LOGINRiven
Kael stood up.
I exhaled for the first time in what felt like several minutes. "Finally." I watched him straighten, fully prepared to watch him walk to the door, open it, and remove himself from my apartment and my evening and ideally my entire life.
He walked toward me instead.
I pressed back into the sofa as he closed the distance, stopping close enough that the situation happening in his joggers was now approximately level with my face. I snapped my gaze sideways so fast I nearly strained something.
“Can you just fucking leave my apartment?” The words came out through my teeth. “I will call security. I mean it.”
My phone was on the cushion beside me. I reached for it.
His hand came down and sent it skidding across the floor before my fingers made contact.
“What the hell—” I turned, furious, and my face met the unmistakable outline of his dick before I’d completed the thought. I hissed and looked up sharply.
Kael was smirking.
He had the kind that lived on the face of someone who had decided the entire situation was entertainment and had no plans to stop.
“This isn’t funny,” I said. My jaw was so tight it ached. “You’re just being fucking silly and obnoxious. Just go away, Kael.”
“I’ll leave.” He tilted his head slightly. “But on one condition.”
I stared at him.
“In my own house.” My voice had gone dangerously quiet. “You’re giving me conditions. In my own house.”
“One condition,” he repeated, unbothered.
“Are you insane?”
The smirk shifted into something slower. Something that didn’t quite belong on a human face. His eyes dropped to me and then back up, lazy and measured, and the corner of his mouth moved again. It was with the particular satisfaction of someone who already knew how this ended.
“Oh, baby.” His voice dropped an entire register. “I’m so much more than insane. Trust me.”
I physically recoiled.
“Don’t.” I held up a hand. “Don’t call me that. Ever. Especially not—” I stopped and breathed. “Fine. “Fine.” What do you want? What’s the condition? Money? You want me out of May’s life permanently? You want me to collect the necklace from her?” I was losing the thread of my own argument, and I knew it. “What do you really want?”
Kael laughed.
It was soft, almost quiet. And his face in that moment was something I didn’t have a clean word for — sharp and dark and amused in a way that sat somewhere between dangerous and deliberate, like a man who had already decided on the ending and was simply enjoying the middle.
He looked down at me.
Then his hand moved to the waistband of his joggers. Slowly. The front panel dropped just enough to see the V-line of his lower abdomen.
“I want you to suck my cock.”
The room went absolutely still and silent.
I looked at him. Then at what he’d just done. Then back at his face — still wearing that expression, still completely, criminally unbothered.
Several seconds passed.
“Get.” I stood up slowly, my voice barely above a whisper. “Out.”
“I said I'm not leaving until my condition is met.”
I grabbed his arm with both hands and pulled. Or tried to. Kael didn’t move. Not an inch. It was like trying to relocate a wall.
“Can you “move?”” I yelled.
He moved. Just not toward the door.
His arm came around my waist from behind, fast and certain, pulling me back against him before I’d processed what was happening. I felt his budge against my arse, and something short-circuited in my brain entirely.
“Let me go.” I grabbed at his arm, pulling, twisting. “Let me go!”
“Shh.” His mouth was at my ear, his voice dropping to something low and unhurried. “You doing it or not?”
“I am not gay.” I shoved against his arm hard. “Let me go.”
He did immediately.
I stepped forward and turned around, breathing hard.
“So you’re leaving?” I asked.
“Absolutely.”
My eyes went wide, quite confused by his sudden change of mind. “What? Really?”
“I’m not putting my cock anywhere near a homophobic guy’s mouth.” He said it so casually it took me a second to catch up. “So yeah.”
I opened my mouth, then closed it.
Kael was bisexual. Openly, publicly, famously so — he’d said it on national television during a magazine interview with the particular bluntness of someone who found the concept of softening their words deeply unnecessary. “I don’t care about gender when I’m dating or when I’m fucking.” His exact words. The interviewer had blinked. Kael had looked bored.
“I’m not homophobic,” I said.
He laughed.
“I mean it.” I exhaled hard, running a hand down my face. “Half the guys on my team are gay. I’m not homophobic.”
“Sure.”
“Just because I won’t—” I stopped and breathed deeply. “I’m straight. That’s it. That’s the whole reason.”
“Yeah, yeah.” He waved a hand, unbothered. “I’ve seen your dating history. You know none of your girlfriends lasted more than three months?”
I stared at him. “Have you been stalking or spying on me?”
“It’s on your Wikipedia page.”
“You read my—” I stopped and folded my arms across my chest. “You read my Wikipedia page?”
“I read about my rival.” He shrugged, already moving slowly towards me. “And about the guy sniffing around my sister. Just needed to know the guy that I was dealing with. That’s normal.”
I took a step back. “I am not sniffing around her. She’s the one—”
My leg hit the sofa.
I sat down before I meant to.
Kael stopped in front of me. He was so close, and the situation in his joggers had not improved.
I looked away at the ceiling. “Why is that still—”
“Since you’re not homophobic,” he said, cutting straight through my sentence, “and you want me gone so badly—” he dropped into the cushion directly across from me, legs spread, completely at ease. “—how about you just watch?”
I looked at him. “Watch you.”
“Watch me.” He held my gaze. “Stroke and tease myself. That’s it. You just sit there.”
“Kael—” The word came out like a grunt, low and frustrated.
“What?” He scoffed lightly. “This is the best offer you’re getting.” A pause. “Besides. It’s your fault I’m like this.”
I stared at him for a long moment.
Then I dropped my head back against the sofa and closed my eyes.
“Never mind,” I said. “Just hurry up.”
DexRehearsals had run long.That was the thing about coming back to the season properly after everything. There was a recalibration period, a getting back into the rhythm of it, and the coaching staff had opinions about how that recalibration should go that did not always align with my own opinions about how tired my legs were by the end of a session. I drove home with my bag in the back seat and my mind already at the apartment, already thinking about whatever Nico had decided to make for dinner, alreadylooking forward to the particular version of quiet that existed in our space at the end of a long day.I heard the scream before I even got the key fully into the lock.Sharp. Loud. Coming from inside.I had the door open in under a second.The scene that met me when I stepped inside took a moment to fully process.Nico was on the floor.Not hurt. Not down. He was very deliberately and very purposefully on top of someone else, pinning them with a focus and efficiency that told me thi
NicoThree days later we were sitting on the floor of our apartment surrounded by wedding magazines that Maria had appeared with unannounced that morning and distributed around the living room with the energy of someone who had been waiting for this particular task for a considerable amount of time.“Outdoor,” Nico said, not looking up from the page he was on.“Outdoor,” I agreed.“Small. Only the people who actually showed up.”“Agreed completely.”He turned a page. “I don’t want a cake that looks like architecture.”“Neither do I.”“I want something that actually tastes good.”“You’re a baker,” I said. “Make your own cake.”He looked up at me. “That is actually a good idea.”“I have them occasionally.”He smiled and went back to the magazine. I watched him for a moment, sitting cross legged on our floor in the late morning light, hair grown back enough now to curl slightly at the edges, the engagement ring on his finger catching the sun coming through the window.Our window. Our flo
173 NicoSeven months.Seven months of chemo, needles, exhaustion, tears, and nights when I wondered if I’d ever feel like myself again. Seven months of Dex’s quiet strength, his knitted beanies, his stubborn refusal to leave my side even when I pushed him away.Today, everything changed.The doctor’s voice still echoed in my head: “Your latest scans and markers are clear. No evidence of disease. You’re in remission, Nico.”I sat on the edge of the hospital bed, hands shaking, with the familiar weight of the beanie on my head. Dex stood right in front of me, eyes already glassy. Maria was by the door, smiling through tears. Riven and Kael had come too; they insisted on being here for this.The oncology wing had a tradition. A brass bell hung near the nurses’ station. Patients who finished treatment got to ring it. I’d heard it a few times over the months and always wondered if I’d ever get my turn.Dex helped me stand. My legs still felt a little weak, but I walked. He stayed close, o
DexI was still on the floor when the door opened.I hadn’t moved in a long time. At some point the crying had stopped, not because anything had resolved itself but because the body eventually runs out of what it needs to sustain that level of falling apart, and what was left afterward was just a kind of hollow, exhausted stillness. I sat with my back against the wall and my knees up and the ring box in my jacket pocket, and I waited.The nurse who appeared in the doorway was the good one. The one who knew his case.“Mr. Nakamura.” She kept her voice low and even. “He’s awake.”I was on my feet before she finished the sentence.He looked small in the bed.That was always the first thing I noticed when I walked into his room after something had happened: the way the equipment and the sheets and the general enormity of what he was fighting made him look smaller than he was in real life. In real life Nico took up space in a way that had nothing to do with his physical size. In this bed,
DexI don’t remember leaving the restaurant.I remember the sound of my own voice saying his name. I remember the feeling of him going limp against me, the specific terrible weight of someone who is no longer holding themselves up. I remember shouting for someone to call an ambulance and the way the restaurant staff moved and the violin stopping mid-note and none of it feeling real in any way I could anchor myself to.And then the ambulance was there, and they were taking him from my arms and putting him on a stretcher, and I was following them out into the night air still in my dinner jacket, the small ring box somewhere in my pocket, Nico pale and completely still under the blanket they had laid over him.I held his hand the entire way.In the ambulance, in the corridor of the hospital when we arrived, right up until the moment the doors of the treatment room came between us. I kept my hand around his for as long as physically possible, walking alongside the stretcher, my other hand
NicoI hadn’t expected it.That was the thing. Even when Dex walked into my room that evening with a briefcase in one hand and a suit bag over his shoulder and that particular expression on his face that meant he had been planning something and was very pleased about it, I genuinely had not seen it coming.“We’re going on a date,” he said, setting everything down like it was the most reasonable thing in the world.I stared at him. “What?”“Tonight. You and me.” He laid the suit bag across the foot of my bed with the careful precision of someone who had thought about this moment. “Get up.”“Dex. I’m in a hospital.”“You’ve been cleared for a few hours out. I already spoke to the doctor.”I opened my mouth to find another reason, and he unzipped the suit bag before I could.Deep navy. Simple and clean and exactly what I would have chosen for myself if I had been the kind of person who still thought about choosing things for myself. I looked at it for a long moment.“That’s my size,” I s
KaelThe first thing I noticed was the sterile smell and the steady beeping of monitors. My eyes fluttered open to a white ceiling and unfamiliar walls. The dull, throbbing pain in my side reminded me exactly where I was — a hospital room.Dad was sitting right beside the bed, looking exhausted but
RivenThe taxi pulled up near the side entrance again. I paid the driver and stepped out into the cool night air, my legs still shaky from everything that had happened in the locker room.The moment I got out, May spotted me. She broke away from Kael and ran straight toward me, throwing her arms ar
Riven The room felt smaller and tighter the second Kael pushed his joggers down just enough.The waistband caught under the thick base of his cock, trapping it halfway, forcing the shaft to jut out heavy and obscene. I jerked my gaze away on instinct, my eyes snapping to the wall, the ceiling, or
Riven“Where did you get this?”May’s expression shifted immediately, her smile faltering as she read my face. “What’s wrong? You don’t like it?”I exhaled slowly, turning the box over in my hands. “The necklace.” I looked up at her. “It looks exactly like your brother’s.”“Oh!” The worry dissolved







