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JAX

I was lost in thoughts the entire while.

“You won, Jax. You fucking won!”

Coach chanted, rushing towards me. “Your shot at getting picked by the man is higher. I tried to engage him in small talks and filled him in on all of your achievements. He was interested in hearing. H—”

The rest of his words blurred in with the cheering in the background. 

My heart beat heavily in my chest. I felt sick to the stomach. I had to get back to my dorm room for my second vial of suppressant.

I rushed to the exit and left. Coach rushed after me.

“You can't leave now, Jax. You have to wait a while for a few interviews and some press d—”

I cut him short. “Watch me!”

I got out of the building and rushed into the parking lot. It didn't take long before I spotted the car and made my way towards it. I got into the back seat and didn't hesitate to blurt out an order.

“To the dorm. ASAP.”

The driver didn't hesitate to do just as I said. 

The rest of the ride was torture but knowing I was far from everyone in the ice rink gave me a little bit of comfort. My heart raced heavily in my chest as I went over the moment he let me win.

I could barely see anything properly. The only thing I remembered was hitting the puck with the last bit of strength and him letting it go right in without doing a thing to stop it.

Why did he do that?

The motherfucker was definitely going to come for me and I bet he'd have a request. A blackmail of some sorts. Since he had my suppressants in his custody, the bastard could use that to blackmail me.

I bet he was already plotting a plan for it.

I had to beat him at that.

First I had to find a way to get my suppressants back. I had to draft a plan.

“We're here,”

The driver's voice cut through the air and I rushed out. The dorm's gates opened as soon as they spotted me coming. I rushed in, my heart racing and my legs feeling weaker as I shuffled in.

Everyone in the dorm paused to stare like they always did. I rolled my eyes as I got to the staircase and gripped the railing rushing up.

I felt my insides turn solid. The feeling was worse than before. My chest tightened and breathing became harder with every inhale. I kept going, taking each step shortly after the other till I got to the end of the stairs.

The hallway leading to my room’s door was empty. None of the other team mates had gotten back yet. I ran straight down the rest of the hallway and as soon as I got to the door, I reached for the knob, gripping it tightly before pushing the door open.

I jammed the door close tightly behind me and ran for my cupboards. I ransacked every compartment till I found another vial of suppressants and I felt half the pain rolling through my veins lessen.

I let out an exhale cloaked with relief as I popped off the lid and poops in one of the pills.

It worked just like it usually did. 

I felt a burst of energy in my veins and all of a sudden my legs no longer felt as weak as they did before. I stayed there, admiring the peace and quiet of the moment, when I heard the sound of shoes.

Heels.

It came softly and goosebumps spread against my back as I straightened. Ladies weren't allowed in the male dorm. Well, except on special nights when orgies were pulled secretly behind the school board’s knowledge.

They'd frown if they knew about the number of ladies smuggled in. 

I didn't have to think too hard to know who it was. My girlfriend. Lily.

Like her name, the image you must think of has to be of a girl who wants flowers and love letters. You're right.

Except, she was also the leader of the cheerleading team.

Hottest chick in college who wasn't afraid of going after anything she wanted with all ten claws.

We used to flirt for months before I finally agreed to be her boyfriend to boost my credibility. I figured everyone loved the idea of the hockey god in a relationship with the hottest girl in school.

I heard a knock shortly after and the door pulled open.

I opened my lips to yell. “It's open.”

The door pulled open and she started making her way in. She walked in dressed in deep stiletto heels and a skimpy dress that'd make headlines if the school gossip blog caught her in it.

She strolled in, eyes flashing around before it finally landed on me. I saw the rush of hunger in them. I leaned back into my bed, letting her gaze linger as she made her way over to me.

Her lips came first. Wild against mine. Her fingers ran into my hair, gripping it. I struggled to catch on to the pace and I ended up pulling out of the kiss with my heart pounding heaving in my head.

I stared hard at her face, taking in the lash extensions.

“You look pretty.”

I lied.

The words rolling out of my lips was just so I could score. Or to make her think I was trying to.

“You look really sexy when you complement me, Jax. I can't wait to wrap my fingers around your cock and choke on it. Can't wait for you to pin me against the bed and talk dir—”

I cut her short by pressing my index finger against her lips.

She flashed a wink at me and I was respelled by it. But of course I didn't let it show.

I masked it, hiding the discomfort I felt behind my rigid, unmoving expression. Her lips came for mine again this time wilder. Hungrier. Her fingers reached for my crotch.

Fuck, I wasn't hard.

“A s-second, I—.”

“Yes, Daddy. I'll strip off all my clothes before you get here. Don't take long, I'm waiting.”

Her eyes never left mine as I peeled myself off the bed and rushed to the rest room. I jammed the door tight behind me and splashed some water on my face before zipping down my pants in front of the mirror and bringing out my cock.

I gripped it tight in my hand as I usually did before every night with Lily.

I closed my eyes, jerking my cock furiously to get a hard on but nothing came.

I reached for the lotion but as I pressed it, nothing came out. I flung it angrily. Fuck.

I leaned back against the cold tiles, letting the cold brace my bare back as my fingers worked furiously against my cock.

I closed my eyes, trying to think of someone. Anyone.

And somewhere in between my muffled grunts and heaving chest, an image of Cipher pooped up. That bastard. It was that one moment on the ice.

The one where I was weak to my knees and had just won. I caught that cocky gleam in his eyes and it drove me mad. Rage rolled into my veins and my fingers increased its pace on their own.

I tried to get the thought out of my head but it stuck to me like a second skin.

That motherfucker.

His grin drove me nuts.

Literally.

My fingers kept moving and when my eyes finally opened, I was met by my fully erect cock. Veins bulged at its side.

I hated the fact that I got the boner from thinking about him but since it would do, I shoved my cock back in my pants and headed out of the rest room.

“Get on all fours, Lily.”

She did just as I asked.

The bare sight of her pussy faced me. I shuffled forward, my fingers moving sluggishly as I eased them against her clit.

I slid in one finger at first then I let in the second. And the third.

She was already reaching for my cock. 

I stared down at it and my breath hitched. It was softened. 

Fuck, what should I do?

I would've run off into the bathroom to try and get it up but I'd already done it before. 

I caught her fingers before she could reach for my cock and her eyes raised up to meet mine. She held my gaze, moaning furiously as I teased her even more to distract her.

Tears glinted in her eyes.

“I want you, Daddy.”

Her moans filled the room. I kept at it for a while, watching her groan helplessly as I thought of things to do in this situation. 

I couldn't bail on her.

My pride wouldn't allow it. 

I had to try to touch myself. I flashed a gaze back to Lily, she was facing the door, her back to me, moaning and groaning. She wouldn't notice. I gripped my cock tightly, touching myself and closing my eyes while trying to think of something sexy.

Nothing showed up.

I was met by pitch darkness.

“Fuck,”

“I want your cock now, daddy.”

I heard Lily's voice and nearly panicked. Just then, the scene in the toilet where Cipher took my suppressants flashed in my head. It kept replaying, emphasizing a moment where he used his size to subdue me. Anger steered in my wolf as I held on to it, stroking my cock until it sprung back up, fully hardened. 

“Mmphm”

The sound of Lily's voice yanked me out of thoughts. 

She came shortly after and as I watched her drip all over the sides of my bed, I got up, ready to get this all over with.

“Arch.”

I let out the same command as I usually did. She let out a giggle, acting as if she didn't do the same routine last week and the week before.

I shoved my cock out. I didn't insert it immediately, I let her eyes take it all in before her pussy did.

I kept at it, the sound of skin slapping against skin filling the rooms up. Her moans filled the air. Thank goodness I didn't share a room with any of the team members.

I couldn't have one of them walking in on me balls deep in her.

I moved my hips rigidly, keeping the whole charade going for the next 40 minutes before I felt her fingers digging deep into my flesh.

I knew what was coming.

“I'm coming, Daddy. Are you?”

I rolled my eyes, gripping her neck from behind as I increased pace and opened my lips to moaning as I closed my eyes once again, that haunted image replaying in my head.

I kept going, increasing my speed till I heard her grunt again.

She came right after. I did too.

At least to the scene in my head. I used to fake orgasms with Lily but for the first time, I finally came. It just sucked that it was to the memory of him using his size to subdue me. 

“You just set a new record, Jax. I can barely feel my legs.”

I pulled out of her and laid there as she got up, limping to go take a quick shower.

I pulled the sheets over myself, glad it was all over.

I grabbed my phone from the counter side and turned it on to check if Coach left any messages but to my greatest surprise, he didn't.

I flipped my phone to the side, letting out a yawn as the door opened and Lily walked out, fully naked.

She slid her dress back right in front of my eyes and stepped back into her heels. 

“Goodbye, babe. Check the texts I sent you.”

The door jammed close and I heard a ding.

It was my phone.

I didn't know what piqued my interest about the sound but I was curious as it was. I grabbed my phone and turned it on only to hear a sound and I saw a message from Cipher. How did he get my number?

“Will be throwing a winger tonight. Be there.”

I rolled my eyes, ready to ignore it. The idea of partying with sweaty, drunk college students repelled me. I bet it was another orgy waiting to happen.

I was just about to throw my phone to the side of the bed when I received another text.

"At least that's the least you can do to keep my lips shut about the pills. For now.”

I let out a grunt as I sent my phone flying across the room and muttered, kicking my feet in the air. “Fuck!”