LOGINRiven
The room felt smaller and tighter the second Kael pushed his joggers down just enough.
The waistband caught under the thick base of his cock, trapping it halfway, forcing the shaft to jut out heavy and obscene. I jerked my gaze away on instinct, my eyes snapping to the wall, the ceiling, or anywhere else.
“Eyes here,” Kael said.
His voice landed with the particular authority of someone who wasn’t asking. Of course he was an Alpha. And of course I’d backed down. Stupid hierarchy. I was still here trying to find my own place in all of this.
I turned back slowly, against every instinct I had, and then I was looking at something I had absolutely no business looking at, and my brain went very, very quiet.
It wasn’t as though I hadn’t seen cocks before. I mean, the internet exists after all, and I am a grown man. But there was a significant difference between a screen and… this. Between knowing something existed and having it exist directly in front of you, in your living room, belonging to Kael Dravin of all people.
His cock was thick and veined. The head flushed darker than the shaft, already slick at the slit with a single bead of pre-cum that caught the lamplight and gleamed. It looked… violent. Too big. The kind of size that made you instinctively clench and wonder how anything could possibly take it without tearing.
My mouth went dry.
Kael wrapped his right hand around the base, his fingers not quite meeting, and gave one slow, deliberate upward stroke. From root to tip. The skin dragged softly over the hardness underneath. His thumb swiped across the head on the upstroke, spreading that bead of pre-cum until the crown glistened wetly.
I felt the air leave my lungs in a quiet rush.
He did it again. Slower this time. Letting me watch every centimeter of the motion. The way the veins stood out more when he squeezed. The way the head swelled slightly darker each time his fist reached the top. The faint, slick sound of skin moving over skin.
My own cock twitched hard inside my briefs. I squeezed my thighs together without thinking. What the fuck was that? I hope I was wrong.
Kael’s eyes flicked to the movement. A tiny smirk tugged at the corner of his mouth.
“You got lube?” he asked, his voice still that same low, even tone.
I shook my head once. Couldn’t speak.
He nodded like he’d expected it.
“Lotion? Oil? Anything slippery at least?”
“None,” I managed. My voice sounded cracked. I glared at him, or tried to. It came out weaker than I wanted.
Kael just hummed, low in his throat.
Then he lifted his hand away from his cock. He looked at his own palm for a second and brought it to his mouth. He spat once. The sound was loud in the quiet room. My stomach flipped.
“Hey—” I started, frowning.
He cut me off with a lazy shrug. “You didn’t want to give me anything. So…” He wrapped his spit-slick hand back around his shaft. “…this’ll do.”
The first stroke after that was obscene.
It was wet and loud. The slick sound of his own saliva mixing with pre-cum as his fist glided from base to tip. He twisted his wrist slightly on the upstroke, just enough to make the head swell and darken even more. A fresh bead of pre-cum welled up immediately, and he smeared it down the length with his thumb.
I couldn’t look away.
But I am still straight.
I am absolutely, completely, entirely strai—.
My heart was hammering against my ribs so hard I thought he could probably hear it. My cock was painfully stiff now, trapped against my thigh, leaking steadily into my underwear. Every time Kael’s hand moved, my own twitched in sympathy. I squeezed my legs together harder, trying to get any kind of pressure, any kind of relief.
He seemed to notice.
His strokes stayed slow — torturously slow — letting me see everything. The way his foreskin slid back and forth over the head. The way his balls drew up tighter with each pass. The way his abs flexed every time he twisted his wrist.
A low, rough and quiet groan slipped out of him. His head tipped back for a second, throat working as he swallowed. Then his eyes found mine again.
“Getting hard just watching, huh?” he murmured.
“Hell no," I scoffed.
He sped up, just a fraction. The wet schlick-schlick-schlick of his hand grew louder, faster. His breathing turned heavier. His free hand braced on the mattress beside him, knuckles white.
“Shit,” he hissed. His hips jerked up into his fist once, twice. “Fuck… look at you staring like that…”
My mouth was dry. My cock throbbed so hard it hurt. I could feel the wet spot spreading in my briefs. This is normal, I told myself. Totally normal.
He stroked faster now — long, firm pulls from root to tip. His thumb kept swiping over the head on every upstroke, spreading the slick everywhere. His groans grew rougher and more broken.
I watched, helpless, thighs clenched so tight my muscles ached.
He was close. I could see it — the way his abs clenched, the way his balls drew up tight, and the way his hand started to lose rhythm.
“I’m going to come,” he muttered, his voice gravel. “Holy fuck! I'm going to come watching you watch me—”
His hips bucked hard. A low, guttural groan tore out of him. Thick ropes of cum erupted from the head — the first shot landing on his stomach, the second hitting his chest, the rest spilling over his fist and dripping down his knuckles. His cock jerked in his grip with every pulse. His head fell back. His throat worked as he panted through it.
When the last tremor finally left him, he let his hand fall away. His cock twitched once more, spent and shiny, cum streaked across his abs and chest in messy white lines.
He looked at me, his eyes half-lidded, chest still heaving, and gave a slow, filthy smile.
“What do you think?” he asked, his voice wrecked. “Like what you see?”
“No, I don’t,” I said, forcing the words out. My voice sounded thin, unconvincing even to me. “I’m straight. I’m not moved by whatever the hell you just did there. Now that you’re done… clean up and leave. The bathroom is there.”
I pointed at the door like it was a lifeline.
Kael laughed low and lazily, looking so unbothered. He rose slowly, not bothering to pull his sweatpants back up. His cock swayed with the movement, soft but still intimidatingly thick. He stepped closer. Close enough that I could smell the salt and musk of him, close enough that I had to tilt my head back slightly to meet his eyes.
I looked away again. Focused on the wall. The poster. Anything.
“Then tell me why you’re so hard, Mr. Straight Boy?” he asked, voice dark and amused.
My eyes widened. I whipped my head back to him. “And who said—”
Before I could finish, his hand shot forward.
He palmed my bulge through my shorts firmly with no hesitation. My cock jumped hard under his touch. I hissed sharply through my teeth, my hips jerking forward involuntarily.
“It’s so fucking obvious,” he murmured, squeezing once slowly and possessively. “You’re leaking through the fabric, Riven.”
I slapped his hand away, hard. My palm stung from the impact.
“Just go away,” I snapped.
Kael smirked wider. He stepped back, finally tugging his joggers up over his hips, but the outline of his cock was still visible — thick, obscene. He turned toward the bathroom without another word.
I sat there, chest heaving, staring at the bulge in my own shorts like it had betrayed me.
Can you just stay put? I thought furiously at my dick. You’re so fucking unbelievable. Goodness!
I squeezed my thighs together, trying to trap the ache, the throb, the humiliating wetness soaking my boxers. I could hear the faucet running in the bathroom steadily.
After what felt like forever, the water shut off. The door opened.
Kael stepped out, towel slung low around his hips, droplets still clinging to his chest and abs. He looked at me, and his eyes dropped pointedly to my lap.
“You’re still hard,” he said, almost conversational.
“It’s not your business,” I shot back.
“You’re still hard,” Kael said.
“Not your business.”
“Biologically speaking—”
“Please don’t.”
“—one’s body could get quite uncomfortable if it doesn’t get release.” He tilted his head. “Painful, even.”
“That’s a lie,” I said flatly.
“Is it?”
He crouched down in front of me slowly until we were eye-level. His forearms were resting loosely on either side of my thighs on the cushions. He was so close, enough that I could feel the warmth of him.
“You want me to help you?” he asked.
My cock jumped again hard. It was obvious.
What a fucking traitor.
“What?” I choked out.
“Let me help you,” he repeated, softer this time. His hand hovered near my thigh just close enough that I could feel the heat of it.
I felt the throb intensify. My cock strained against the damp cotton, leaking more pre-cum. My breathing turned shallow.
DexRehearsals had run long.That was the thing about coming back to the season properly after everything. There was a recalibration period, a getting back into the rhythm of it, and the coaching staff had opinions about how that recalibration should go that did not always align with my own opinions about how tired my legs were by the end of a session. I drove home with my bag in the back seat and my mind already at the apartment, already thinking about whatever Nico had decided to make for dinner, alreadylooking forward to the particular version of quiet that existed in our space at the end of a long day.I heard the scream before I even got the key fully into the lock.Sharp. Loud. Coming from inside.I had the door open in under a second.The scene that met me when I stepped inside took a moment to fully process.Nico was on the floor.Not hurt. Not down. He was very deliberately and very purposefully on top of someone else, pinning them with a focus and efficiency that told me thi
NicoThree days later we were sitting on the floor of our apartment surrounded by wedding magazines that Maria had appeared with unannounced that morning and distributed around the living room with the energy of someone who had been waiting for this particular task for a considerable amount of time.“Outdoor,” Nico said, not looking up from the page he was on.“Outdoor,” I agreed.“Small. Only the people who actually showed up.”“Agreed completely.”He turned a page. “I don’t want a cake that looks like architecture.”“Neither do I.”“I want something that actually tastes good.”“You’re a baker,” I said. “Make your own cake.”He looked up at me. “That is actually a good idea.”“I have them occasionally.”He smiled and went back to the magazine. I watched him for a moment, sitting cross legged on our floor in the late morning light, hair grown back enough now to curl slightly at the edges, the engagement ring on his finger catching the sun coming through the window.Our window. Our flo
173 NicoSeven months.Seven months of chemo, needles, exhaustion, tears, and nights when I wondered if I’d ever feel like myself again. Seven months of Dex’s quiet strength, his knitted beanies, his stubborn refusal to leave my side even when I pushed him away.Today, everything changed.The doctor’s voice still echoed in my head: “Your latest scans and markers are clear. No evidence of disease. You’re in remission, Nico.”I sat on the edge of the hospital bed, hands shaking, with the familiar weight of the beanie on my head. Dex stood right in front of me, eyes already glassy. Maria was by the door, smiling through tears. Riven and Kael had come too; they insisted on being here for this.The oncology wing had a tradition. A brass bell hung near the nurses’ station. Patients who finished treatment got to ring it. I’d heard it a few times over the months and always wondered if I’d ever get my turn.Dex helped me stand. My legs still felt a little weak, but I walked. He stayed close, o
DexI was still on the floor when the door opened.I hadn’t moved in a long time. At some point the crying had stopped, not because anything had resolved itself but because the body eventually runs out of what it needs to sustain that level of falling apart, and what was left afterward was just a kind of hollow, exhausted stillness. I sat with my back against the wall and my knees up and the ring box in my jacket pocket, and I waited.The nurse who appeared in the doorway was the good one. The one who knew his case.“Mr. Nakamura.” She kept her voice low and even. “He’s awake.”I was on my feet before she finished the sentence.He looked small in the bed.That was always the first thing I noticed when I walked into his room after something had happened: the way the equipment and the sheets and the general enormity of what he was fighting made him look smaller than he was in real life. In real life Nico took up space in a way that had nothing to do with his physical size. In this bed,
DexI don’t remember leaving the restaurant.I remember the sound of my own voice saying his name. I remember the feeling of him going limp against me, the specific terrible weight of someone who is no longer holding themselves up. I remember shouting for someone to call an ambulance and the way the restaurant staff moved and the violin stopping mid-note and none of it feeling real in any way I could anchor myself to.And then the ambulance was there, and they were taking him from my arms and putting him on a stretcher, and I was following them out into the night air still in my dinner jacket, the small ring box somewhere in my pocket, Nico pale and completely still under the blanket they had laid over him.I held his hand the entire way.In the ambulance, in the corridor of the hospital when we arrived, right up until the moment the doors of the treatment room came between us. I kept my hand around his for as long as physically possible, walking alongside the stretcher, my other hand
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KaelThe first thing I noticed was the sterile smell and the steady beeping of monitors. My eyes fluttered open to a white ceiling and unfamiliar walls. The dull, throbbing pain in my side reminded me exactly where I was — a hospital room.Dad was sitting right beside the bed, looking exhausted but
RivenThe taxi pulled up near the side entrance again. I paid the driver and stepped out into the cool night air, my legs still shaky from everything that had happened in the locker room.The moment I got out, May spotted me. She broke away from Kael and ran straight toward me, throwing her arms ar
RivenKael stood up.I exhaled for the first time in what felt like several minutes. "Finally." I watched him straighten, fully prepared to watch him walk to the door, open it, and remove himself from my apartment and my evening and ideally my entire life.He walked toward me instead.I pressed bac
Riven“Where did you get this?”May’s expression shifted immediately, her smile faltering as she read my face. “What’s wrong? You don’t like it?”I exhaled slowly, turning the box over in my hands. “The necklace.” I looked up at her. “It looks exactly like your brother’s.”“Oh!” The worry dissolved







