Confessed

Alexia's Point of View

It's been weeks since the last time Philip and I talk. I don't know. He just vanished. 

Why does everyone I like left me without saying goodbye? Why do they keep leaving? 

This pain and everything that I felt keeps on adding to my problems. Fuck this love! I've been fallen to Nathan like I've been fallen to Philip. Fuck this. Why does love exist anyway? This love thingy should be gone!! No! This cupid should be killed. Why does he shot me twice? Where the hell this cupid live? I'll just gonna say hi and kill him.

I really don't know what I really felt! I don't know if this is still right. I have been tried many times to stop this feeling. But I can't.

I'm deeply falling.

I keep on wonder every day why Philip left without saying anything. I don't know where to find him. But every time I feel sadness, Nathan is there to annoy me. Those annoying things he does to