Revenge is sweet. Guilt is a bitter pill to swallow. A man scorned is a lethal dose of chaos waiting to erupt.
I will lay waste to all that crosses my path; my plan set in motion is not yet done, for I have one true wish I want to achieve as I stare at myself in the tall mirror on the far side of my room.
This is what my life has come to, a ruthless man that shall do anything he sees fit to reap justice and reward.
And who else wants justice, or should I say revenge, is Vic Stone. He only had but four words for me.
YOU. ARE. FUCKING. DEAD.
Well, I think we did determine that a while ago already. We have just cemented that it will not become a true reality. I do not think there is any man that hates me as much as Vic. To think that I once looked up to the man does bring a slight sting to a heart that has grown completely cold.
After it takes a cold heart to lock up the woman you love. Now do not get me wrong, I do feel remorse, and I know wha
It is with somewhat of a heavy heart that I make my way back to the kitchen. I know that what I have done might have ruined my relationship with Trinity for good this time. I wish I can say that I am in my right mind, where in fact, all I have done is gone fucking crazy. The Colton I knew before would have never done such a thing. I guess I was foolish to think that love does not change a man. Well, perhaps it has only turned me into this way.And with this in mind, I start to consider what the right thing from here on will be. Am I going to let Trinity go, or am I keeping her here with me until she comes to her senses? But as things stand now, she will never want to come close to me again.While I enter the kitchen is see Mason standing there with somewhat of an amused look on his face, though he does seem too concerned as he turns to me while I grab a bottle of water from the fridge and stand opposite him.Ya, the man is about to say something clever.&
To say that I am not feverishly mad shall be an understatement. I want to lay waste to all that I see in front of my eyes. I want to rip everything by the seems apart. God forbid the one that shall cross my path, I shall tear their skin off, each layer by layer until they are but only bone.And as for Trinity, as I enter the room again, the mere sight of her repulses me. It burns a hole through my heart just having to face a woman that I have given my all to, and now she wants nothing to do with me."Princess, please, can we talk?""Colton, get out!"Her voice rumbles in vibration as she demands for me to be gone, but I leave her with one parting thought."You will never get out of this house, so best you get used to it. You can push me away for as much as you like; I am not going anywhere.”With that, I leave the room, shutting the door with such great force that the paintings along the wall vibrate.As I descend the stairs and
The deafening sound of a bullet snapping from a barrel has brought a sting to my ears. It has left the room with nothing but dead silence, with air so thick that it is near impossible to breathe. Have I achieved what I have come to set out?Well, no.And it fucking annoying.I was mere seconds close to blowing this man's brains all over his marble kitchen counters when his bodyguard decided to make an entrance, and with one rather sloppy hand, he managed to miss my shoulder by only inches.Taking my stance, I look at him with only but a smirk on my face. "You are going to pay for that.”I watch as he stands only but a few inches away from me, with hands by his side; I hear the most hideous laughter coming from his mouth. “Oh, what are you going to do, Cruz?”His eyes seem wild with fire; there is a fury and determination behind them as he starts to close that gap between us. He is going to ram me, and god, he is going to ra
I have learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment, and making the best of it without knowing what's going to happen next.Why did I not learn to treat everything like it was the last time? My greatest regret was how much I believed in the future. The truth is that unless you let go unless you forgive yourself, unless you forgive the situation unless you realize that the situation is over, you cannot move forward.It hurts to let go. Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold on to something or someone, the more it wants to getaway. You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses you because you think that your feelings were wrong, and it makes you feel so small because it's so hard to keep it inside when you let it out and it doesn't come
It is 1 AM.I am in the Stone Mansion.Seven dead around me and one terrified Vic Stone lying at my feet.Now I was very ready to blow his fucking brains out, then the goddamn guilt I would need to face when I see Trinity came haunting at me.So here I am deciding if taking Vic’s life is going to save my relationship with Trinity? I know that it will give me great satisfaction, but it will break the heart of the woman that I love.But I need to remind myself that if I let this one go, that it will only be a matter of time, and he will come for me, and god knows that he will not be experiencing the hesitation that I currently have.Though time heals all wounds, and where Trinity finds herself, she will have nothing but time, but it is also the perfect recipe to build up anger and, most of all, hate.So as I stand here before I take the life of the man that my fiancé love, I need her to know why I am doing this.Prin
It is 2 AM.I am standing in my room; the flood of emotions that are running through my mind is clearly said in hands that are trembling.Did I act hastily?Did Colton Cruz make a mistake?I did what I thought was right at the time, and the only right thing is to make sure that Trinity and I can be back together again.Yet, I think that I have strayed so far from reality that I might have doomed our relationship forever. It is one thing to lock her up, but another for what I have done to her father.I don’t think that she will ever forgive me again.How can I have been so fucking stupid6?I need to fix this.If she does not wish to talk to me, I will do my best to put down in words how exactly I feel.Colton Cruz is writing a goddamn love letter. Things just seem to be getting stranger by the day.So here it goes…“Princess,I can imagine what the look in your eyes will be w
I have been standing outside of Trinity’s room, waiting. I don’t know if she knows that I am here, but I guess by the nervous pacing that she has a good idea that I am lingering outside here. See, this is the thing…I am tired. I am tired of playing this game. She comes, she stays, she leaves…round one. She comes, she stays, she leaves…round two. And that is how our relationship plays. Now frankly, I am fucking tired of it. I have gone above and completely beyond what any man should do for a woman. Ya, I fucking love the woman. But she is now driving me insane. She, exactly in Mason’s words, threw a total tantrum when he brought her some lunch. She and he has the mark on his forehead, but she flung the plate at his face leaving him with a rather ugly gash on his face. Now, I have a temper that will come out when you have tested me beyond my patience. Yet, I can control it to a certain extent, the extent being when it is not Trin
Trinity left last night.There was a piece of me that hoped that she would remain by my side; I guess forgiving one for doing such a big wrong is too great of a thing to have asked. My sole intent when I went to Vic was to kill him, but then I saw that I would only be foolish and cause Trinity to hate me. Though the moment that Vic had his gun drawn on me, I knew that it was going to be either him or me. So yes, I can be said to be a monster, but in a way, I was also just trying to defend myself.Now there is no turning back from this. I have made the woman that I love hate me with such great pain. And not only this, she has now become my rival. How did this all become so fucked up? I was so blinded by love that I lost sight of what is right and wrong.But if you technically look at it this way, what was Vic’s should be mine. Now the question begs, do I want to walk into the Stone Mansion and claim what should be now my turf? Do I truly want to upset Trini