’s clothes: his oversized black T-shirt and the gray sweat-shorts that uses to smell like safety and now just smelled like goodbye.I hadn’t taken them off. I’d stumbled through the front door last night, ignored my dad’s startled “Ethan?” and locked myself in my room. Then I’d curled into a ball on the bed and cried until my throat was raw and my pillow was soaked. I kept checking my phone every thirty seconds, waiting for something, anything: a text, a call, a single word that said come back. But there was nothing. The screen stayed cruelly blank.He hadn’t followed me. He’d stood in that garage and watched me walk away without moving a muscle. Maybe he’d been relieved. Maybe the second I accused him of being a coward, maybe when I had looked him in the eye and used a cursed words.I dr
ETHAN’S POV I was sitting cross-legged on the edge of the bed when he stepped out of the bathroom, towel slung low on his hips, another one rubbing roughly through his wet hair. Water still traced the lines of his chest, sliding over the ridges of muscle and the stark white bandage that covered his side. He looked unfairly beautiful, dangerous in that quiet way that used to make my knees weak, but now, it just made my stomach knot. “You good?” he asked, voice soft, careful. I swallowed. “I’m fine. Just… waiting for you.” He gave me a small, crooked smile and reached for a black T-shirt from the dresser. The movement was quick, practiced, but I still caught a flash of the scar beneath the bandage before the fabric covered it. But I never saw a scar on his chest. My breath hitched, and he noticed. Of course he noticed. “Come here,” he murmured, opening his arms. I went without thinking. I always did. He lifted me easily, hands sliding under my thighs, settling me against his
ETHAN’S POV The walk to the park had been torture.We moved side by side, but it felt like there was a canyon between us. Kai kept his hands clasped behind his back, pace slow and measured, matching my shorter strides without seeming to try. I kept stealing glances at him: the sharp line of his jaw, the way the wind tugged at his dark hair, the blank mask he’d worn since the pizza last night. Every time our eyes almost met I jerked mine away, heart racing like I’d been caught doing something unforgivable.Which, in a way, I had.The park wasn’t crowded. A few kids shrieked on the swings, a couple walked a dog, an old man fed pigeons. Normal life. It made the silence between us feel even heavier.“Should we get ice cream?” Kai asked suddenly, nodding toward the pastel-colored van parked under the oaks.The question was so ordinary it threw me. “Uh… yeah. Sure.”We walked over. I ordered vanilla with strawberry topping because my brain couldn’t handle decisions right now. The lady beh
ETHAN'S POV“Ethan?” Kai’s voice, low and muffled through the door. “Baby, it’s me.”Relief and panic crashed together so violently I almost threw up.My palms were slick with sweat. My borrowed shorts had dark brown streaks across the thigh where I’d wiped my fingers. I could smell the metallic tang of old blood on my skin.Another knock, gentle. “Ethan? You okay?”“Coming!” I croaked, voice cracking. I sounded guilty as hell.I bolted for the bathroom, turned the faucet on full blast, splashed cold water on my face, scrubbed my hands until they stung. The mirror showed a wild-eyed boy with flushed cheeks and trembling lips. I looked like I’d just committed a crime.Because I kind of had.I grabbed a towel, dried my face, tried to slow my breathing. Inhale four, hold four, exhale four. It didn’t work.The knock came again, softer. “Baby, open the door. You’re scaring me.”I forced my legs to move. Every step felt like walking through quicksand. I reached the door, hands shaking so ba
ETHAN’S POV I curled my toes, at the wild sensation of this, then I felt his hands cupped my cheek. "Look at me, Ethan."He said calmly, as he moved my face to his sides."I said you should go. You don't have to worry about me."I muttred.He sighed. "I’m coming back. I’m not disappearing again. I’m not leaving you. Do you hear me?” I wanted to believe him. God, I wanted to. But all I could see was the way he’d walked out to that balcony, the way he’d hidden the phone, the way he was dressing like a man preparing for war instead of a Tuesday afternoon. I nodded anyway, because I didn’t have the strength to fight. "If you say so."I muttred.He kissed my forehead, hard and desperate, then my lips, tasting my tears. “Few minutes, I'll be back” he whispered again. “Lock the door behind me. Don’t open for anyone but me.” He got off the bed, as he head to the door, and then he was gone. The door clicked shut. I stayed on the bed long after the door clicked shut, curled on m







