No one knows the soul mate, you could hate him today but the next day you love him.
-Lea-~~~~~~~~~Allena couldn't sleep tonight, she just kept thinking about what Bryan had said. Could it be that they had to do that to get Allena's parents to agree to their relationship? Allena was completely confused."Do I just follow what Bryan said, but it doesn't make sense," Allena told herself. She was confused at this time, Allena needed advice from the people closest to her. Maybe tomorrow Allena will tell this to Leah, yes Leah is the only friend she has trusted the most so far.
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"Allena, starting tomorrow you will go and come home from school with Zeyn." The words that come out of her mother's mouth have ruined Allena's mood this morning, she has been trying to think positively so that this morning she can go to school cheerfully, but her mother easily destroys it."Ma, it's still early, Allena doesn't want to talk about it just yet," said Allena half lazily.
"Mom told Zeyn to pick you up this morning, but she said she couldn't because she hadn't asked permission from you. Well, because this morning Mom told you so starting tomorrow you will go and come home with Zeyn." Her mother seemed not to listen to Allena's words, she continued her words with the same discussion.
Allena, who could not stand it, immediately stood up from her place.
"Allena will go first," he said."Well, your breakfast is not over yet."
"I'm not in the mood." After saying that Allena immediately left, he was disappointed with his parents how they continue to force Allena even though they know Allena doesn't like Zeyn at all and Until whenever it will not be possible.
The car drove Allena to her school, today the roads are getting more congested, jammed, and full of pollution. Allena watched every road she passed, her eyes focused on the road but not on her mind. Again, Allena kept thinking about what Bryan said last night, the words of Allena's parents at the dinner table made the girl rethink what Bryan said. Allena feels unable to continue like this, she loves Bryan but her parents don't allow it and instead matchmaking her secretly. Maybe it's true, making one fatal mistake with Bryan will make Allena's parents bless their relationship.
Not feeling that Allena had arrived at school, she immediately got out of the car and walked quickly to her class. At this time he had to meet Leah as soon as possible.
Arriving in class, Allena saw Lea who was gathered at the teacher's table with other friends, Allena, who was curious, immediately approached them.
"Leah, what's wrong?" Allena asked.
"This is the simulation schedule, and we start the simulation today."
"Ha, seriously? How come it's so fast?"
"What's fast? We're taking it too late because the exam is only a month away," said Lea.
Allena suddenly fell silent, another month's exam means that soon she will be finished. Ah, Allena couldn't imagine when she finished she had to get married to Mr. Zeyn, Allena didn't want that to happen.
"Leah, I want to talk," Allena said directly.
"What are you talking about, Len?"
"We're looking for a quiet place, I don't want anyone else to hear."
Lea who was surprised just nodded, she looked curious about what Allena wanted to talk about.
Allena chose the garden as a place for them to chat because this morning the park looked very quiet and this was the most suitable place for her to talk about this to Leah.
"Leah, I want to tell you, please help me please."
"What's wrong, Al? Try now to tell me."
Allena sighed for a moment, closing her eyes she began to tell Leah everything.
"I was matched with my parents," he said, his eyes kept closed.
Leah, who heard Allena's words, was automatically shocked, she didn't believe what her friend said.
"You are serious?" He asked.
Allena answered with a nod.
"Then you want?"
Of course, Allena shook her head, she didn't want that at all.
"Do you want to know who I'm matched with?"
"Who are you?"
"Mr. Zeyn."
Suddenly Leah's eyes widened, she couldn't believe it at all.
"Allena, it's not funny to joke you," he said.
"I'm not kidding, Leah, I'm serious. That's why I don't want to, I love Bryan anyway."
"Aren't you kidding, Len?"
"No, Lea, no. I'm not kidding at all ... Mr. Zeyn's parents are friends of my parents and they have been planning this match for a long time, Lea please help me to cancel the match."
"I swear I'm still in shock, Len. Then what about Mr. Zeyn? Two don't want to?"
"He even agreed to our matchmaking, can you imagine how crazy he is."
"Seriously?"
"Yes, Leah, I'm serious. That's why I'm confused about what to do, please help me."
"What do you do, Len ... If in my opinion, Mr. Zeyn is suitable for all husbands, he is handsome, smart and smart, very suitable to be a husband, "replied Leah.
"Uh, how come you agree, no point. I don't want to marry Mr. Zeyn, please help me, Len."
"Help with what? Help grab Mr. Zeyn from you? I'm not sure I can, I'm far away from potatoes with you who have body goals."
"Oh no, Leah." Allena ruffled her hair, why is Leah suddenly so slow. "Leah ..." Called Allena.
"Yes, Len, why?"
"Bryan has the idea to cancel my match with Mr. Zeyn."
"Good, what's the idea?"
"But the idea is too crazy," Allena says quietly.
"What is it?"
"Bryan asked me to."
"Um? What what?" Leah asked, confused.
"That's ... M-m Bryan invited me to make a child."
"Ha? What? Are you crazy? No, Len, that's a crazy idea, don't be. Bad then." Lea's very shrill voice made Allena's ears hurt, Allena suddenly covered her mouth with both hands so that the girl could not speak.
"Lo, don't be noisy, what if someone hears it!" Annoyed Allena.
"Yes, Bryan's idea is crazy. I swear, Len, I said no. If it's like that, it's not in you, are you sure Bryan can be responsible? That's far behind, you and Mr. Zeyn should be more than Bryan. " Leah explained, he didn't believe Allena could think that low.
"Why do you even support Mr. Zeyn, anyway."
"Yes, after all, your thoughts are crazy, I swear, Len, don't let that happen. If that happens your parents will be very disappointed," said Lea again.
"But that's the only way to get Bryan and I's relationship approved."
"With your relationship, will it guarantee your life and Bryan will be happy next? No, Len. Please don't go crazy."
"But I'm really confused, Leah. Soon we'll be finished and surely my parents will marry me to Oak Zeyn."
"If Mr. Zeyn is a match for you, what can you do, Len."
"No, there's no way Mr. Zeyn will match me."
"No one knows about dating, Len, you can just do it today, you who hate Mr. Zeyn suddenly, in the next few days, will love him."
"What, no."
"We don't know what's going on in the future, Len, and remember God is all perverted feelings."
Hearing Leah's words silenced Allena. Leah has a point, but it's not that easy to like new people while on the one hand, the old people are still the main role.
Allena is very confused, whether she should follow Bryan's idea or not. But Allena could not possibly do that, as Leah said that not necessarily Bryan will be responsible because everyone can change at one time.
Allena just hopes that there is a solution to this problem because Allena doesn't know what else to do.
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