LOGINTessy’s POV
I stared down the crowded hallway, wishing Mrs. Zoey’s words were a hallucination I could blink away. Out of the entire student body, she’d paired me with Ryder King. This was a nightmare with a syllabus. “Hey — hey, wait up!” His voice cut through the noise behind me. I stopped, dragged an exasperated breath toward the ceiling, and turned. “What do you want, Ryder?” He caught up, hockey bag slung over one shoulder. “For the record, I don’t want you tutoring me either. Let’s get that straight.” I crossed my arms. “Good. At least we agree on something.” “But,” he said, leaning down with that same familiar smirk, “I need my grades up to stay on the ice. So I guess I’ll survive it.” “Survive it?” “Yeah.” He laughed, completely unbothered by my glare. “You seem like a lot of work, and I don’t have the bandwidth for drama. When are we doing this — today at four?” “Busy.” “Tonight, then?” “Still busy.” He dragged a hand through his hair, exhaling hard. “When, then?” “Tomorrow morning,” I said, jabbing a finger at his chest. “And don’t waste my time. If you’re not ready the exact minute I show up, I’m gone.” He raised both hands, mock-surrendering. “Why are you always so feisty?” My glare only deepened his smirk. “Fine. Tomorrow works. I’ll text you the address.” “Why can’t we just do it at my place?” He laughed, low, scanning me once. “You want a hockey captain showing up at your apartment? Think about the rumors, miss.” I paused, the reality of campus gossip landing with an unwelcome thud. It would be a disaster for my reputation, and he clearly knew it before I did. “Fine. Your place.” “Good. Hand me your phone.” I handed it over reluctantly. He tapped out a message to himself so he could text me the address later, then passed it back. “See you around, miss,” he said, throwing me a sharp wink before sauntering off down the hall like the conversation had cost him nothing at all. “Unbelievable,” I muttered, and walked home fast enough that I was practically vibrating by the time I got there. I slammed the front door hard enough to rattle the walls. “Wow!” Sophie yelped from the kitchen. “Trying to bring the house down?” “Sorry.” I collapsed onto the couch and buried my face in a throw pillow. She wiped her hands on a dish towel, studying me. “What happened? You were glowing this morning.” “I was. Until I found out I have to tutor Ryder King.” Her eyes went wide. “No way.” “Yes. It’s a catastrophic disaster. You remember exactly how I feel about him, especially after what he pulled freshman year.” “How could I forget? He turned you into a walking lightning rod on your first day of college.” She burst out laughing at the memory. “Not funny, Sophie.” I hurled a cushion at her. “Sorry, sorry!” She caught it easily, still grinning. “But look at the bright side. If you’re tutoring Ryder, you’re going to be around Tristan constantly.” I blinked, my irritation stalling out. “What do you mean?” “Think about it. Ryder and Tristan are roommates. If you’re at that house for sessions, you’re automatically around Tristan too.” Something clicked into place, warm and hopeful. “Wait. That actually works. If he sees me more, he might finally notice me.” “Exactly. This isn’t a nightmare, it’s the universe doing you a favor.” “Maybe. But I still have to deal with Ryder. He’s the worst.” “He’s not all bad,” she said, already halfway back to the kitchen. I shot her a look with real venom in it. “He’s toxic.” “Whatever you say. I’ve got meatloaf if you’re hungry. Deli, not homemade.” We both laughed, and for a second the whole thing almost felt manageable. The next morning I stood on the porch of the massive off-campus house, checking the address against my phone one more time. It matched. I took a breath and pressed the doorbell. The door swung open, and my breath caught somewhere behind my ribs. Tristan. “Hey, beautiful,” he said, easy and warm, like he said it to everyone and meant it every time. “Hey — I—” My brain short-circuited on the spot. He laughed softly at whatever expression I was making and stepped back to let me in. “Come on in.” I nodded, walking into the grand foyer on legs that didn’t quite feel like mine. “Ryder’s upstairs. First door on the right.” He was already turning toward the kitchen, unbothered, already thinking about something else. “Thanks,” I managed to the back of his head. I watched him go, a giddy little smile breaking loose. I hadn’t expected to see him this soon. It felt like a sign — even if some smaller, quieter part of me noted he’d said the exact same “hey, beautiful” to the girl who’d opened the door for pizza the week before. Sophie had told me that, laughing, not thinking it would matter to me. I decided it didn’t matter now either. I climbed the staircase, heart picking up speed with every step, and knocked on the first door on the right. Nothing. I knocked again. Still nothing. Assuming Ryder was ignoring me on principle, I turned the knob and pushed the door open. “Ryder, I told you not to—” The words died somewhere in my throat. Ryder was on his knees at the edge of the bed, head buried between a girl’s thighs, her back arched, fingers twisted into his hair, a breathy moan cutting straight through the room. “Oh my god—”Tessy’s POV“So let me get this straight.” Sophie pulled her feet onto the couch and turned to face me, a bowl of cereal balanced on her knee. “Tristan found out you kissed Ryder, and he just said okay?”“Pretty much.” I tucked my hair behind my ear. “I was shocked too. But I guess he’s just really mature.”“No.” She pointed her spoon at me. “No guy is that chill. Owen would’ve made it a whole event. We’d have fought in the parking lot.”“You and Owen are toxic.”“Yes, and?” She narrowed her eyes. “We know we’re toxic. It’s called passion.”“It’s called a restraining order waiting to happen.”She laughed, and I gave her the look. “Okay, fine, we’re a little toxic. But I still think a normal boyfriend would’ve reacted more.”“I like that he’s mature about it.” I said it too firmly. “Besides, Ryder and I are never getting that close again.”Sophie went quiet. She set the bowl on the coffee table and tilted her head. “We’re besties, right? So be honest. Do you have feelings for Ryder?”“
Ryder’s POV I slammed my locker so hard the whole row rattled. “Your idea was stupid,” I said, jerking my jersey over my head. “Dating Tracy was going to fix this? What the hell was I thinking, listening to you?” Owen leaned against the bench, calm as ever, tape unspooling between his fingers. “Dude. Calm down.” “Shut up.” “It hasn’t even been a month.” “I’m not doing a month.” I yanked at the laces on my skates until they bit into my fingers. “I’m not going through another day of smiling at her at lunch while Tessy…” I stopped and jammed my jaw shut. Owen watched me. “Okay. What actually happened with you and Tessy? What makes you think she isn’t interested anymore?” I couldn’t tell him about the kitchen. The porridge, her fingers brushing mine, her mouth under mine and the lights stuttering overhead. I could still taste mint. I could still feel her fist twisted in my shirt, pulling me closer when she should’ve been pushing me away. And then she’d said stop, and I
Tessy’s POV“Tristan.” His name scraped out of my throat. His eyes slid past me to Ryder, and I felt it, the way the air in the doorway changed. “He’s leaving,” I added, and hated how guilty it sounded.Ryder didn’t say a word. He kept his eyes on the floor and walked past Tristan, close enough that their shoulders nearly touched. The door clicked shut. Tristan pushed it the rest of the way with two fingers, and the lock turned over in the silence.My heart hammered against my ribs. My lips still burned. I just cheated on him. I pressed them together, as if he could read it there.“I got you medicine.” He held out a plastic bag, and the paper rustled in the quiet. “Sorry I didn’t text back. My phone died, and the signal was terrible with the storm.”More medicine. There were already three boxes of it on my dining table, and a half-eaten bowl of porridge beside them. I took the bag with both hands so he wouldn’t see them shaking. “Thank you.”“You look flushed.”“It’s the fever.” The l
Tessy’s POVHis breath touched my lips before his mouth did. One more inch and I would have felt it. My eyes had already half-closed, and my hand had curled into the front of his shirt without asking me.Tristan’s name flashed through my head, and I jerked back.“We shouldn’t.” My voice cracked on the second word.Ryder’s chest rose and fell. He stared at my mouth a second longer than he should have, then dragged his gaze to the floor. “Yeah. You’re right.”“We’re both in relationships.” I let go of his shirt and smoothed the wrinkles I’d made, then snatched my hand away as if the fabric had burned me. “We should respect that.”He nodded once, jaw working.Rain battered the windows harder. Neither of us spoke. The fridge hummed. A drip started somewhere in the kitchen, slow and steady, and I counted it because it gave me something to do. Ryder rubbed the back of his neck. I tucked my hair behind my ear, then untucked it.“Do you want to…” I laughed, too high. “I don’t know. Play a gam
Tessy’s POV“Go on,” I said, leaning forward. My voice came out thinner than I wanted. “Tristan is what?”Sophie winced and picked at the edge of her mug. “Hmm. He’s kind of a dick.”“What do you mean, a dick?”“He had a habit of using and dumping girls.” She watched my face as she said it. “He wasn’t the committed type. He dated a few girls at once, slept with them, and broke up with them.”My stomach dropped. I laughed, but it sounded wrong. “What is that supposed to mean, Sophie? He’s a hockey player. Girls throw themselves at him. And it’s fine. It’s his past.” I pressed my palms flat against my knees to keep them still. “So why did you let me get all excited about him?”“Because I wanted you to sleep with him and get it out of your system.” She shrugged, then softened. “But he isn’t like that anymore, Tessy. That’s why I didn’t stand in the way. Those girls who glare at you in the hallway? They’re jealous because he’s serious about you.”The corner of my mouth lifted before I cou
Tessy’s pov“Yes, Tessy. Ryder is my boyfriend,” Tracy chirped, a triumphant, sweet smile playing on her lips.My gaze shifted back to Ryder, taking in his tense posture and the guilty look flashing through his eyes.“Boyfriend...” I repeated, letting out a small, hollow smile. My eyes dropped to the floor for a fraction of a second before I looked back up. “Well... congratulations to you both.”Ryder’s head snapped up, his jaw tightening as he stared at me, almost like he was waiting for me to break,yell, or say something completely different.“I’ll go get your drinks,” I said, keeping my smile firmly in place. “You should go go ahead and take a seat.”I turned around and walked back toward the coffee machine. As I pulled down the handles to pull espresso shots, a bitter, disbelieving scoff tore from my chest. Unbelievable. All those deep, lingering looks at dinner, the way he held my wrist, the smooth words in the hallway claiming she wasn't his girlfriend... it was all just a pathe







