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First Day At School
Bryson's POV
I should have stayed home. The thought hits me as I stand in front of Blackridge University's main gate, staring at buildings that look like they belong in some fancy movie about rich people's problems. Everything here screams money. The stone walls are so clean they practically shine, and the grass is cut so perfectly it looks fake. Even the trees look expensive. My phone buzzes in my pocket. Another text from Mom. "Have a great first day, honey! Remember to smile and talk to people. Maybe join a club or something fun!" I shove the phone back without answering. Mom means well, but she doesn't get it. She's so happy about marrying Richard Hayes that everything will be perfect now. She keeps talking about how this is our chance for a better life, how I'll love Blackridge, how I'll make amazing friends. What she doesn't understand is that I don't belong here. I look down at my jeans. They're clean and they fit okay, but they're from the thrift store back home. The kind of place where everything smells like old fabric softener and costs five dollars. Around me, other students walk by in clothes that probably cost more than Mom makes in a week. Designer bags, perfect shoes, watches that catch the sunlight. I feel like a fraud. "You can do this," I mutter to myself. "Just find your classes and survive the day." The campus map in my hands is already getting wrinkled from my sweaty palms. I've been lost twice already, and I'm starting to panic. Economics class starts in ten minutes, and I still have no idea where Hamilton Hall is supposed to be. A group of girls walks past me, their designer heels clicking on the stone path. They're laughing about something, and I catch bits of their conversation. "Did you see what Jessica wore to the party last weekend? So embarrassing." "I know, right? Like, where did she even get that dress?" They glance at me as they pass, and I see their eyes take in my clothes. One of them whispers something to her friend, and they both giggle. My face gets hot. This is exactly what I was afraid of. I check my phone for the time. Seven minutes now. I need to move. The coffee shop on the corner looks busy, with a line of students waiting for their morning fix. I should skip it, but I barely slept last night and I need the caffeine if I'm going to survive my first day. Plus, maybe if I'm holding a coffee cup, I'll look more like I belong here. The line moves fast, and soon I'm walking away with a large coffee that's way too hot and costs way too much. But at least it smells good, and the warmth feels nice in my hands. "Hamilton Hall, Hamilton Hall," I repeat to myself, checking the map again while walking. It should be around this corner somewhere. My phone buzzes again. Another text from Mom. "Don't forget what we talked about! This is a fresh start for both of us. I love you so much!" I smile a little despite everything. Mom really is happy, happier than I've seen her in years. After Dad died, she worked herself to death just to keep us going. She deserves this. She deserves Richard and his fancy house and not having to worry about money anymore. Even if it means I have to suffer through this place. I'm reading her text and trying to walk at the same time when I realize I'm going too fast. There's a corner coming up, and I should probably slow down, but I'm already late and— CRASH. The collision happens so fast I don't even see it coming. One second I'm rushing around the corner, the next I'm slamming into something solid and warm. My coffee cup flies out of my hands like it has wings, and hot coffee goes everywhere. I mean everywhere. It splashes across the stone floor, it hits the walls, and worst of all, it soaks both me and whoever I just crashed into. "Shit!" I gasp, looking down at my now coffee-stained shirt. Then I look up. Oh no. Oh no no no. The guy standing in front of me, dripping with my coffee, is the most gorgeous person I've ever seen in real life. He's tall, maybe six feet, with broad shoulders that fill out his expensive-looking shirt perfectly. His hair is this perfect brown color that looks like he just rolled out of bed but in a good way, all messy and soft-looking. And his eyes... His eyes are hazel, this amazing mix of green and brown that would be beautiful if they weren't currently looking at me like I'm something disgusting he stepped in. "I'm so sorry," I stammer, reaching toward him like I can somehow fix this mess. "I didn't see you coming, I was looking at my phone and—" "Are you kidding me right now?" His voice is deep and smooth, the kind of voice that probably makes girls melt. But there's nothing attractive about the way he's looking at me. His expression shifts from shock to something worse. Disgust. His eyes move down, taking in my thrift store jeans, my old sneakers, my coffee-stained shirt that probably cost ten dollars new. I watch his face change as he puts the pieces together. Rich boy meets scholarship kid. Popular guy meets nobody. I feel my face burning with embarrassment. Around us, other students have stopped walking. They're staring, whispering to each other. Some of them have their phones out. Great. My first day at Blackridge and I'm already the entertainment. "Look, I'm really sorry," I try again. "Maybe I can pay for dry cleaning or—" "Pay for it?" He laughs, but it's not a nice sound. "With what?" The hallway has gone completely quiet now. Everyone's watching, waiting to see what happens next. I can feel their eyes on me, judging my clothes, my face, everything about me that screams 'doesn't belong here.' This is my worst nightmare come true. The gorgeous guy looks me up and down again, and I see something cold settle in his expression. His mouth curves into a smile that makes my stomach drop to my shoes. It's not a friendly smile. It's the kind of smile that means trouble. "Interesting," he says, his voice carrying in the quiet hallway. "Very interesting." I don't know what he means by that, but I know it's not good. Everything about his tone, his expression, the way he's looking at me like I'm some kind of bug he's about to squash... My day just went from bad to catastrophic. And something tells me this gorgeous stranger is about to make it infinitely worse.Empty SpaceJulian POV. The bus ride to the championship city feels endless.I sit near the back with my team, my girlfriend Helen beside me, my father across the aisle. Bryson's mother sits a few rows ahead talking quietly with some of the other parents.It's been a little over a month since the breakup. Since I stood at that party and told Bryson we were nothing. I watched him walk away with his shoulders hunched and his head down.The empty space beside me feels heavier with every mile we travel.Helen tries to make conversation, but I give short answers. Eventually, she gives up and scrolls through her phone instead.My teammates are loud and excited. They talk about the game tomorrow, about strategies and opponents. Their energy fills the bus but I feel disconnected from it all.Like I'm watching from somewhere far away.We arrive at the hotel late in the afternoon. Check-in is chaotic with everyone trying to get their room keys at once. I grab mine quickly and escape to my room
HauntedJulian POVI throw myself fully into hockey.Practices are brutal. I push myself harder than I ever have, skating until my legs burn and my lungs ache. Every drill becomes a test. Every scrimmage becomes a war.Games are intense. Most end in wins. When they don't, I stay on the ice longer than anyone else and punish myself with extra drills.Coach notices but doesn't say anything. Just watches with concern in his eyes.My father surprisingly stops interfering with my training. He used to criticize my technique. Question my commitment. Push me toward business instead.Now he compliments my performance and keeps his distance."You're playing exceptionally well," he says one evening over dinner. "Keep this up and you'll have scouts from every major team wanting to sign you.”The freedom feels suspicious. Wrong somehow.Then I realize why. It's only because I've kept my promise to stay away from Bryson.As long as I perform and stay in line, Richard leaves me alone.The trade-off
Moving ForwardBryson POVI wake up feeling lighter than before but still bruised inside.The heaviness hasn't disappeared. It's still there, sitting in my chest like a weight I've learned to carry. But it feels manageable now. Less crushing, more bearable. I tell myself Julian is no longer part of my life. I need to accept that and build something for myself.Sitting at my small desk, I open my laptop and start researching internships and part-time roles. Anything that will keep me busy. Anything that gives me purpose beyond hockey and heartbreak.I spend hours scrolling through listings. Business internships. Marketing positions. Administrative work. I'm not picky. I just need something.I send applications to different companies, carefully writing cover letters and attaching my resume. Each one sent feels like a small victory. Like I'm taking control of something.By the end of the day, I've applied to seven different positions.One company responds almost immediately. They want t
Breaking PointJulian POVI barely sleep anymore.Every night I lie in bed staring at the ceiling, my stomach ties itself in knots. The words I threw at Bryson at the party replay constantly in my mind."What we had was nothing. A mistake. A phase that's over now."I hate those words. Hate that I said them and hate how easily they came out when I needed them to.But I feel trapped on every side.Dad watches me more closely than ever. He checks my phone. Asks about my schedule. Questions about who I talk to and where I go.The blonde girlfriend, Helen, keeps appearing beside me. At events. At dinners. In photos that get posted online, literally everywhere. She smiles for the cameras, touches my arm, and plays the part perfectly.I feel nothing toward her. No attraction. No connection. She's just another part of the script I'm being forced to follow and play. One morning Richard sends me a video clip. It's from the party. The camera shows Bryson walking away after I told him to leave.
ResignationBryson POVI wake up in the new apartment Richard had arranged for me.The place feels too quiet. Too cold. Sunlight streams through the large windows, but it doesn't make the space feel warmer; rather, it just highlights how empty everything is.I stand in the living room and try to convince myself I don't care. That this is fine. That I'm fine.But the ache in my chest says otherwise.I check my phone again. No messages. No missed calls. Nothing from Julian.I've been checking obsessively for days now. Every time I wake up. Every few minutes throughout the day and even before I go to sleep.Hoping he'll reach out. Hoping he'll explain. Hoping he'll tell me this was all a mistake and he wants me back.But nothing ever appears, just empty call logs and messages. I start avoiding anything that might bring me close to Julian or even thinking about him. I change the routes I take to class, walking longer paths that keep me away from areas he might be. I slip into lectures e
Breaking insideBryson POVI move into the apartment Richard arranged for me on a gray afternoon when the sky looks like it might rain.The place is nice and clean. Two bedrooms, an open kitchen, and large windows overlooking the city.But it feels cold and impersonal. Like a hotel room instead of a home.I stand in the empty living room with my bags at my feet, feeling the weight of everything pressing down on me.My relationship with Julian feels destroyed. Yet he never actually said the words. Never told me we were over. Never officially ended things.A small, stubborn hope refuses to die.Maybe he's being pressured. Maybe Richard is controlling him somehow. Nothing about Richard's behavior has ever suggested he's above manipulation.Maybe Julian still cares but can't say it.The hope feels foolish but I can't let it go.I start unpacking slowly, putting clothes in drawers and books on shelves. Trying to make the space feel less empty.My phone vibrates on the counter. A message fr







