LOGINI sit in front of the mirror and take deep breaths. So turns out knowing his secrets is way worse than not knowing. My makeup is light but heavy enough to hide the eye bags under my eyes. I cancelled my shift just to take Matteo to see his dad.
I brush my hair for the millionth time, something I do when I am thinking. His dad was nothing I expected.
Since we were kids, growing up in the same neighbourhood I always thought our mom’s dated the same brand of men. Glaring red flags who are playboys and definitely trouble. In a way I was right. His dad is Lorenzo Romano, the Lorenzo Romano. Owner of three five star Hotels in New York and various clubs and casinos. But outside the tabloids, in the whispers he is the leader of the new York mafia, the ‘don’.
I shiver, I don’t blame Matteo as his girlfriend. Can you imagine telling your girlfriend that your father is the head of one of the strongest crime syndicate and which you may be the sole heir? Fucking crazy. But as his childhood best friend I am wounded.
A warm hand halts my now frantic actions, he gently pries the brush from my hand and kisses my knuckles, an apology and a comfort.
“Thanks for coming with me.” He whispers into my fingers tickling them a bit. I nod and stand.
He takes in my body and I feel a warm tingly feeling. It’s a cheap blue dress with a plunging neckline, not the best for meeting your boyfriend’s family but it will do. Lorenzo wants to treat his son at the only classy restaurant in this shitty town. The girlfriend is coming along for the ride, though I think I am the buffer.
“You look perfect.” He whispers pulling me towards him. I land on his hard chest, lavender envelopes me and I want to drown in him.
“We should go.” I whisper but I don’t move away from him. He looks down and a ghost of his lips grace mine. I shudder and move away.
The distance from the house to the restaurant is short, too fucking short. We make our way to the door and if Matteo wasn’t holding my hand tightly I want to bet I would combust.
Matteo leads me to a table, and in front of me is not some sleazy old man but a gentle man. Everything about him is sleek and dangerous. His grey eyes are cold and calculating. He is leaning back on his chair a cigarette lit and between his fingers. If I could explain him in three simple words it will be, handsome, cold and dangerous.
“Matteo.” He says and takes a puff of his cigarette. No one tells him not to, no one dares.
Matteo squeezes my hand almost painfully. We sit down and he signals the waiter who gives us all menus. He barely glances at it before ordering for all of us. No questions asked, I roll my eyes. I catch two men watching us, his men. And after that I see more people watching us, some are civilians but most are watching like we are threats. I pour myself a glass of water my throat suddenly dry.
“What do you want.” It’s a statement and Matteo is seething. He still grips my hand like a life line and I don’t mind it. I am his life line and he is mine.
Instead of him answering Lorenzo stares at me his brow arching in what I assume is amusement.
“You must be the girlfriend. “ His voice is low his face passive.
I nod and pick the glass of wine previously poured completely ignoring the half finished glass of water. I need liquid strength.
“You haven’t answered my question.” Matteo is red with suppressed fury. And all of a sudden I can’t help but note the difference between father and son. Lorenzo is calm shows no emotion not even in his eyes, Matteo on the other hand is not contained, he shows everything he feels on the surface.
“You know what I want. You have ran from your responsibility for far too long. It is time to come back.” Lorenzo says simply and Matteo let’s go of my hand. I feel the absence of heat.
“Fuck no, I want nothing to do with you and your fucking business.”
Lorenzo Just shrugs nonchalantly and this makes Matteo angrier.
“We just take the girl with us.” Lorenzo days and I freeze. What the hell did I do.
“Don’t you fucking dare!” Matteo shouts and stands up. That’s my signal to leave and we start walking away but before we get to the door I feel something pressed to the small of my back. I freeze.
Matteo looks back and his eyes widen. He looks afraid but all I feel is anger. The guy nudges what I am sure is a gun for me to move. I do until we are outside in the almost empty parking lot.
I search for Matteo, he is back with his dad. Men, no common sense. On an impulse I jab my elbow into his stomach. Unlike what all the movies show, he doesn’t double over in pain and my elbow hurts like a bitch. Instead he yanks my hair sending a jolt of pain.
“Now...now Luca we don’t treat guests like that.” Lorenzo’s voice comes out patronising.
Luca Just smirks that is until Matteo punches him hard and he falls down.
“Don’t fucking touch her!” He spits and then hugs me. I cling to him like a koala. My eyes tear up and I glare at Lorenzo, his grey eyes just flash with pleasure and he smiles.
“I expect you in New York in one week...both of you.” He says and walks away, Luca doesn’t even glance at Matteo he just walks away.
“I am so sorry Riley.” Matteo says defeated.
Turns out they had struck a deal, Matteo goes home and becomes a made man and insecure his father doesn’t blow my brains out. Just great.
Lorenzo POV I should have known better. I really fucking should.The moment I agreed to let Riley “manage the estate,” I should have anticipated consequences. I have negotiated with smugglers, liars, and men who thought they were smarter than me. None of them have ever caused me as much disruption as that woman has in less than forty eight hours.I sit in my office, attempting to review quarterly reports, but the numbers are not the problem.The noise is.At first it is faint. A dull tapping somewhere in the distance. I ignore it. Houses as old as this one require maintenance. Pipes burst. Wood settles. Life continues.Then the tapping becomes drilling. It’s annoying but I take a deep breath.I set my pen down.The sound stops. Silence returns.Fucking great.I pick the pen back up.A second later something heavy scrapes across the floor above me, followed by a loud bang that reverberates through the ceiling.I close my eyes.Patience is a virtue. Anger is wasted energy
Riley POVI don’t know how it happens. One moment the stupid bastard has his slimy hand on my hip, the next my back hits a firm chest. His chest.“Leave us.” His voice is low and soft, but the command is unmistakable. The woman who had been touching him all night shuffles away, and all of a sudden it is just the two of us. I can’t see him, but I can smell his scent. Expensive cologne, alcohol, and something I can’t place. It smells like him.I feel his mouth brush my earlobe and I stiffen. He inhales deeply.“What perfume is this?” he asks, but I know his eyes are not on me. They are fixed on the man opposite him.My words catch in my throat. “It’s body wash.”My breaths are too deep, yet I can’t seem to get enough air into my lungs to quench the fire this man has lit in me. I hate myself for how my body is reacting, especially when he places his hand on my waist. It slides slowly upward until his thumb brushes the underside of my breast.I should not be doing this. It isn’t right. I
Lorenzo POVIt’s been a few days since I have seen Matteo. Ever since I told him to keep his girl under control, he has been avoiding me. My men say he has made friends with some low-life drug dealers we hire. I don’t fucking care, as long as he learns how everything works.So imagine my surprise when I see my son and said girl in one of my strip clubs. Personally, I don’t like clubs. They’re loud and annoying, but they are great for business.They get into a bathroom, and moments later Matteo gets out, fuming, and storms off. I am generally not one for drama, but I am genuinely curious, especially when Riley gets out and looks like she just had a mental breakdown.She walks towards me, so of course I pretend I don’t see her, but for some reason I am oddly excited. Maybe it’s because she is a spitfire and I like it when she challenges me, just begging me to tame her. But I can’t do that. She is Matteo’s girlfriend and my bargaining chip.When she sees me, all the colour drains from he
Riley POVThe hardest part isn’t lying. It’s the timing, everything has to be just right.By the fourth night, I have it down to a science. I wait until the house settles and the footsteps in the courtyard thin out that’s how I know the guards are switching shifts its always after every two hours.I make a big show of yawning, stretching, complaining about how tired I am. I let Giana tease me about being boring. I even say goodnight out loud. Of course she knows where I am going but she doesn’t say anything.Then I wait until around one. My shift starts at two and ends at four. I listen for doors. Sneaking out is so thrilling, I haven’t done that before, my mom never cared about what I did or where I was and once she left there was no one to police me.My uniform is hidden inside my bag, folded so neatly it almost feels like an insult to what I’m about to do. Black shorts. A fitted shirt with the club’s logo stitched discreetly on the breast. Comfortable shoes. Hair ties. Lip gloss I
Riley POVYou would think that as my boyfriend, Matteo would at least take my side when his father accused me of tarnishing his prize. But no.“What were you thinking?” Matteo hisses at me. I have just made sure Giana is in bed and I am bone tired. But Matteo refuses to let me sleep. I try one more time.“I know I fucked up, but can you please yell at me tomorrow.”This seems to make him angrier. He moves closer to me and furiously shakes his head. I move back until my back hits the wall.“I have been working my ass off to make sure you are okay, that he doesn’t hurt you. Then what?”He leans closer, his breath fanning my cheek. I wince. Something is different about him and I don’t like it.He continues, obviously unbothered by my discomfort.“My dad called me and told me to keep you on a leash or he will do it for me.”A leash, like I am some sort of mangy mutt. I will not take that insult.“I am not your dog, nor am I a piece of property,” I shout at him. For the second time, I cry.
Riley POVIt’s around nine and there is a long line to get into the club. Some of the perks of being part of the mafia is that Giana and I walk past all those people in the line until we reach the beginning.“Hey you bitches, stand in line like everyone else!” some random dude who had probably been waiting for quite a while shouts. But then our two guards pull up. At this point I am feeling like a queen. I could get used to it. The bouncers at the door just nod at Giana and let us in.Before the music muffles the outside sounds, I hear an escalating conflict and someone who definitely talked to us rudely is punched. I smile. I don’t know why I like this feeling.The smell of sweaty bodies clings to the air. I pull Giana to the middle of the dance floor and we dance. She is stiff, but I know that after two or three drinks she will be fine. I don’t know why, but I feel a sting at the back of my head and for some weird reason I look up.There, standing near the rail of what I assume is t







