“Is that so? And what, pray tell, does a copy editor like yourself want from me?”
I swallowed. He’s talking to me as if he knows me! Does he know what I look like? I haven’t even told him my name yet because I’m caught off guard!
“Well?” His voice snapped me out of my thoughts. His eyes never left mine. He cocked his head to the side as if urging me to continue talking. My heart skipped a beat when he called my name! “Haven Thorne… right?”
I stood rooted to the floor. What. The. Hell! He DOES know me!
But how? Through Jessie? Wait… she said she wouldn’t squeal that I am in the party—that I’m using her invitation to get inside! Right?
She’s not like that. Even though she’s also friends with Joaquin, she assured me she wouldn’t tell… right?
“Who is she?”
“Does Joaquin know her?”
“It looks like someone we don’t know.”
“Is she a writer?”
“A referred friend, perhaps.”
“Then why is Joaquin acting like it’s the first time they met?”
“Hmm… quite audacious of her to approach him in the open if they don’t know each other.”
“She looks ordinary despite her pretty face.”
My lips turned into a tight line as I noticed that people already started gossiping about me being in front of Joaquin. Heck, they even started judging me! I know I’m ordinary… they don’t have to point that out!
I just want to talk to Joaquin, alright? Yeah, I’m taking advantage of my friend’s connection (and illness since she can’t come)… but it’s only for today—and I won’t ever ask for his attention anymore!
I swear!
I took a deep breath, not letting myself get distracted by the people talking about me.
This was it; it’s all or nothing!
“I need your help. I want to become a better writer, and I believe you can teach me.”
A slow smile spread across Joaquin’s lips. He sat his glass down on the table beside him and stepped closer, the crowd around them fading into a blur. “Teach you, hm? That’s rather a bold request.”
The crowd near them chuckled and sneered when they heard what he told me.
“See? I told you she’s a nobody.”
“Makes me think how she came to this party…”
“Please… it’s a no-brainer. Of course, through connections!”
“Taking advantage of it, perhaps. It’s even obvious that Joaquin doesn’t know her.”
I balled my hands into a tight fists, determined to talk to him despite the people looking down at me.
“I’m willing to do whatever it takes,” I replied, my voice firm with determination.
Joaquin studied her for a moment, then laughed for a moment. “Very well. But first, let’s see if you have what it takes to impress me. Follow me.”
Without another word, he turned and began walking towards a door at the far end of the room. I hesitated only for a second before following him, my heart pounding with a mix of excitement and apprehension.
This was just the beginning, and I have no idea what awaits behind that door.
‘Please… grant me the courage to power through!’
I followed Joaquin through the throng of guests, feeling their eyes boring into my back, their whispers nipping at my confidence. The door he led me to was slightly ajar, and as he pushed it open, the noise from the party dulled to a muted hum.
We stepped into a dimly lit hallway, the opulence of the main room giving way to a quieter, more intimate setting.
Joaquin glanced over his shoulder, his expression unreadable. “Keep up, Haven. We don’t have all night.”
His tone was sharp, almost impatient, and I quickened my pace to match his long strides. My mind raced with questions—why had he decided to entertain my request? What was his real motive? But I forced myself to stay focused.
This was my chance, and I couldn’t afford to waste it.
We finally reached a door at the end of the hallway. Joaquin opened it and gestured for me to enter. I stepped inside, my breath catching in my throat as I took in the sight before me.
The room was a private library, its walls lined with shelves that stretched from floor to ceiling, filled with books of very size and color. A large, mahogany desk sat in the center, papers and manuscripts scattered across its polished surface.
He closed the door behind us, sealing off the noise from the party completely. He walked over to the desk and leaned against it, folding his arms across his chest. His piercing gaze was fixed on me, assessing, calculating.
“Sit,” he said, nodding towards a leather chair positioned opposite the desk.
I sat down, feeling the weight of his scrutiny. My palms were sweaty, and I wiped them discreetly on my dress. Joaquin’s presence was overwhelming, but I forced myself to meet his gaze.
“Let’s get one thing straight,” he began, his voice low and authoritative. “I’m not in the habit of taking on proteges—especially not ones who crash my parties.”
I opened my mouth to protest, but he held up a hand to stop me. “That said, your audacity intrigues me. And in this industry, a little audacity can go a long way.”
I bit my bottom lip. Who knew that Joaquin Greyson is like this in person!? Well… he does give that air when you look at his photos… but I didn’t expect him to live the expectations in person.
“I’m sorry,” I blurted out, almost coming out as a whisper. “I asked a favor from Jessie… and I really want your opinion.”
He arched a brow at me. “I know that you know each other as she’s so kind to work for that small company, but I didn’t expect that you’re THAT close.”
“Sorry,” I apologized once more. “It’s obvious that I took advantage of her not being present because she’s sick...”
He narrowed his eyes at me, as if really judging my presence. “That really sounds like her… helping out a friend.”
Silence…
He reached for a stack of papers on his desk and flipped through them. “Anyway… you want to be a better writer, Haven? Fine… after constantly rejecting you and to you now crashing my party, show me what you’ve got.”
I pointed at myself. “Me?”
He rolled his eyes at me. “No, your shadow.” My lips straightened at his sarcasm. “Now, write something. Anything. I want to see your raw talent.”
I fluffed the pillow beside me, sliding down against the cool sheets as the credits rolled across the screen. Javier was still lounging at the edge of the bed, his profile sharp in the flickering light, eyes distant like he wasn’t watching the movie at all.“You can take the bed,” he muttered suddenly, running a hand through his damp hair. “I’ll sleep on the couch.”I scoffed, hugging the pillow to my chest. “Oh, please. As if we haven’t shared a bed before.”He turned, brows arching. “That was when we were kids, Haven. A blanket fort and popcorn don’t count. Things are… different now.”I tilted my head, feigning nonchalance. “Different how?”“Don’t play dumb and innocent, Haven. You’re smarter than this and you pretty much know what I mean.” His gaze didn’t waver. “Because now,” his voice dropped low, threaded with honesty that made my stomach twist, “I have feelings for you.”I snorted. “Yeah, okay… you got a point. We’re both adults.”“Yeah, adults.” He leaned in closer, his breath
The credits rolled on the last episode of the series we’d been watching, but neither of us moved. Javier lounged on one side of the couch, one arm sprawled across the backrest, while I curled up with a bowl of chips balanced on my lap.The movie menu on the screen looped lazily, familiar music filling the quiet space. My lips twitched into a smile. “You really dug this one up, huh?”Javier smirked, his eyes catching the glow of the television. “What? You loved it. Don’t tell me you don’t remember how obsessed you were with this movie when we were kids.”“I wasn’t obsessed,” I shot back, popping a chip into my mouth. “I just… watched it a lot.”He gave me a look, the kind that said he was enjoying catching me in a lie. “Every weekend. On repeat. To the point I wanted to throw the VHS out the window.”I laughed, the sound surprising me with how light it felt. It had been a long time since we laughed like this—like before everything got messy. “You’re exaggerating.”“I’m not.” His smile
The hot water ran down my skin, chasing away the chill of the night, the tremor of what had almost happened on the street. I scrubbed harder than necessary, like I could erase the fear, the helplessness… and the way Javier’s fists had landed with so much rage, so much finality.And still, even with all that violence burning behind my eyelids, the only thing that lingered was this—how he’d looked at me the moment I cried out his name.Like I was the only thing keeping him tethered to the earth.I pressed my forehead against the tile, sighing. Javier had always been like this ever since we were kids. Too much, too wild, too intense… but always there when I needed him most. That part hadn’t changed.By the time I stepped out, steam curling around me, I felt steadier. My hair clung damp against my shoulders as I wrapped the towel tight and padded into the room. One of Javier’s shirts lay folded neatly at the edge of the bed, a dark black cotton that smelled faintly of cedar and smoke.I r
The night air was sharp, but the wine in my system dulled it, turning the world into a blur of streetlights and neon signs.I clutched the half-empty bottle, my heels clicking unevenly against the pavement. People stared—some whispered—but I didn’t care. For once, I didn’t care about the contract, or Joaquin, or appearances.I just wanted to feel free.My laughter bubbled up unsteadily as I tipped the bottle again, the burn making me wince. Jessy and Ethan had both fallen asleep back at the apartment, and I… well, I slipped out.Not my smartest decision, but the thought of sitting still in that cozy living room while my chest ached felt unbearable.I wanted noise. Chaos. Anything but the silence inside me.I’d just turned down a dimmer street when the sound of whistles broke through. There aren’t a lot of people, which made it less conscious for me to walk around. I didn’t like people looking at me in such a state.“Well, well. Look what we’ve got here,” a voice drawled.I froze. Thre
I walked away from Joaquin’s office and since then, I’ve been getting stares. They saw me crying, of course. And since being involved with the Joaquin Greyson, most people already knew me as his fiancée by now.However, I didn’t care when people reached out and asked how I was. For sure news of me running away and crying in the streets have caught wind by Joaquin and his father.I don’t care anymore… I just want out. I don’t want to see him nor talk to him for now.And of course, the first thing I have to visit first things first… is my best friend.Jessy’s apartment smelled faintly of popcorn and vanilla-scented candles, a warm contrast to the cold storm I’d just walked out of. The moment she opened the door, her eyes went wide, and then she yanked me into a hug without asking a single question.“You look like you’ve been hit by a truck,” she whispered against my hair.“Close enough,” I muttered, my voice hoarse.Behind her, Ethan hovered in the living room, his usual composed demean
His mouth crashed mine again, harder this time, as if he could erase Javier’s name from my lips by devouring them. His hands slid over me, rough and frantic, pulling me against him so tightly I could feel the violent thrum of his heartbeat.I gasped into him, nails biting into his shoulders. A protest trembled on my tongue, but the heat of him, the desperation, drowned it out. His fury poured into me, and against all reason, I poured mine right back.“Mine,” Joaquin growled, his voice a rasp that vibrated against my skin as his mouth trailed down my throat. His teeth grazed my pulse, sharp, punishing, possessive. “Say it, Haven.”The command should have terrified me. Should have made me shove him off, slap him, scream. Instead, my lips parted on a moan. My body arched toward his touch like a traitor, craving more, craving him.And in his office—when people are outside! I know he has blackout curtains but still…This is exciting and at the same time, nerve-wracking. But then again I’m