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8. Somethings Are Better Left Unspoken
His words swirled around her head as she continued to hold his hand. Lili thought, 'How could I be safe?' Even with Hal dead, she was traumatized by the abuse over the last three years. It could take a lifetime to overcome.
Lili looked into Finn's eyes and politely smiled and patted his hand condescendingly and said, "I don't think that I'll ever feel safe with any man, even you, but I need to trust someone."
She watched as Finn hung his head down and his forehead rested on her hands and she heard him whisper, "Please, Lili. Please give me a chance to take care of you. I will do my best to nurse you back to health."
She remained silent and pulled her hand away from him. Truth be told… his touch terrified her because she trusted him. Why? There was no explanation, but she trusted him. She closed her eyes and started to cry. The tears flowed s
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