LOGINI sit in front of the mirror and take deep breaths. So turns out knowing his secrets is way worse than not knowing. My makeup is light but heavy enough to hide the eye bags under my eyes. I cancelled my shift just to take Matteo to see his dad.
I brush my hair for the millionth time, something I do when I am thinking. His dad was nothing I expected.
Since we were kids, growing up in the same neighbourhood I always thought our mom’s dated the same brand of men. Glaring red flags who are playboys and definitely trouble. In a way I was right. His dad is Lorenzo Romano, the Lorenzo Romano. Owner of three five star Hotels in New York and various clubs and casinos. But outside the tabloids, in the whispers he is the leader of the new York mafia, the ‘don’.
I shiver, I don’t blame Matteo as his girlfriend. Can you imagine telling your girlfriend that your father is the head of one of the strongest crime syndicate and which you may be the sole heir? Fucking crazy. But as his childhood best friend I am wounded.
A warm hand halts my now frantic actions, he gently pries the brush from my hand and kisses my knuckles, an apology and a comfort.
“Thanks for coming with me.” He whispers into my fingers tickling them a bit. I nod and stand.
He takes in my body and I feel a warm tingly feeling. It’s a cheap blue dress with a plunging neckline, not the best for meeting your boyfriend’s family but it will do. Lorenzo wants to treat his son at the only classy restaurant in this shitty town. The girlfriend is coming along for the ride, though I think I am the buffer.
“You look perfect.” He whispers pulling me towards him. I land on his hard chest, lavender envelopes me and I want to drown in him.
“We should go.” I whisper but I don’t move away from him. He looks down and a ghost of his lips grace mine. I shudder and move away.
The distance from the house to the restaurant is short, too fucking short. We make our way to the door and if Matteo wasn’t holding my hand tightly I want to bet I would combust.
Matteo leads me to a table, and in front of me is not some sleazy old man but a gentle man. Everything about him is sleek and dangerous. His grey eyes are cold and calculating. He is leaning back on his chair a cigarette lit and between his fingers. If I could explain him in three simple words it will be, handsome, cold and dangerous.
“Matteo.” He says and takes a puff of his cigarette. No one tells him not to, no one dares.
Matteo squeezes my hand almost painfully. We sit down and he signals the waiter who gives us all menus. He barely glances at it before ordering for all of us. No questions asked, I roll my eyes. I catch two men watching us, his men. And after that I see more people watching us, some are civilians but most are watching like we are threats. I pour myself a glass of water my throat suddenly dry.
“What do you want.” It’s a statement and Matteo is seething. He still grips my hand like a life line and I don’t mind it. I am his life line and he is mine.
Instead of him answering Lorenzo stares at me his brow arching in what I assume is amusement.
“You must be the girlfriend. “ His voice is low his face passive.
I nod and pick the glass of wine previously poured completely ignoring the half finished glass of water. I need liquid strength.
“You haven’t answered my question.” Matteo is red with suppressed fury. And all of a sudden I can’t help but note the difference between father and son. Lorenzo is calm shows no emotion not even in his eyes, Matteo on the other hand is not contained, he shows everything he feels on the surface.
“You know what I want. You have ran from your responsibility for far too long. It is time to come back.” Lorenzo says simply and Matteo let’s go of my hand. I feel the absence of heat.
“Fuck no, I want nothing to do with you and your fucking business.”
Lorenzo Just shrugs nonchalantly and this makes Matteo angrier.
“We just take the girl with us.” Lorenzo days and I freeze. What the hell did I do.
“Don’t you fucking dare!” Matteo shouts and stands up. That’s my signal to leave and we start walking away but before we get to the door I feel something pressed to the small of my back. I freeze.
Matteo looks back and his eyes widen. He looks afraid but all I feel is anger. The guy nudges what I am sure is a gun for me to move. I do until we are outside in the almost empty parking lot.
I search for Matteo, he is back with his dad. Men, no common sense. On an impulse I jab my elbow into his stomach. Unlike what all the movies show, he doesn’t double over in pain and my elbow hurts like a bitch. Instead he yanks my hair sending a jolt of pain.
“Now...now Luca we don’t treat guests like that.” Lorenzo’s voice comes out patronising.
Luca Just smirks that is until Matteo punches him hard and he falls down.
“Don’t fucking touch her!” He spits and then hugs me. I cling to him like a koala. My eyes tear up and I glare at Lorenzo, his grey eyes just flash with pleasure and he smiles.
“I expect you in New York in one week...both of you.” He says and walks away, Luca doesn’t even glance at Matteo he just walks away.
“I am so sorry Riley.” Matteo says defeated.
Turns out they had struck a deal, Matteo goes home and becomes a made man and insecure his father doesn’t blow my brains out. Just great.
Riley POVBy the time I wake up, it is the next day. I instinctively reach for Lorenzo but the bed next to me is cold. My sleepy haze completely disappears. That is when I notice the warm rays falling on my skin. It is either too fucking early or very late in the afternoon. I stumble out of bed, almost tripping over the sheets and the dress I forgot to take off. I quickly change out of it and take a shower. I pause for a while in just mu towel, debating what to wear. Lorenzo’s shirt lies on a chair like an answered prayer. I put it on without a bra. I don’t dry my hair completely, but so that I don’t come on too strong. I wear the least slutty underwear in the bag of essentials provided for me. How convenient. At the breakfast nook, Lorenzo is sitting his bare back to me. I gulp, maybe I am ovulating because why do I wanna pounce on the man. Especially the way his spider tattoo is just begging me to trace it with my tongue.He turns to face me and I see the glasses hanging low on hi
Riley POV I don’t know who starts first but all I know is I am hooked. He kisses my lips, slow and sensual at first, like he is trying to kiss away the pain. I kiss him harder as he places me on the small kitchen counter. It is cold so I gasp in surprise, he takes that moment to thrust his tongue and I moan.“I want you.” He says breaking the kiss. We are nose to nose, our foreheads touching.I respond by closing my eyes and kissing him. He picks me up and walks to my room. Next I know he drops me on the bed.He takes of his shirt and then kisses me, with my eyes closed, he moves from my mouth, trails my jaw and then my throat. I place my hands on his shoulders digging my nails in his flesh. He keeps one hand on my waist, playing with the band of my shorts.His other hand moves under my shirt to the clasp of my bra. He unclasps it with wonder and my lust muddled mind wonders how many times he has done it. When he squeezes my right breast everything else goes out the window. I moan a
Lorenzo POVWork has been relentless.For weeks now I have barely slept more than a few hours each night. Meetings run late into the morning, reports pile endlessly across my desk, and every phone call seems to carry another problem that needs immediate attention.Yet the strangest part of it all is the silence. The Bratva attacks have stopped. Like completely.A month ago they were pushing into our territory aggressively with ambushes, sabotage, information leaks. They tested every border we had, probing for weakness like wolves circling prey.Then suddenly… nothing. No shipments intercepted. No gunfire in the night.Just complete silence. I don’t trust it.Men who live in this world know that quiet rarely means peace. More often it means something worse is being prepared and with more people to loose I cannot afford uncertainty. Riley briefly flashes in my mind. I clench my fist.I cannot afford any mistakes, not like I did before. She will not end up like my wife.That is why my m
Riley POVThe morning I leave feels unreal.For weeks I’ve been counting down the days until the end of summer, until I could finally return to my own life. I imagined excitement, relief, maybe even freedom. But standing in the driveway with my suitcases beside me, I feel something much more complicated.The house stands behind me, large and quiet in the early morning light. For months it has been my world its gardens, its endless hallways, its strange mixture of warmth and danger.And now I’m leaving it behind.Lorenzo walks beside me toward the car waiting at the end of the drive. Chris stands nearby with the luggage already loaded into the trunk. The morning air is cool, carrying the faint scent of damp grass and coffee drifting from the kitchen windows.Neither of us says much at first.There isn’t really anything left to say.The drive to campus takes almost two hours. Lorenzo insists on taking me himself, even though he could have easily sent someone else. He drives the entire
Riley POVThe night of Matteo’s initiation arrives quietly, without the dramatic build up I imagined something like this would have. I had expected secrecy, tension, whispers in the halls, but instead the house moves with its usual efficiency. A handful of cars arrive near dusk, their engines humming briefly before the gates close again. Men step out wearing black suits and speaking in low voices as they enter the mansion. It is not a large gathering. In fact, it is smaller than I expected.Lorenzo tries to stop me from going.“You should stay here,” he tells me that evening as we stand in the foyer. His tone is calm, but I can hear the firm edge underneath it. “You don’t need to see this.”“I want to,” I reply.His eyes narrow slightly. “This is not a ceremony meant for outsiders.”“I’m not an outsider,” I argue. “Matteo is my friend.”Lorenzo watches me for a long moment, clearly unconvinced.“You might regret it,” he says.“Maybe,” I answer honestly. “But I’ll regret not being t
Riley POVGiana leaves the next day. I take her to the airport and she hugs the air outside of me.“Remember to call.” She says.“Again, I will.” I assure her and she smiles.“I know.” She whispers and leaves.The house feels different the moment she’s gone, like someone turned down the volume on everything. She had always been noise and motion and laughter filling every hallway, and now the silence feels too odd and controlled. I still have two weeks left before I leave for school. Two weeks before my new apartment becomes real and this strange chapter of my life ends. I try to fill the days with classes and planning and packing, but the quiet stretches longer than I expect.Matteo doesn’t speak to me, he rarely comes home. At first I think it’s just avoidance. After everything that happened the fight, the slap, the mud, the humiliation I assume he simply wants distance. But within a few days the real explanation becomes clear.He announces his engagement.The news comes casually,
Riley POV Matteo doesn’t come home. At first, I tell myself he’s just avoiding me. That he stayed out to cool off. That he’ll walk in eventually with that guilty look and a half-hearted apology. After a few days it is clear he isn’t going to be back for a while. It is oddly fine by me. I over
Lorenzo POVThe shipment arrives just before dusk, which is exactly how I like it.There is something honest about work done in that thin hour between day and night, ironic I know, when the world is undecided and people are tired enough to make mistakes. Mistakes are useful, they reveal loyalty, c
Riley POVI wake before the sun.The house is quiet in that heavy way it gets when everyone is asleep or pretending to be. For a moment I lie there staring at the ceiling, replaying yesterday in pieces I wish my brain would stop holding onto.The fight, Matteo bleeding in the ring, the slap in the
Riley POV The first morning I show up, they think I’m fucking lost and I can’t blame them. The training grounds sit at the far end of the estate, past the garages and security wing, tucked behind a small stretch of trees that block most of the noise from the main house. It’s not somewhere peopl







