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Chapter 9

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The walk back to campus felt like stepping out of a dream and into a cold, harsh reality. The morning sun was bright, students were laughing on their way to class, and everything was normal. But Leonard felt like an alien. He carried the secret of the past night inside him—the warmth of the guest bed, the smell of coffee in Paul’s kitchen, the profound peace of a dreamless sleep. It was a treasure he had to hide, and it made the ordinary world seem dull and fake.

He used his key card to enter the dorm, his heart thudding nervously. He hoped Emily had already left for her morning class.

No such luck. She was in the kitchenette, pouring cereal into a bowl. She looked up as he entered, and her expression immediately shifted from casual to concerned.

“Hey,” she said, her voice careful. “You weren’t here when I woke up. I checked your room.” Her gaze swept over him, taking in his slightly rumpled clothes from the day before. “Everything okay?”

Leonard’s mouth went dry. This was it. He had
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