Jayden
'Mate'My wolf screamed in my head, making me gasp in surprise.What in the goddess' name!I took several steps away from the Pen as I tried to process what just happened.How could that be possible?Of all the places in the world, I had to find my mate in Grayson's mansion. And of all the creatures in the world...I got a...human-dog as my mate.I was shocked beyond words. I didn't know what to say or how to react. It all felt like a joke. A big terrible joke.I stood upright and hurried away from the Pen. The man stared at me with fury as he struggled to get up."Aren't you Alpha Jayden?" He asked as he finally locked the Pen."What is that?" I found myself asking.Even though the answer was clear, I just needed a third-party opinion just in case everything was from my imagination."I am," I tried to sound bold."Hello Alpha," he bowed."What is this thing?" I pointed at the Pen."It's the home for the Graysons' dogs."Well, it is a Pen indeed."But that...that...girl," I stuttered.I didn't know how to qualify her. Is she a dog or a human?"That's Zoraya, she's our....."Before he could finish the sentence, he was called in by Estrella."Pardon me, Alpha, I have to go," he bowed before leaving my presence.I watched the Pen in amazement and moved forward once again to take a look at the creature in the Pen.She looks exactly like a human, but why is she barking like a dog? And why is she living in the Pen like a dog?I took one last look at the cubicle and my wolf mellowed as he repeated those words that I dreaded.'Mate.'How can this thing be my mate?No one must know about this. I left the place hurriedly and went back to the car. Leaving Lewis behind, I drove back home.I went straight to my room to take a bath. I needed to get that horrible sight out of my head.What the hell does the goddess think of herself?How could she pair me up with something like that?I opened the shower and unleashed the cold water on my head to help me erase the horrible picture of that...dog...girl...I don't even know what to call her. I just want her out of my head.However, as fast as she was able to calm my restlessness, it all returned as soon as I was out of her sight.Shit!I clutched my chest as I gasped for breath. What is this? I wondered.I hurried out of the bathroom and changed into something casual. I wore something extremely light, to help get more air into my body and I kept my mouth open to help get more air into my lungs."Alpha," I heard a loud knock on the door.After struggling for goddess knows how long, I was finally able to get up. I opened the door and Lewis came in."Why did you leave without telling me?" He sounded worried, yet angry at the same time."I needed rest so I came home to get it," I lied.Lewis studied me and noticed that I was bothered by something. He came closer to me, his eyes locked on mine."Is that why you came home or....." He left his question hanging as he came closer to me. "....Did something happen?"I raised my head abruptly.Did he find out?No. I shook my head immediately. Nobody knew what happened out there and no one should know."What do you mean?" I feigned ignorance, pretending not to understand what he was saying."Did you...."Before he could speak further, I turned away."I would like to rest, Lewis, please leave me."I had to discharge Lewis otherwise he would become suspicious. He is my best friend after all, and he knows when I'm distressed or unhappy."Alright Alpha," he bowed.I watched him leave and I went back to lie on my bed but all I saw was the scene from earlier. I tried to connect with my wolf to ask why he chose something so outrageous as his mate, but my wolf was quiet.He did not respond to my call.Even though I know that my wolf was not at fault, he was also a victim of the goddess' cruel game. However, I couldn't stop being pissed by the entire scenario.What the freaking hell?I am Jayden Cole, Alpha of Blood Moon Pack. How can I have that thing as my mate?It's a good thing that I chose Melissa as my Luna. What would have happened if I was waiting for my supposed mate? Will I be forced to spend the rest of my life with that thing?No way.I feel so disgusted by the thought.As soon as my mind drifted to the scene from earlier, my wolf became restless. He lingered on the surface, struggling to take charge.I managed to suppress him but I couldn't stop my raging heart. It felt as if I had run a race, as I was panting heavily even though I was only lying on the bed.I closed my eyes and tried to sleep, but sleep eluded me. I was restless.My body was covered in sweat.What is going on?I couldn't understand what was happening in my body or why I was perspiring, but I knew that it was all because of that girl.So, without delay, I picked up a shirt and decided to go back to the Graysons' manor. I need to put an end to this.Taking my car keys, I hurried out of the room and went straight to the car."Jayden!"I heard Lewis call out for me but I ignored his call and zoomed off, splattering smoke in the air.I arrived at the Graysons' manor faster than expected. The party was over and the guests were leaving, but I had no business at the party, rather my unfinished business was with the f*cking Pen.My heart thumped heavily as I approached the Pen. However, I found it locked. I took a peek into it and I found her.My supposed mate.She was crouched down on her butt. Her tongue was all out.My heart calmed at the sight of her and my wolf cooed.I leaned closer to take a good look at her as I wondered how she ended up like that."Who are you?" I foolishly asked, as if she could answer.Undoubtedly, her response was a bark. I shook my head in denial.I can't have this as my mate.Even though my wolf and heart both screamed for me not to say the words, I couldn't stop myself.All this while, I always thought that I might be wrong. Maybe the goddess knows what she's doing after all. Maybe she knows what's best and will get a better life partner for me as my mate.I was right all along, the goddess is nothing but a joker."What are you?" I rephrased as I studied her.She opened her mouth to speak and I leaned closer, hoping to hear her speak.Suddenly, I heard loud noises from inside the manor as the crowd screamed, "Fire!"Zoraya’s POVThe next few days passed in a blur. I wasn’t sure how to feel about everything. The warmth of Axel’s presence, the way he stayed close, as if afraid I would disappear. The way Queen Melody always seemed to be watching over me with a careful, protective gaze.It was overwhelming.For the first time in my life, I wasn’t alone.But I didn’t know what to do with that.I wasn’t used to people caring. I wasn’t used to waking up and knowing someone would be there.Even though I had spent years in Jayden’s pack, I had always been alone. An outcast. A shadow.And now?Now I had a mate who swore to stand by me. A mother who looked at me as if I was the most precious thing in the world.And an unborn child growing inside me.A child I had yet to accept.A child I wasn’t sure I could love.I sat on the bed, staring out of the window when I heard the soft knock on my door.I turned my head slightly as Queen Melody entered, her expression warm but cautious.“How are you feeling?” she a
ZorayaAxel’s hand was warm against mine, his touch grounding me as I struggled to hold back the flood of emotions swelling within me. I hadn’t expected him to do this—to acknowledge my unborn child with such tenderness. I had feared disgust, rejection, even silent resentment. But instead, I was met with understanding.“I don’t know what the future holds,” he murmured, his voice steady, “but I know one thing—I want to be in it with you.”Tears stung my eyes again, but this time, they weren’t just tears of sadness. There was something else there, something I hadn’t felt in a long time. Hope.I looked at Axel, trying to understand how someone like him could exist. A man who could accept me despite my past. Despite the child that wasn’t his.But was it fair?I wasn’t whole. I wasn’t the kind of woman a powerful Alpha like him should be tied to. I was broken, carrying the consequences of my past, the product of Jayden’s cruelty.Why would Axel want me?As if reading my thoughts, he tighte
ZorayaAxel’s arms around me felt like the safest place in the world. For so long, I had been alone, unwanted, discarded like I was nothing. But here, in his embrace, I felt something I never thought I would—a sense of belonging.His words echoed in my mind. You are not secondhand to me. You are not ruined.But how could I believe that?I had only been with one man before, and that was Jayden. And I knew now that whatever he had done to me that night had led to the child growing inside me.A child born from a man who never wanted me.A child from the same lips that had whispered sweet nothings to me in secret but called me an animal in public.Silent tears streamed down my cheeks as I clung to Axel. My body trembled with emotions too overwhelming to contain. I wanted to believe him. I wanted to accept that he truly meant what he said.But how could I, when the scars of my past were so deep?I pulled back slightly, my eyes searching his. Axel’s expression was unreadable, his blue eyes
AxelThe moment I stepped out of Zoraya’s room, I felt the weight of everything pressing down on me. The revelation of her pregnancy had shaken me more than I cared to admit.I had spent years searching for my mate, yearning for the moment I would finally have her in my arms. Yet, now that I had her, fate had thrown something unexpected in my path.Zoraya was carrying another man’s child.I exhaled deeply, trying to suppress the growl building in my chest. It wasn’t her fault—I knew that. Queen Melody had made it clear that Zoraya hadn’t even realized she was pregnant until she told her. That only meant one thing.Someone had taken advantage of her.The thought alone was enough to make my wolf claw at the surface, desperate to hunt down whoever had hurt her. Whoever had dared to lay their filthy hands on my mate.I needed air.I walked through the palace corridors, not entirely sure where I was going until I found myself outside, standing in the palace gardens. The scent of blooming r
ZorayaThe morning light streamed in through the large windows, casting a soft golden glow across the room. The warmth should have been comforting, but I still felt cold inside.Even after Axel’s reassurances, even after the promise he made to stand by my side, a small part of me still couldn’t silence the fear that lurked deep within me.What if he changed his mind?What if, one day, he looked at me and realized that I was too broken? That the child I carried was too much of a burden?I shook my head. No. I couldn’t think like that. Axel had given me his word, and I had to trust him.My fingers brushed over my stomach again, hesitating. There was a life growing inside me. An innocent soul that had no say in how it came to be. No choice in who its father was.I had spent so much time fearing this child, resenting it because of who fathered it. But was that fair? Was it right for me to blame something so pure for the sins of the man who had hurt me?A soft knock on the door pulled me f
ZorayaThe room was silent except for the soft crackling of the fire in the hearth. The warmth from the flames should have brought me comfort, yet my body still shivered as if trapped in an endless winter.I laid there, staring at the ceiling, my thoughts a chaotic storm that refused to settle. My heart was heavy, burdened by a truth I had only just begun to grasp.I was pregnant.At first, I had been too weak to comprehend it. Too exhausted to process what it truly meant. But now, as I placed my trembling hand over my stomach, realization set in like a sharp blade cutting through me.I was carrying a child.And not just any child.Jayden’s child.A silent sob built up in my throat, but I swallowed it down, refusing to let it escape. I had shed enough tears for that man. For a love that never truly belonged to me.Jayden had been my first everything. The first man to touch me, to make me feel something beyond the emptiness I had known my whole life. I had been foolish to think that wh