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22. Marilyn
September 2026,
Scars Bay, USA
Jayden
I need to clear my head.
I grabbed a joint from my stash and a lighter and walked out into the balcony. It was chilly but I embraced the cold night. It matched the cold, empty feeling in my heart.
I placed the joint in between my lips and lit it before I took a long drag, and looked up at the moon. It looked achingly beautiful and all alone in this starless night sky.
I took in another long drag. I had a million thoughts running through my mind and yet, I couldn't grasp even one of them.
I took another drag and shut my eyes, an old memory replaying in my mind's eye.
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March 2021,
Los Angeles, USA
I squeezed some lemon over the sauteed veggies in the pan, gave it a good toss, and then turned off the stove.
I heard keys jingle and a moment later, A
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