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Saying Last Goodbyes
My heart is shattered, I have lost Trinity yet again. She was so close within my reach and it fell apart before it could even start. I love this woman so damn much but I cannot be with her. It fucking kills me, it is eating me up alive, and god, there is nothing that I can do about it.
And now I have to go face Vic and tell him that I took my eye off the ball and I nearly got her killed. I can’t do this, I am supposed to be strong, but I feel weak to the bone. I don’t and I cannot fucking do this.
I cannot lose Trinity.
But I have to, giving her up will be the hardest thing I will ever do in my life. Seeing those brown eyes swim in nothing but sorrow, is the worst torture that I have ever felt. I feel like falling into an abyss and simply disappear.
Trinity, Trinity Stone, I cannot have her. God this hurts.
I need to pull myself together for that damn driveway is coming up and it is coming up fast. And what else is coming up fast is the
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