desperation

Drake pov:

I cant believe ,when ever matters come about Emliy I just cant control my feeling .only she can make things happen to me and make me do things  like anger ,losing self control ,becoming horny ,smiling and so many other stuff.

I cant believe the person whom I care about soo much .I did such a cruel thing to her.

When I saw Emliy laying unconscious in the tub. 

I felt my heart rate drop .I was hit from a sudden sensation of guilt and regret .she had not done any thing wrong to deserve this and I did such horrible horrible  things to her .she doesn't deserve this.

But I cant let her go .I just cant. 

So I decided that I will stay away from her as much as I can .I know after what I have done to her .she would not even want to see my face and I know that.

I have decided to immerse my self in work. though I do fee