LOGINI suddenly felt his hand brushing against my leg. A strange shiver ran through me at the unexpected sensation. It startled me, yet somehow, I didn’t pull away. There was something about the moment... confusing, heavy, but filled with unspoken emotion.
He leaned closer. His breath was warm against my skin, his eyws unfocused, his movements uncertain. The scent of alcohol lingered heavily betweeen us, reminding me how much he had drunk earlier. "Draken..." I whispered softly, unsure if I was calling him back to his senses or just trying to steady my own. He didn’t answer. His eyes were distant, almost lost in another world. I could feel the tremor in his hands, the weight of his emotions pressing down between us. I knew he wasn’t himself. He was drunk, vulnerable, unguarded. And I... didn’t know what to do. My mind told me to stop him. To say something. But my voice refused to leave my lips. I sat frozen, uncertain whether it was fear or confusion that held me still. "Please, Draken..." I said again, this time barely above a whisper. My heart pounded so loud it drowned out every other sound in the room. "Not like this." But he only looked at me, eyes glassy, expression unreadable. For a moment, it felt like time stopped. The music outside, the laughter of our friends... everything vanished. Then, his movements slowed. His breathing softened. He blinked and confused, as if waking from a long, heavy dream. "Babe," he murmured, his tone weak, almost sorrowful. Tears pooled in my eyes before I could stop him. I didn’t even know why. Maybe it was frustration. Maybe it was love. Or maybe it was the realization that something in us had changed. Something I couldn’t name. I gently placed my hand on his chest, trying to calm him. "You’re drunk. Please, just rest." He nodded faintly, his eyes closing. Within seconds, his breathing steadied into quiet sleep. I sat there beside him for a long time, staring at nothing. My mind was blank. My heart was trembling. I wanted to believe that everything would be fine... that this night was just a blur we could both forget. But deep down, I knew something had shifted between us. Moments later, the room dimmed around me. My body felt heavy, and before I knew it, darkness swallowed my thoughts. THE next morning, I stared blankly out the car window as Draken drove me home. The early sunlight bathed the streets, but it did little to warm the coldness inside me. He insisted on taking me home first before heading back to his place. From the moment I woke up, my mind had been spinning endlessly. I couldn’t tell whether what happened last night was real or just a foggy memory caused by exhaustion and alcohol. Maybe it was just a dream. I wished it were. "Babe." I turned to look at Draken, who was focused on the road. "What is it, babe?" I asked quietly. "Do you want to—" "Draken, are we still talking about this?" I interrupted, sighing as I looked away, watching the cars pass by. "We’ve been together for almost four years. I’ve tried so many times to reach out to your parents, to make them see that I care about you... but they never accepted me." "How will they know you’re willing to be close to them if you’re always the one stepping back?" he asked calmly. I didn’t answer. Not because I didn’t have a response, but because I was simply tired of repeating the same words, tired of defending something that no longer felt steady. We’ve been together for years, and I truly loved him. But his parents never did accept me. Their reason? We didn’t belong in the same world. I wasn’t as wealthy, as influential, or as refined as the women they wanted for him. Yes, my family has our own business, but it’s modest compared to theirs. I know I’m not poor, but to them, I’ll never be enough. I swallowed hard, trying to stop the tears building in my eyes. There were days I’d visit his mansion and see another woman there. She's elegant, confident, perfectly composed. Every time, I felt invisible, like a shadow in their house. His parents smiled brighter for her, spoke softer, laughed louder. She was everything they wanted for their son—a beautiful, fair-skinned, graceful, and rich. It was as if she already belonged in their world. And me? I was just the girl they tolerated because Draken insisted. "Babe," he said again, breaking through my thoughts. "Hmm?" I looked at him, startled. "Babe, I love you. You’re the one I want to be with for the rest of my life." "I know," I replied faintly, my voice barely steady. "So please, endure it a little longer. I’ll make them understand someday." "I don’t know, Draken. I really don’t," I said softly. "Your parents have made it clear they don’t want me in your life. They’ve already chosen someone else. That same woman I’ve seen again and again at your mansion. I’m not blind, babe. I can tell by the way they look at her and the way they look at me." Silence filled the car. The sound of the engine was the only thing left between us. Draken tightened his grip on the steering wheel, but I just stared out the window, wondering if love alone was ever enough to fight a world that refused to let us be.I was still dealing with that problem as I went back inside the mall and even on my way home. The rain was still pouring heavily. I had an umbrella but it couldn't withstand the strong wind. Because of this, my trip home took longer. I was soaked to the bone, especially when I got inside the house."You're soaking wet. Why did you rush?" asked Matthew, who was already home and busy reading."It suddenly rained while I was on my way here. Wait, I'll just change. Where are Mom and Madrid?" I asked, walking upstairs."They're in your room. They're doing an assignment," Matthew replied, still focused on his book.As I entered the room, Mom and Madrid looked up at me. "Mama!" my son smiled and was about to approach me, but I signaled her that I was wet."Mathia, you're getting wet and you'll get sick. Go wipe yourself and change your clothes. Drink a full glass of water, okay?" Mom instructed me.I didn't answer, instead, I quickly did what she said. It's so cold!"What are you guys doing?
After I had cleaned up the dishes, I went straight to our room, mine and Madrid’s. My son was already fall asleep. I sat beside him and lay down, turning to my side so I could gently caress his hair.Then suddenly, I found myself deep in thought. Am I a bad mother for not telling him the truth? I know my son is intelligent, but what I don’t know is how he will react once I tell him everything about the abandonment that did Draken did to us? Why his father and I never ended up together? and all the questions he might throw at me after that.Tears slowly rolled down my cheeks at the thought. I quickly wiped them away, afraid they might fall onto Madrid’s face.All I ever wanted is to give my son a good life. Even with our situation now, I’m willing to give him everything I can.THE NEXT DAY, we woke up early so we could all have breakfast together... Mom, Madrid, Matthew, and I. I was busy frying eggs and hotdogs when I noticed mom's scooping rice into a large bowl.“How’s the grocery,
“Mama!” Madrid came running towards me. His face lighting up the moment he saw me. I knelt down, wrapping my arms around him tightly and kissing the top of his head. “Have you missed me already?” I asked, smiling. “Yes, Mama. Uncle Matthew and Grandma are here,” he said excitedly, pointing toward the kitchen. I turned to look and saw my mother peeking from the kitchen doorway. She was wearing an apron, her hair tied up neatly in a ponytail. The delicious aroma of Sinigang filled the house, warm and comforting. “You’re home already, anak. It’s raining outside. Did you get wet? Go change your clothes and drink plenty of water,” mom said gently. “Yes, mom. What time did you get back?” I asked. “Around four in the afternoon. I picked up your son from school. Matthew just got home from work. He's in his room. You two must’ve arrived almost at the same time,” she explained. “Ahh... I see. Alright, I’ll just change real quick,” I replied before heading upstairs. After washing up and ch
“Thank you for the ride, Charlie Take care,” I said as I peek a little toward the car window, offering him a small smile.“Sure, thanks. Bye,” he replied, waving lightly before driving off. I stood there for a while, watching his car disappear from sight, and sighed deeply. That man... he never really changes.I entered through the employees’ entrance and headed straight to the restroom to check my appearance. I wasn’t the type who used heavy makeup. Just a dab of sunscreen and a touch of lip tint, and I was good to go. I sprayed a bit of perfume, too, of course. I didn’t want my customers to think I smelled unpleasant.Once done, I clocked in and made my way to the women’s shoe section. A few minutes later, we began our usual morning routine; prayer, the national anthem, and then the mall’s mandatory zumba session to wake up everyone’s energy. I didn’t really dance, I just clapped along with a faint smile.As the mall doors finally opened, we stood by our designated areas, ready to g
“My love, finish your food, okay? Don’t waste anything,” I gently reminded my son, Madrid, as he took his seat at the table. Look at him, so eager and ready for school. My boy is now ten years old. He's bright, handsome, and, most importantly, full of love for me.“Yes, mommy. I’ll eat a lot,” he answered, flashing his wide, cheerful smile. I couldn’t help but smile in return every time I looked at him. He was simply too adorable. Clearly, he got that from me.I handed him a glass of milk to boost his strength and immunity. I didn’t want him getting sick, especially when I wasn’t around. It’s not that I neglect him, but if I don’t work, who else will provide for all his needs? It’s just me and, of course, his uncle and grandmother.While we were finishing breakfast, I heard a car pull up outside the house. A few seconds later, there was a knock on the door, and it slowly opened.“Good morning,” Charlie greeted with his usual bright smile.“Uncle Charlie!” Madrid exclaimed joyfully, ru
After nine long months, I poured every ounce of strength I had to bring my child into this world. I refused to give up my baby. Draken may have left me, but my child... never.Father cast me out of the house, so I began living on my own. Still, Mother and Matthew stayed by my side when I gave birth. They often visited my small apartment just to see my baby boy, Madrid Tierro. I gave him my surname, not his father’s.Mom and Matthew would bring us daily necessities and even help take care of him."I have to go now, mom. Please look after Madrid for a while," I said before leaving for work."I’ll take care of my grandson. Be careful, okay?" she said gently. I kissed my son's forehead before stepping out.I worked as a saleslady at the mall. Ever since I moved out with my son, I had to find a way to earn and provide for us. I was twenty-three years old enough to stand on my own.Almost every midnight, Madrid would cry non-stop, keeping me awake until dawn. Mom and Matthew couldn’t always







